DAY 78: Keep Faith and Reach the Peak.

"I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shaking
But I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb
The struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breaking
I may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strongJust keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSomebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbingKeep the faith, babyIt's all about, it's all about the climbKeep the faith, keep your faith, whoa" MILEY CYRUS - THE CLIMB LYRICS 



Yes. I can almost see. The dream I've dreaming all these while. The dream that be the reason for every step I'm taking. I'm moving on by holding on to this dream and keep fighting, I keep trying. Even though sometimes I felt like I can't but I gotta keep strong to reach it. They might try to let me down but believe me... I'm gonna keep strong, holding to the faith that I can. Yes. I can!


I'm moving on but life isn't how fast I get there and ain't about what's waiting on the other side. But it's the climb. The climb. How hard the climb is, no matter how long it would be, just keep faith and we'll be reaching the peak soon. Keep on moving no matter how hard it is. Yeah I gotta believe that sometimes I gonna have to lose because life isn't just about winning but it a combination of win and lose. However, never lose faith on what you're up to,just keep on trying!

I've been dreaming of being a doctor, but I don't want it stays as a dream forever. Struggles, fight, win and lose... I have to face all these up and down. 
It's okay if I'm lose at the middle of the track but I fight back and start it all over again with the faith that in the end, I'll hold it inside my hand. 
It's okay if I'm a bit late as long as at the end I fulfilled my dream.
Let go all those inferiority, bring all those extraordinary.
No matter what happen I can as long as I...
KEEP FAITH. 

I'll make sure in the end, I'll be looking like this. A DOCTOR.
I won't take this as a dream anymore but it's gonna be a reality.KEEP FAITH!

DAY 12:Hello, SIR CADAVER:)

Wooooo....
that's creepy.
Hello sir cadaver?
Are you getting mad?I know life is getting harder Syeikha but please make up your mind...

LOLXD
well peeps.
Its not that I'm getting crazy or whatsoever
Its just that today was a memorable day for me.
for the FIRST TIME in my life
I'd meet sir cadaver
FIRST TIME fella.Its my first time.
Honestly, I was too excited for this first true-to-life meeting with dead people.
What makes it becoming extra cooler is that the cadaver was preserved with formalin, chemical used to ensure the restoration of the softness and flexibility of the cadaver.
The fact that able to impress me is that all these three male cadaver was actually kept for 15 years time. That's totally impressive.15 years?! That totally a long gap of time. It must be the process  of embalming was so so great or no doubt the chemical used was really really strong enough to ensure those cadaver in good condition.Right?!
Visit to a mortuary was totally an eerie experience, but somehow it gives us a lot.
Experience and knowledge.(#experience.no doubt.knowledge kureng sikit coz takut sgt time doktor explain tu + eden terkebelakang sikit,tak nampak doktor godok mayat:(  )
I'd touch the cadavers.
You.What Syeikha?!
Well..I TOUCH THE CADAVER.
Oh Merciful Allah
totally the moment that I touch them was,
Aaaaaaa!
Sumpah takut.but for the first touch je laa.After that I'm getting better.Thank God,I have a lots lots of friend around me.Sampai bergerak tempat letak mayat tu. Semangat sangat all of us nak "meraba" mayat tu.hahha
Trust it was super cool!!

My visit to FPSK wasn't all about mayat ye kengkawan.
Actually,we do visit some other place in FPSK
like pathology and anatomy museum , and physiology lab.
but maybe we are rushing so feeling tu pun rushinglah.
what so great about pathology and anatomy museum is that, this is the place that they kept all the preserved diseased body parts and plastic model of our body.
Menarik?Yes, it is but tak sempat nak merewang here and there
Dah kena panggil to move to next station.
Upsetting,I manage to see 3 shelves of the preserved body parts je kot. The others sekilas pandang je.
Pray to Allah that I was able to further my studies here so that bolehlah saya merewang menghayati those things.:))
by the way, I was told that pathology and anatomy museum was second library for medical student.
Alangkah indahnya kalau aku jadi student medical. Nak menghadap those thing puas puas sampai muntah ler.haahaa.

In pyhsiology lab we was exposed to the study of mechanic of living organism. Sort of applying physic together with biology for the purpose of medical. The machine here was soo awesome :)
New things that I did learnt here is how to check the blood pressure using mercury sphygmomanometer.
I really wanna try it. Kenapalah the instructor tak tanya,"Did any of you wanna try.?"
For sure, I'm the one ynag akan menawarkan diri :D
but malangnya tidak ada soalan sebegitu eh:(

Mercury sphygmomanometer.
Kalau ada rezeki aku,tengok satu hari nanti aku picit picit kau.haha
Credit:www.medicalexpo.com 

So that's it. This visit gave me a lot. experience, knowledge and rasa takut nak pergi tandas seorang diri.Sekian.LOLXD

P/S: Kan best ada gambar for today's visit.Especially kat mortuary tu.Malangnya tidak dibenarkan mengambil gambar ye.Kalau bagi pun aku dengan bangganya berkata TAK NAK!:P

DAY 1

3 DIS.
today is the start point. Towards my mission gaining 4 flat for semester II.first thing to be highlighted on day one is the PLANNING. i've come out with few idea how to manage y studies for this sem and already create my timetable to work with. Need to really really stick to it.Not like last sem. Jadi penghias dinding je.Pray for yaa?. How i'm going to deal with my notes,tutorial,mind maps,so on so forth had been designated. I believe today was a good start for me. classes was going on well. today lectures was chemistry and biology. thumbs up for lecturer today.at least i didn't yawn today. haha:)
not so much activities for today. biasalah hari pertamakan.anyway..Syeikha Zulaikha fight for 4flat,strive for MBBS.Got it?yeha!

Timetable.Stick to it.

# hoho.just now during biology lecture, we were told that this sem will  have a lots lots of study tour. there'll be visits to FACULTY OF MEDICINE AND HEALTH SCIENCES too. Are we going to see all those corpses?Just wait and see fella.:)

I don't care what they say.I'm in love with you.They try to keep me away.They don't know the truth. My heart is full of love for you,Medicine<3