Showing posts with label speak out loud. Show all posts
Showing posts with label speak out loud. Show all posts

Thursday, 28 February 2013

DAY 88: Ranting di pertengahan jalan.

It's just a depiction for the obstacle. That we may face in our life. The trials that sometimes may undermine the spirit that once, shine brightly. It is a must. A must for these obstacle to be in our life, because not,life gonna be dull. Yes, dull because there's no hardship.

Why am I saying that life without obstacles a.k.a hardship would be so and so dull.
It's because there'll be no challenges. If the world evolves, or your life turns out to be exactly as what you're planning. I'm sure no one would work with such emphasize, like we used to see now as everything can be achieved without any hardship or any obstacles that usually will disrupt your planning of having what you want. But, if there's an obstacles that  we know the fact about, 'how an obstacles can affect our life", we'll surely, automatically be prepared for the chaos, the mischievous that we might face.

Macam ranting, dipertengahan jalan..The anology is like this. Kita telah disetkan dalam mind kita*prepared with the expectation that sometimes there might be 'ranting' that obstruct our way. And what we were thought was to go out from car, or maybe dengan cara brutalnya  melanggar ranting tersebut and 'swooooooshh' memecut laju our Pagani Zonda. Dua cara. The proper and the brutal way.

The proper: Go out from the car.
Angkat ranting, pindahkan ke tepi jalan.. masuk kereta balik dan jalan. As simple as that*dalam analogy je lah.. But this proper way show us the way for us to face the obstacle. Iaitu dengan perancangan walaupun dalam analogy tak nampak macam perancangan yang gempak, but still it's actually a planning tau. Because it got step, it was well-organized,slow but a steady planning in managing obstacle.

The brutal. Hit the ranting and go away.
Yeah. It may seem fast, efficient, and cool way of managing the obstacle. But won't you think that your expansive and branded new Pagani Zonda might have a scratch, even a tiny scratch on it. * no good!no good, Pagani Zonda  dah lah mahal. The same thing applied in your life. Kalau you face the obstacles with an outrageous act* not really, you might ended up with a wound in your life. Don't manage the obstacles harshly, it might hurt you at the end of the day.

Dan cuba fikirkan yang menghalang kamu di tengah jalan bukan sekadar ranting, pokok besar misalnya takkan nak langgar juga kan? lagilah severe keadaannya nanti. So, it's better for us to came out with proper and good, even better  with effective planning, rather than a short, fast way of managing it but somehow in the end, you're the losers.
XOXO.

#Kalau nak perancangan hebat lagi beli chain saw letak dalam kereta. mana tahu ada pokok besar lagi jadi obstacle.haha

Thursday, 21 February 2013

DAY 81: The Second Trial.

Yeah, the title explain part of it. Today I'm facing my second trial. Second time MUET, speaking test. The test that was great enough to make me shiver and go to the toilet more than once. Totally make blood rise, my heart beats uncontrollably and terrific enough to make me stammer and stutter-like seriously. I don't know why and why... This is my second trial though, I already had the experience before. I know the flow. I know what the question is all about but ...*triple  dot for that.

Or... maybe because it is my second trial? I've face it before and maybe because I know what the situation that I'll face make me expect perfection from me. And absolutely perfection really hunt me, then embed me with those freaking fear feeling that make feel so anxious. Yeah... maybe...? and I don't really understand why I can speak better in daily conversation but have those weird time during my speaking test. It's so annoying!

For this time, I've got new team mates* considered as. haha. Haqim and two guys from Uitm Kota Samarahan, who I really don't bother to know their name.lol. Considered okay, maybe? yes. I speak out loud. I pointed out my point but... I don't know if it's appeared to be okay to the examiner. I hope it'll be okay. Out title was 'the factor that make a  perfect Malaysian' and we're given four point as usual (1) fit Malaysian,(2) fearless Malaysian,(3) visionary Malaysian and last  (4) a patriotic Malaysian. As candidate C, I'm presenting the 'visionary' part and seriously I already forget most of the thing that I present.LOL- Short term memory. But what I know my point is the best factor that make up a perfect Malaysian. Because a person with vision knows what they can possibly plan for the future and this future planning was a good component to have a perfect future Malaysia. Don't you think the same thing with me? Don't you. But honestly I tell you here that three of those guy, reject my point ended up choosing a fit Malaysian as a perfect Malaysian. Fine. Majority speaks louder than minority. Therefore, we ended up our task B discussion, believing that 'a fit Malaysian' make up a perfect Malaysian. *but trust me up till now I still stick to the 'visionary Malaysian'. But my opinion was nothing.Daaa... the only,young lady had to accept the guys opinion. Haha.

 I can't believe this. I'm actually updating my post in CAIS aka Library. It was so not privacy. But I'm doing it. Keyboard-OFF. My IT class was actually starting now. LOL.

#Pray I can get the perfect band that I'd been desired till I was diligent and brave enough to have my second trial.

Bucket list

Bucket list

BUCKET LIST

CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

WORLDLY FESTIVALS AND EVENTS TO ATTEND
Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

JUST FOR FUN
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