DAY 88: Ranting di pertengahan jalan.

It's just a depiction for the obstacle. That we may face in our life. The trials that sometimes may undermine the spirit that once, shine brightly. It is a must. A must for these obstacle to be in our life, because not,life gonna be dull. Yes, dull because there's no hardship.

Why am I saying that life without obstacles a.k.a hardship would be so and so dull.
It's because there'll be no challenges. If the world evolves, or your life turns out to be exactly as what you're planning. I'm sure no one would work with such emphasize, like we used to see now as everything can be achieved without any hardship or any obstacles that usually will disrupt your planning of having what you want. But, if there's an obstacles that  we know the fact about, 'how an obstacles can affect our life", we'll surely, automatically be prepared for the chaos, the mischievous that we might face.

Macam ranting, dipertengahan jalan..The anology is like this. Kita telah disetkan dalam mind kita*prepared with the expectation that sometimes there might be 'ranting' that obstruct our way. And what we were thought was to go out from car, or maybe dengan cara brutalnya  melanggar ranting tersebut and 'swooooooshh' memecut laju our Pagani Zonda. Dua cara. The proper and the brutal way.

The proper: Go out from the car.
Angkat ranting, pindahkan ke tepi jalan.. masuk kereta balik dan jalan. As simple as that*dalam analogy je lah.. But this proper way show us the way for us to face the obstacle. Iaitu dengan perancangan walaupun dalam analogy tak nampak macam perancangan yang gempak, but still it's actually a planning tau. Because it got step, it was well-organized,slow but a steady planning in managing obstacle.

The brutal. Hit the ranting and go away.
Yeah. It may seem fast, efficient, and cool way of managing the obstacle. But won't you think that your expansive and branded new Pagani Zonda might have a scratch, even a tiny scratch on it. * no good!no good, Pagani Zonda  dah lah mahal. The same thing applied in your life. Kalau you face the obstacles with an outrageous act* not really, you might ended up with a wound in your life. Don't manage the obstacles harshly, it might hurt you at the end of the day.

Dan cuba fikirkan yang menghalang kamu di tengah jalan bukan sekadar ranting, pokok besar misalnya takkan nak langgar juga kan? lagilah severe keadaannya nanti. So, it's better for us to came out with proper and good, even better  with effective planning, rather than a short, fast way of managing it but somehow in the end, you're the losers.
XOXO.

#Kalau nak perancangan hebat lagi beli chain saw letak dalam kereta. mana tahu ada pokok besar lagi jadi obstacle.haha

DAY 79: Hot news! Legakan hati yang ketakutan.

Baru tadi berjumpa denga timbalan dekan dan sesuatu perkara yang mengejutkan* agaklah especially for those who want to futher their study to Medical Faculty.

There'll be no interviews for it!

sure?

Yes.Absolutely sure. because it's our timbalan dekan's words kot. 

"There'll be no interview!"

I'm so so glad to hear this from her. Sangat lega. Really lega. Senang cerita lega. Haha. I rasa lega bukan sebab I takut interview but I takut pada "pemilihan interview". It seems so scary at first tapi sekarang tak lah due to the fact that the interview was cancelled. Kan? Apo yang nak ditakutkan lagi jang? Tinggal our final and those carry marks thingy saja lah yang nak dirodok-rodok. Interview considered over! Haha. Tapikan...urmmmm cuba bayangkan ada prompt interview. Haaa. tak ke terkejut segala tulang-tulang urat-urat tua aku. Haha. Tapi tak mungkin kot. Rasanya tak lah.* Aku je yang alien selalu fikir bukan-bukan :D

Interview tak ada, yes- I lega. But rasa kesian pulak dengan kemahiran interview yang kita orang belajar time zaman muda-muda *bajet tua sangat . I mean time sekolah dulu, seniors* the alumni teach us how to face the interviews. We even ada percubaan inteview kot. Macam lawak pun ada. Yelah di'interview' oleh sang-sang senior. Takutlah juga. *kening kening. Takpelah maybe not for this time, next time who knows, kan? haa... time nak minta kerja nanti can be used. 

I met the lecturers, Mr.Chieng yang baik, Mr. Ikhwan cool. eh lecturer Maths belum lagi lah. Esok nantilah pergi. All of them pesan including our timbalan dekan, "study! study!" when I cakap I risau about the result thing.Takutlah ianya tak perfect enough dari sisi mata manusia lain. Kalau aku bedal okay je....kot? Haha. Daripada mulut mereka yang lebih tua dan berpengalaman dan mempunyai taraf pendidikan yang of course lebih tinggi daripada aku dapat conclude: Belajar je lah. Bolehnya jawab tak dapat banyak sikit at least you tak hantar clean exam sheets to lecturers back kan. So considered okay *dengan syarat jawapan tu masuk akal lah.. Jangan pulak korang lukis Troll Face kat situ. Kalau macam tu aku yang bukan lecturer ni pun rasa nak hampuk je. Penat membebel *lecturing dalam kelas takkan seekor pun tak masuk dalam kepala. Macam tu sia-sia lah datang kelas kan, darl semua. 

Kalau based to me,myself ada ja timing I malas nak dengar lecture. Ada je. Tak apa lah. We're humans kan, aku tahu semua rasa bosan boleh wujud bila-bila masa je walaupun kita tak nak. Tak apa lah. Tak dengar kuliah sangat pun tak apa, asal you revise the thing back by yourself.Pandai cari masa lah. Tapi kalau tak pandai cari masa, you have no other choice. Hear the lecture. Nak kuatkan lagi, study. I may not the "4 flat" scorer. But I know what are the way that can make my result look quite okay. You know what I mean, right? * jangan misinterpret sudah. 

Jangan risau kalau you tak score the best sebab menang tak selamanya menang, kalah tak selamanya kalah. Dan dalam dunia ni, nak mencapai cita-cita kita bukan dengan satu cara je. Banyak cara. We've 26 letters to label our plans. So, don't be frustrated. Okay :)

Tok sah lah nangis-nangis. :)

There must be a way. Just search for it. Dunia tak adalah kejam sangat sayang. There's no world of sorrow. It's you! The one that can make it a better place for you and for me... You- decide your choice by yourself. Gunakan otak yang Tuhan bagi. Dia bagi kita otak mesti bersebab. Why not us find the reason why and use 'the why' as our guidance.:)

Okay, I'm quite late for our comm skill lecture ni. XOXO

#jangan sedih-sedih tau. Allah itu ada, Dia terlalu dekat dengan kita. Mintalah bantuannya walau tanpa suara.  

DAY 69: Confident trick#1

Huhahaha... This is to fulfill my promise in my post DAY 23: I'm confident enough!YOU?
It took a long time for me to write this thing.LOL*joke
Only then I remember I had promise you the tips on " How to grow the confidence in yourself."

First.

Recognize your insecurities.

These might be the reason of you being so low in confidence. But toss it off.

In easy word, identify the thing that makes you feel lack. What is the thing that makes you feel you feel uncomfortable or ashamed of yourself? The thing that tack yourself down to the earth. This can be anything from head to the toes thing. It can be your acne, toregrets, friends at school or it might be your past time, the traumatic or negative experience that hold you from exposing yourself. Whatever it making you feel unworthy, ashamed or inferior, identify it, give it a name and jot it down. Don't worry... There's nothing to be feared of. It's you. Just write it down and maybe you can tear off these written pieces to start feeling positive on those point. It's like when you tear all these written insecurities of yours, it was zapped from your life*although it doesn't. Haha. It's just one of the methods to motivate you and it needs so much of cooperation from yourself.

What was this 'tearing thingy' tried to show you are that these insecurities were not everything. It just like the piece of written paper, when you tear it off it signifies nothing to you. You can always find new one and write again. *means that you can make change of that, upgrade that whatever it is. Because it doesn't mean that these insecurities would be with you like forever you can make change though. So, just leave on and if you have the chance, put the miracle in it. Voila'

I just wanted to share you the story of myself. I'm not perfect. Absolutely! My tooth was pretty unorganized *prettily unorganized. Haha. I got this slanted teeth for many years till I can't remember when the first time it became like this. It's truly ugly* you got my word on that. Truly ugly that every time when there's a check up with dentist especially when the doctor was super duper handsome*ignore this, I don't feel like opening my mouth because it's ugly. You got it. Horrible and I'm ashamed. But I've to face it because it's the real me. Yes. I can avoid it for few times but it cannot be covered forever, right? Because every time I wanted to talk I have to open my mouth. Eat, open my mouth. Yawn, naturally open my mouth. So, it's not a thing that I can hide from anyone. So, what I have to do is to face it whether I'm comfortable with it or not. :)

And for few years I've been living with those ugly tooth and participating with a lot and lots of event that had me on stage, like debating, public speaking, coral speaking, reciting poem, presentation and etc. everything that got me speaking, opening my mouth and showing this slanting teeth to others but I don't mind. Why? Because this is the real me and on December 2011 I got the miracle. The braces. Finally, I managed to 'upgrade' my tooth after a long life journey with the slanted teeth. :)

Did you see that teeth. I'm sure it's obvious. So, that the condition when it had brace on it. Awful isn't  it?
Try to imagine how it looks like when it doesn't have those braces on. * I can't find the old me without braces  in my file.

So, what's the purpose of feel ashamed of you? Bring it on, babe! Well, I just don't know why some of you feel so low about yourself. Really don't know. People. It's you. If it wasn't you appreciate yourself then who else? It should be you, be the first supporter of yourself, okay? Don't be bothered about your insecurities because everyone have their one, no one is perfect even though they may look perfect but they aren't. Believe me. This is the truth. It either they hide it very well or we're not that sensitive to detect theirs. :)

Therefore, be confident of yourself and stay calm. No harm. XOXO

* Wait for next tip and trick on How to grow confidence in yourself. Cluck :9

DAY 67:Borrow|Lend

We never stop borrowing and lending.

You borrow mine. I'm borrowing yours. It's the thing that always happens in our life whether you realize it or not it still occurs. 

The thing that I was going to highlight here is 'the responsibilities' to take care others belonging properly, by means in a way that the owner would love it. Some of the people, yeah the know how to borrow something from other however they weren't that responsible to that particular thing until the owner felt unsatisfied with him/her. 

Up to certain situation, we did commented on their behavior but well... you know human, they never take it seriously and if they take it seriously, they just take it seriously, hatred and sayings such as, "Ahh...you're being so stingy, fussy and etc" . Oh...real jerk! When this situation happen it turns out that it is actually us*again. Us! Were the one to be blamed? *What the hell was that? I am the owner*the rightful owner and when I play the role as the real owner then I'm the one to be blamed? For what reason people? Just tell me. For telling you to take a good care of my belongings? * Is it wrong? Oh. Come on... Make up your mind. Don't be silly ... It is crystal clear I'm the owner. I'm the one who buy those things. In sum, I'm the owner! So, where and when on earth did the people said that the owner had no rights on his/her belonging? Huh?

It is you! The borrower should go and have himself or herself reflected on a mirror. Look at yourself. Who are you, before having your forefinger pointing at me? Got it?! 

Ha-ha. Am I too emotional? Suddenly realize it. LOL Syeikha. Over-acting. It's actually not currently happening in my life though. It just what I' thinking. The habit of certain people. Borrowing something but not caring of taking a hold of responsibilities to take a good care of that particular thing that they are borrowing. Took less about what the owner feel when you damaging his/her things. Please people; put yourself in the owner shoes. What would you feel when the thing that you care and love most was spoiled.*not by yourself, it even worse if it was spoiled by others. If you got the feeling, then brace yourself. Take a good care of that thing that you're borrowing. You know what? This world is round. It kept on spinning*(I'm not sure if it's the perfect term to explain), on and on. So, what comes around goes around. What you do now, you'll get it back sooner or later. It's karma thing people. Therefore, take a deep thought of what you're doing. Yeah, damaging others belonging were not a big deal or not to significant for some of us but at least try yourself to make it worth. LOL. XOXO

*You know what if I'm the owner. Me myself hate the borrower who less care on the thing that they did borrow from me.

Maybe we should have the borrowing rules printed out and give it to the borrower

DAY 66:Pimple? Zap it!

Stop it! Don't pinch your pimple.It might getting worst.

"Pimple! Oh noooo!"

Most of you must have faced this situation before, right? And the days go on with those pimple getting bigger and eventually leave you a scar*again, scar! What makes it even worst is that, it's really hard to get rid those scars. The range of products in market doesn't promise you, that the scar and growing pimples would be removed. 

So, once in a blue moon...LOL. Today I've a tips and tricks to be shared with my beloved readers. Try it out! Who knows it might work out. That bothersome, frustrating acne might start to diminish and disappear, like ever. :)

I've a lot of tips here*a bunch of collection that I search throughout the magazines and internet and compile it here. Maybe you should try it one by one, who knows one of it might be the most effective for you!

1. Have you heard about aloe Vera? Take its gel and put in onto the scarred areas. Rinse with warm water after the gel dried on your face. Its gel also can also be made into a juice and drink it one times per day.*I won't drink it. It stinks. Haha. Maybe we can move on to next tip.

2. Squeeze lemon to get the juice. Put it on your face 2 times daily and drink the lemon juice.*accepted

Lemmmooon!

3. Blend cucumber and filter it. Take the cucumber husks rub on your face. After half an hour, rinse with   

Warm water.

4. Take 10 pieces of sireh*betel leaf and grind the leaf. Then rub the scarred place. Wash after it dry.

5. Mix honey with grinded cinnamon .Apply it on face during night. Wash with warm water the next day. Apply it for three times a week.

Cinnamon.

6. Take a piece of cassava and peel the skin. Discard the skin. Then clean and grate the cassava .Next, Crush it to get the water. Rub the water on your scars.

7. the most simple way was to mix honey and powder*bedak sejuk eh. And then rub in your scars. As simple as that!

Powder*bedak sejuk

Who knows at the end of the day.You might transform. Haha

DAY 64: Frenemy! :#

opps! opps!
Don't quickly jump into a conclusion right now. The headlines were absolutely not related to my life__ for this time.
So... Frenemy. What can you understand from this words.
Basically frenemy is word 'friend' and 'enemy' that was blended*I'm not sure whether this term was correct or not, which means one's who pretends to be a friend but actually an enemy. *ala-ala musuh dalam selimutlah tu. Before that I'm glad to mention here that this post wasn't actually 'word of the day' post, okay? :) but can be considered as if you wanted to. LOL

I regard you as my 'best friend'! and what that's means now after you  broke my trust!!!???

This is the first time that I'd run into this word 'frenemy', like seriously!. Thanks to my 'friendship' research just now that I can possibly add new vocab into my list. Haha. The term frenemy might not as familiar as it happen in our life-as far as I'm concern. I'm not used to the usage of this word but I really knew what kind of person was this so-called frnemy. The hidden enemy that we happily regard them as friend however it turn out that he/ she was a rascal. I don't really understand what type of person was these 'frenemy'. Why? Why on earth do you have to back-stab your friend after they honestly declare you as his/hers 'best-friend forever'. Is it a compulsory for you to betray them after the 'love of friendship' that they had present you? Did you? Again. I don't really understand what are the purpose of those betrayer in this world. The crash other's heart , the let down other's emotion, they quisle others trust, for what ? Self-priority? Selfish jerk! *emotional here..lalalala~

It's sweeter when it's true :D

Come on guys! just for the sake of yourself- how can you possibly make use of other's believe. The trust that they did put on you, ain't it priceless- so why you turn it into something worthless? Is it the trust they put on you were unable to make you feel appreciated? Ain't you people? So, what are the thing that can make you feel the absolute appreciation that make you have that fidelity in yourself? tell us now fellow people. Money? *will run out. what else..... cars? *will be damaged etc. all these were temporal. It seems unworthy for me, to be compared with the value of friendship that you forsake just for those temporal cozy that you get from your turnover. Think it deeply. You can develop your own richness with hardship but friend fortune *I mean real-friends were hard to be found. This is not an empty talk from, this is reality. Find it by yourself if you don't believe me or maybe try it out and see the outcome. Learn from your own life and imitate*a little of other's.

For those who'd ever had met those 'frenemy'. Forget them. Those people can't be regarded as true friends there are just fangs that cut wound onto your heart but never mind you can always find "the healer".:)
Friend aren't just friend, they're our confidantes. The one we put out trust on. Smile. Love your friend, appreciate them

If you truly love your friend, you won't be a back-stabber.

#I miss my buddy so much. My twin. Hope you happy there, dear ! HUGS and KISSES xoxo.

DAY 60:Finally...it ends.

Our war was finally end. Quite relieve. Huhhhh..* deep breath...
The question was awesome! especially our essay question. Exactly the same as the one that we did in class before this-the same! But the 'melancholy' part #just remember this word.totally forgot about it when I want to express the sadness in my essay.damn! ... is that I know the idea of that particular question but I somehow realize that the structure of my essay*the one in the exam was kind of loose. No determination. It's kind of 'beat around the bush' like I was mumbling in the essay babbling about the deforestation without a clear means. I had the point*actually it was given. but it was not fully clarified, I just explain it on the base and tadaa..! Finish.

I am expecting this reaction when my English coordinator read my essay

 That's the situation for my English paper today. The sentence arrangement was shit. I think I've lost my ability to write an article or and essay in proper manner. The whole idea was a piece of junk as I hate the way I'm explaining the things. No maturation there. It was almost like a little kid's essay. Rubbish!*at least for me. Yes, by means of word used I can get quite*quite yeah good word usage but the grammar organization.? Again.? Please flush away my essay. I totally hate it even though it was written by myself. For grammar I was quite don't really care about it # not much. but for the sentence structure?It's hell! I've really lost my ability write it in versatile way.Like the one I used*for quite sometime... to be. It had a lot of mumbling in it that makes it long - really long but zero! No facts!. Just a babbling. .. I really need to do something with it or else I'm going to die or at least score bad in my upcoming MUET test. Seriously! Make up your writing Syeikha!. Grammar, sentence organization, style of writing * make it versatile-literally! so for your upcoming MUET test you can achieve your desired band 5 or 6. Not below than that! Mind it!
The first thing that I've to do is to correct back my writing style in this blog. The way I expressed my writing in this blog was really childish and unorganized. (Peeps, did you have any difficulties in attaining the idea of my past post.?Are you?Please, comment below).

LOL. That's soooo me!The latest me.-Terrible

I think I really really have to do a change here and to be active back in my reading. Not just read those books that related to my studies, I have to read others though. Speaking. Yes! That's included too. The last time I really really speak English. I mean real English was many years back. Long lost time. Now-not now, the few years back I speak 'rojak' English as a trend and I think it looks enjoyable though.*fool. Now, I have to face the consequence, my English wasn't getting better, it was getting worst-really worst.No doubt.!

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and... what else??!.....Oh! Switch 'on' my mind to catch any newest issue, general information. That may help. Miss the time I would find any article on something, keep it and read it back when I'm free. Use the issue in my essay. It really help me-a lot! and....read the 'high level magazine' not the cheeky, cheesy or what ever style magazine that would make my thinking to be immature. During my primary level I've read the 'high level thinking magazine' that really make me 'advance' from others especially in giving the opinion but ever since I'm in form 4, I've totally stop reading those 'high level thingy' and preferred the 'childish magazine' that had no critical thinking written in it just f.u.n. awww..such a lost...!It's a regret.
I REALLY NEED A CHANGE!REAL CHANGE....

*let's pod-casting! to learn their 'lingo'! So that we can have their accent in our daily pronunciation. Voila'!!!

XOXO

DAY 56:Dari mata turun ke hati :)

Early in the morning post :))
Stayed up. Consired as:)
Wake up at 3.15 am and open my eyes wide till now. Alhamdullilah dapat tahajud sekali.To avoid myself being sleepy drink a cup of coffee, Oreo, and live TV3. Haha.
Belajar pada masa yang sama melayan rancangan yang disajikan#tetiba skema. Layan je lah walau tak best macam mana pun, cerita zaman aku tak matang time sekolah rendah dulu pun boleh pulak diulang tayang time pagi-pagi buta ni. Nak dijadikan cerita pagi-pagi macam ni adalah diulang tayang balik Al-Kulliyah yang lepas-lepas. Lama dah tak tengok Al-Kulliyah kali terakhir rasanya waktu form 3. Form 3 tuu. Lepas tu dah masuk asrama mana nak dapat tengok TV selalu. Sabtu ahad je ada peluang. Tu pun tak layannya nak kena tengok ramai-ramai sesak-sesak kat bilik TV. Kalau balik rumah pun dah tak ada nafsu nak tengok TV  sebab family plus sleep mode 'on'. As a conclusion,saya memang jarang nak tengok TV.
Tapi pagi yang segar bugar *kesan Kopiko Coffee, saya tengoklah Al-Kulliyah ni balik. Sesi pertemuan semula. So, tajuk Al-Kulliyah yang ditayangan hari ketika ini 'Dari mata turun ke hati.'. Mostly it's all about dari mata turun ke hati lah. Menjaga pandangan, walaupun time tengah tengok TV. For instance, we intend to watch TV*alah buat hlang-hilang bosan or penyegar pagi hari macam aku buat sekarang ni. but somehow munculllah iklan-iklan or perkara-perkara yang tak sepatutnya * yang sangat banyak ye sekarang ni. Pergaulan bebas lelaki dan wanita, iklan -iklan yang memanipulasikan wanita tunjuk aurat #iklan shampoo!!!and etc. This thing nowadays we consider it as 'perkara biasa' kit apun tengoklah je lah without realizing that melihat aurat orang lain ialah berdosa.Dush!Dush! Bertepek kat muka kena tumbuk. Allah, kita tak jaga mata. Tetiba, girls muncul dengan semangat "Yes!Thank God we're GIRLS..terjaga sikit" Who says!?? Kalau awak tengok Aaron Aziz#ehm..ehm.. Amar Asyraf*kening.kening macam nak terburai biji mata tu considered as awak jaga mata ke, sayangs-sayangs sekalian???Nope!So jaga mata. Pandai-pandai fikir sendiri nak buat macam mata. Pandang tempat lain ke..Ape ke.
The thing yang buat aku ditemba berdas-das kat hati is that bila part ustazah tu sebut pasal ilmu takkan pandai pada hati yang kotor. Pastu she came out with one story about Imam Syafie. Imam Syafie ni is the great pasal hafazan-hafazan thingy but somehow one day he cannot recite satu ayat, satu ayat je from one surah n.Cuba-cuba pun tak boleh. So, dia pun pergilah jumpa sifu dia * guru. "Wahai guruku, mengapakah aku tak boleh ingat ayat tersebut"*lebih kurang je lah soalan dia ni. Guru dia pun cakap, "Adakah kau ada melakukan dosa pada hari ini. Imam Syafie pun mengingat kembali. Ingat-ingat..Dia cakap kat guru dia. "Hari ini aku ada terlihat tumit seorang wanita secara tak sengaja." Allah. itulah punca dia tak ingat. Baru tak sengaja cuba kita sekarang ni bukan tak sengaja lagi nak disengajakanlah benda tu semua. Bila fikir-fikir balik banyaknyay dosa kita selama ni.Bayangkan budak lelaki sekarang ni berapa ramai *tak yah tanya lagi berapa memang mostly kot girls tak pakai stokin. Kesian kat diaorang, kotor hati. Girls pulak berapa ramai lelaki yang pakai short pastu buat pameran extravaganza. Dosa lagi .Astagfirullah ...Patutlah susah ilmu nak masuk. Banyak benda tak baik kita tengok kat TV, kat kedai, kat kelas, kat mana-mana je lah.Macam mana hati tu nak bersih.:(((

Wahai Lelaki Beriman, Tundukkanlah Pandanganmu dan Peliharalah Kemaluanmu Kerana Ia Lebih Suci Buat Kamu Dan Ingatlah Bahawa Allah Sentiasa Melihat Apa Yang Kamu Lakukan

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandanganya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat." (An-Nuur 24:30)

Wahai Wanita Beriman, Tutuplah Auratmu Dgn Sempurna Dengan Menutupi Dada dan Juga Menutup Seluruh Badan Dengan Pakaian Yang Longgar Serta Tidak Berwangi-Wangian. Nescaya Allah Pasti Menyelamatkah Kamu Dari Gangguan Manusia

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung kedadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya"(An-Nuur 24:31)

Allah berfirman,"Hai Nabi, katakanlah kepada isteri-isterimu, anak-anak perempuanmu dan isteri-isteri orang mukmin: "Hendaklah mereka mengulurkan jilbabnya ke seluruh tubuh mereka." Yang demikian itu supaya mereka lebih mudah untuk dikenal, karena itu mereka tidak di ganggu. Dan Allah adalah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang"(Al-Ahzzab 33:59)

Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:“Sesiapapun wanita yang memakai wangian lalu dia melintas di hadapan lelaki supaya mereka dapat menghidu kewangiannya, dia adalah penzina.” [Diriwayatkan oleh al-Nasai dan dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani di dalam Shahih Sunan al-Nasai – hadis no: 5141]
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رَسُولَ اللَّهِ يقول من قال
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الذي لَا يَضُرُّ مع اسْمِهِ شَيْءٌ في الأرض ولا في السَّمَاءِ وهو السَّمِيعُ الْعَلِيمُ

ثَلَاثَ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُصْبِحَ وَمَنْ قَالَهَا حين يُصْبِحُ ثَلَاثُ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُمْسِيَ

Ertinya : Rasulullah s.a.w didengari berkata sesiapa yang berdoa : "Dengan nama Allah yang tiada dimudaratkan sesuatu apapun dengan namaNya samada di bumi dan di langit, dan Dialah maha mendengar dan maha mengetahui" sebanyak 3 kali, maka ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehinggalah subuh esoknya, dan barangsiapa membacanya ketika subuh 3 kali, ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehingga petangnya" ( Riwayat Abu Daud, 4/323 ; At-Tirmidizi, 5/465 dan Ahmad ; Tirmizi : Hasan - Teks doa berwarna Merah Syeikh Syuaib ; Hasan)

DAY 54:QUIZ MATHS yang seh-nang (_00_)

Breath in, breath out. Breath in, breath out.. Breath in, breath out.. Breath in, breath out.... Breath in, breath out....*terlebih sudah
Yeah! Quiz maths tadi memanglah sangat-sangat gempak untuk aku. Huahuahua. Biasalah 'genius maths' katakan.*penipuan. Quiz-quiz jadah itik ni memang menguji kesabaran jiwa dan raga aku betullah. Time mula-mula dapat kertas. Aku punya syok tahap menonggenglah. Dua soalan je kut. Lek lek lu. Tapi bila dah start buat !@#$%^ *this one bukan represent carutan eh.It represent kecelaruan minda yang aku alami. First question, memang lancar je lah tangan ni tulis-tulis. Masuk soalan 2, cuba-cubalah juga nak kekalkan kelancaran kepala otak..So tangan ni tulis-tulislah. First, cari coordinates pastu carik inflection..bila nak buat-buat tetiba stuck. Apakah? Macam pelik tahap monyet glow in the dark *kui.kui.terselit pulak cerita dalam kelas Mr Faizal. Eh.Eh. sambung cerita balik... Bila dah stuck tu mula lah merewang. Dalam otak tu memang takde benda lain yang aku fikir, mesti "Technique dah betul dah ni,silap kira lagilah ni." Try kira-kira balik. Tak dapat juga tetap weird jawapan dia ni. Termenung kejap. Tukar posisi duduk. Kuak rentang, kuak kupu-kupu, kekuda kambing.Eh? Semua aku buat dah tak pikir tu dewan kuliah ke apa dah *obviously aku ni bukan seorang wanita yang bersopan-santun seperti yang digembar-gemburkan.lololol. Tadi pakai pen teurs tukar pencil, try kira-kira kat tepi pulak. Blurr lagi. Chicken punya soalan. Ape ke peliknya? Nak kira balik ke tak.?Nak ke tak? Nak ke tak? Aishhh..Kalau nak kira balik kena liquid semua benda ni balik masa tinggal half hour je nih..Mata aku dah sakit nak, kepala pun dah cucuk-cucuk ni.Ah..lantaklah!!!#Angkat tangan terus blah dari dewan.Hahaha. Hebat sungguh ending aku. Memang tak beretika sungguh. Ada ke patut tinggalkan dewan padahal memang dah tahu lagi sekor soalan tu memang diyakini jawapan nya salah. LOL. Midsem minggu depan aku buat perangai macam ini.
So korang apakah pengajaran yang anda dapat hari ini.
'Jangan guna pen......Nanti malas nak padam...!!!"
 Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......Salah!
Pengajarannya adalah lain kali kalau nak jawab soalan fiir dulu jangan pakai tulis je terus. Interpret what the question are dulu baru fiki jalan kerja dia. Aku tadi terus buat jalan kerja je. Tak interpret betul-betul pun. Ingatkan soalan tu sama maca soalan yang aku biasa buat latihan. Tetiba dia manipulate lah pulak. Okay.Fikir dulu sebelum jawab :))
Oh! dan berjuang hingga ke saat terakhir nanti menyesal tak sudah. Faham?!
Mid sem minggu depan !T.T

* tadi acik private message aku kat fb. Dia rindu aku. Suruh balik.Masalahnya.....aku tak baiklah cuti midsem ni :'(

DAY 47:Sayangnya kita tak pernah tahu atau tak ambil tahu:(

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Kita sering mengharapkan kemaafan dari manusia tetapi tak pernah teringat akan kemaafan Illahi. Memohon kemaafan kepada sesama manusia yang dikasihi dengan cara yang kita rasa paling terbaik untuk menawan hati mereka yang telah kita sakiti walau sesukar mana pun kita tetap mencuba tapi malangnya kita tak pernah memikirkan bagaimana untuk memohon kemaafan daripada Allah walaupun telah Dia tunjukkan cara yang paling mudah. Berdoa kepadanya memohon keampunan daripadaNya tak pun Solat Sunat Taubat dua rakaat. Itu pun hati kita masih liat kenyal. Betapa ruginya kita Sang pencinta telah menjanjikan kemaafannya andainya hambanya meminta. :(

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Saat kekasih pujaan hati seakan jauh menyepi semakin hari semakin jauh pergi. Kita merintih memohon agar jangan dirinya pergi meninggalkan kita. Tangisan berlagu melankoli cukup menyayat hati, tapi dalam kesedihan yang dialami kita lupa sebenarnya kita telah kehilangan sesuatu yang lebih berharga daripada si kekasih yang meninggalkan kita. Allah. Saat kita sibuk mengenang nasib ditinggalkan kita lupa pemilik kita yang tak pernah meninggalkan kita. Tak pernah pergi jauh daripada kita, sentiasa ada disaat bahagia kita mahupun disaat hati dirundung sayu. Malangnya, tetap kita sibuk mengejar mereka yang bila-bila masa boleh pergi meninggalkan kita.:(

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Setiap hari diri dikejar masalah yang tak pernah henti menjadi bayang gelap hidup kita. Hati resah, minda bingung. Bagaimanakah caranya untuk aku selesaikan masalah ini terus menjadi persoalan kita. Kadang-kadang kebuntuan itu membuat kita menyesali kehidupa di dunia ini. Menyalakan takdir hidup yang terumbang-ambing. Sibuk memikirkan jalan keluar masalah yang menghantui, membuatkan kita terlupa bahawa Allah ada. Allah takkan pernah berhenti membantu hambanya yang meminta. Hambanya yang merayu bantuan daripada, kerana Allah itu Maha Mengasihani tak mungkin Dia akan tidak mempedulikan hambanya yang tiap harinya merintih memohon petunjuk daripadanya. Tapi... sayangnya kita terlupa lagi akannya. Ruginya kita :(

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Kita melakar impian hari esok. Cantik sungguh perancangannya. Apa pun yang terjadi impian itu mesti ditunaikan. Apa jua pun yang berlaku. Waktu bergerak seiring, tak disangka perancangan itu ada onak dan durinya, dan terkadang panas dijangka hingga ke petang, sayangnya hujan ditengah hari. Tak terduga. Puas merancang tapi terpincang. Dan kalaupun ianya berjalan cantik seperti yang diatur ada sahaja jalan-jalan hitam yang kita lalui. Tak kisah halal dan haram asalkan panah tepat pada sasarannya. Jahat atau tidak bukan permasalahnnya yang penting habuan kemudian harinya. Tapi siapa sangka sekelip mata tingkat kejayaan yang kita kecapi ditarik jatuh berdebuk ke tanah. Semuanya hilang sekelip mata. Kenapa? Kerana jalan hitam yang kita lalui terdedah kepada umum. Kejahatan yang kita lakukan dulu disuluh terang. Malu. Penyesalan. Alangkahnya indahnya kalau kita sedar dahulu bahawa ada cara lebih baik daripada itu. Iaitu memohon pada Dia yang Mendengar. Tiada ragu akan dijawab. Lambat atau cepat itu sahaja perkiraannya. Sayangnya, tak ramai yang tahu:(

#I've a good time doing PCR lab today. Miss Roberta. I'm lovin' her. Teaching yang sangat jelas dan faham :)))

DAY 43: Jagalah hati

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I've been lost all this while
Tak menjaga mata sebaiknya, tak menjaga telinga seeloknya, tak memelihara mulut dengan baik.
If I can turn back back to the time. Take care of these thing wisely, there'll be no regret for me.
But now, all these sinful day that I've to face with regret that can be washed away easily.
Syeikha,
jaga mata, jaga telinga, jaga mulut.
No bad glance, no bad sound, no bad words.
Clean
I should start it all over again. I may not be the pure child without any sin but at least I can stop myself from producing one for the days ahead. All least, I can reduce the written sin in my life. For these 19 years old soul, I pray Allah would forgive me for those mistakes that I've ever made. Pray that Allah will put me as one of his beloved slave. Heaven!- I want to be there, cherishing all the moment with others :)))
Du'a for me<3
Alif-Lam-Lam-Ha,
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi, Maha Penyayang,
Hidupku, matiku, hanyalah untuk mu Allah :)))

#Ada hikmahnya menjaga. Bukan sebarang nak buat je. At least free daripada those kemaksiatan thingy right :))

DAY 30: New year, new count

Happy New Year!
Ceh..sudah satu bulan lah perjalanan semester II  ni fuyooo.!
Pray the best of me.
Segala yang terbaik tahun 2013. Amin~
Jauhkan hati ini daripada perkara yang tak baik.
Makin tua dah. Minta bertambah matanglah perangai aku.hehe
cluck:6

Nah, nasihat tahun baru untuk kita semua.

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Day 28:Sia-sia sahaja:(

Aku baca pasal ni dan aku berbesar hati nak share dengan uolls peeps. :)

Today everything is getting better than yesterday. XD


10 PERKARA YANG TERMASUK SIA SIA


1.Laki-laki atau wanita yang berdoa untuk dirinya sendiri..tapi tidak memohonkan doa untuk ibu-bapaknya dan kaum Muslimin.


2.Orang yang sering membaca Al Quran..tapi tidak membaca secara tertib sampai seratus ayat tiap-tiap hari...


3.Laki-laki yang masuk ke dalam masjid..kemudian dia keluar dari masjid itu tanpa mengerjakan shalat tahiyatul-masjid..

4.Orang-orang yang melewati perkuburan..tapi tidak mengucapkan salam kepada penghuni-penghuni kubur dan tidak mendoakan untuk keselamatan arwah-arwah mereka...
5.Laki-laki yang masuk pada hari Jumaat ke suatu kota..kemudian dia keluar lagi dari kota itu tanpa mengerjakan shalat Jumaat berjemaah..

6.Laki-laki atau wanita yang tinggal di suatu lingkungan dengan seorang ulama.. tapi dia tidak mempergunakan kesempatan itu untuk menambah ilmu pengetahuan..
7.Dua orang laki-laki yang bersahabat..tapi mereka tidak saling menanyakan tentang keadaan masing-masing dan keluarganya..

8.Laki-laki yang mengundang seseorang menjadi tetamunya..tapi tidak diacuhkan dan tidak dilayani tetamunya itu..

9.Pemuda yang menjadikan zaman mudanya berlalu begitu saja tanpa memanfaatkan waktu yang berharga itu untuk menuntut ilmu dan meningkatkan budi pekerti..
10.Orang yang tidak menyadari tetangganya yang merintih lantaran kelaparan.. sedang dia sendiri makan kekenyangan di dalam rumahnya..

DAY 27:Tazkirah| Sedu-seduXD

Pejam celik. Pejam celik. Kejap je dah nak sebulan kan? Macam tak percaya je.
Rasa macam baru semala je balik ke Sarawak ni.#hiperbola.
Cepatnya masa bergerak tak terkejar dek den ni ah.
Laju sangat. After 4 weeks I started my Semester 2, kalau kira-kira ada lagi 4 minggu= sebulan lagi untuk prepare for my mid semester.

"Pergghh..poyo nya hang pa nak prepare awal-awal mid sem.Tolonglah!"

Excuse me. Suka hatilah nak prepare awal ke tak. My future kot. Not yours. Kalau you rasa I'm kinda annoying sebab nak prepare for my "mid sem" it's up to you. No harm. Get on with your annoyance. Do I look like I care?? #emo sebentar.





Sesi tazkirah diri..
Oh God. Seriously dah sebulan meyh. I'm not fully prepared yet lah. Maths belum sifu lagi these two chapter. Biology masih dalam proses menghadam chapter Immnunology tu, sekarang ni dah masuk Genetics lah pula lagi parah. The past pun I belum pegang dalam tangan lagi ni. Chemistry je yang agak okay because I rajin sangat buat tutorial dia. but somehow Chemistry ni haru sikit. Memang time revising and tutorial-ing I bajet faham tahap petala ke tujuh, ke lapan. Tapi once exam rasa macam tak pernah belajar je. Padahal tutorial buat selalu okay je. Mesti lecturer ada hidden agenda behind exam paper ni. :(
Ke aku yang problematic??
Masalah. Masalah.
Sekarang ni macam hari-hari je kena buat tazkirah diri.
Makin hari, makin less my study hour.sangatlah less:(
lagi-lagi hari Sabtu and Ahad, memang penghulu segala tidurlah hari cuti macam ni. Macam manalah nak 4-flat kalau macam ni =,='
Tiba-tiba rasa sedih pulak :((
Takut pun ada. Dahlah diorang cakap for Medicine Faculty untuk batch kitaorang ada interview, lepas tu will be selected based on our Semester 1 and this Mid semester 2 test.
Argghhhhh. nak tak nak kena perform this Mid Semester jugak.:(
Syeikha,
Fikir....fikir....
Which activity yang agak-agak melalaikan yang you must cut off dia.?

Movie?
melalaikan...*bergema
- abis nak buat apa? Padam movie collection dalam lappy?
Tak nak ah. Penat download. Banyak tak habis tengok lagi :(

Facebooking?
Lalai je.
-Deactive facebook? But nanti Pre-U punya announcement kat facebook.
Tak boleh!Tak boleh!

Blogging!!?
Err...err...No comment.Don't know should be categorized under things that waste the time or not-lost!

Rasanya other than these three things tak ambil banyak masa aku kot.
Novel-ing masih dalam kawalan because aku baca time cuti panjang je.
Makan?
Takkan makan pun buang=g masa kot.
"Makan tak buang masa. tapi cara kau makan yang buang masa! Bertahun nak menunggu."
LOLXD
Fineee....nanti aku blender semua makanan biar senang!Laju sikit makan nanti:P

Setakat ni. Benda-benda ni yang aku nampak disturbing. Tak tahulah kalau ada benda lain kan?

*Pssst..psst..ingat nak buat work out lah. Nak senaman sikit baru badan sihat sikit nak study.Kan?:D

DAY 24:Tell me,why?

easy and simple.
for those yang rasanya tidak berpuas hati dengan me.
Sila terang-terangan beritahu saya
I don't mind at all *mind sikit je laa
but seriously if there's anything mushy fishy pasal aku.
Jangan takut takut nak beritahu.
takdelah I just kesian kepada mereka yang tak puas hati tu.
Kadang-kadang tu kononnya nak meluahkan rasa kepada sahabat terchenta ketidakpuasan hati dia
but somehow tetiba I muncul kat situ.terbantut terus. Kesian *seriously...
tak tau nak gelak ke nak marah time tu.
Nak gelak macam tak patut je..#tapi muka terkantoi diorang...hahaXD
Nak marah? Malas aku buat berkedut muka yang dah sedia berkedut je.Kan??

So , senang cerita bagitahu je aku.Straight to the point.Kan bagus?
Nak hidup kena berani sayang :))
XOXO. no harm.

#esok dah start kuliah balik.Malasnya:(

DAY 23:I'm confident enough! YOU?

Just now have a short thought.

Suddenly I sorted out, all this while I have tough confidence for myself.*kembang. kembang

Quite perasanlah. Jarang sangat myself hid myself behind for any task.

Mesti jugak nak mempamerkan lubang hidung yang sedia cantik ni ke hadapan

Quite a long time jugak. Since primary school lagi rasanya.

Ke depan. Becoming presenter. Debater. Pelakon. Penyair jalanan pun pernah.

Nak kata ada hikmah ke tak ah? With this confidence??

If I look it from good sight, memang berhikmah sangatlah confidence level yang tinggi.

At least awak takdelah terkedek-kedek, passing the task to others for anything. 

Because you have the confidence, umpama Superman yang kacak anda kehadapan menyelamatkan kawan-kawan yang serba ketakutan.haha XD *takde niat nak bajet.

But from the other sight...

Err...Err...Err..

Macam mana ek nak cakap. Oleh kerana anda punya confidence level tinggi adalah makhluk Tuhan yang paling seksi yang cuba mengambil kesempatan.#no specific person.It's a warn.Tak payah nak perasan :P lol

Kadang tu rasa nak hampuk pun ada dengan manusia ni.

Selalu terkena macam ni.

"Alah Syeikha, kau kan berani pergilah sound dia.."

"Syeikha, kaulah present.Kau kan berani"

"Syeikha , bla...blaa.bla..."

Sekali dua bolehlah ambo melayan. Empat lima - dua puluh kali. Mahu aku bagi penampar

Awal-awal bolehlah terima kalau "kanak-kanak" dalam bantuan ini minta tolong.

Adalah 'feel' sikit nak jadi superhero.

yang seterusnya terus buat aku rasa ,

"korang tak ada mulut ke nak buat sendiri?"#sila terasa kalau nak sangat terasa.hahaXD

Kadang-kadang tu permintaan yang diornag suruh aku voice out kan sangatlah melampau,

Ada ke suruh sound cikgu?

Nak sound sound sendirilah, aku pula yang kena. Aku tak ada masalah dengan cikgu. Apasal pula aku yang kena sound kan? Sungguh tak memasal diorang ni. =,='

Sebenarnya, aku tak adalah kisah sangat kalau korang nak suruh aku jadi tukang voice out korang except for "sound" cikgu tu lah. Itu gua ambil kisah.

Best je sebenanya jadi presenter and so on. Best sangat! Like seriously.!!

Tapi satu je..

Korang tak jealous ke? Muak ke?*Yelaa, asyik aku je.

No. I mean. Selama ni aku je yang menunjukkan lubang hidung kat depan, korang tak nak try ke?

Rasa apa yang aku rasa.

"Alaa, aku bukan tak nak Syeikha. Masalahnya, aku takut. Aku asal ke depan je. Gabra semacam."
"Rasa nak terkencing pun ada"*hiperbola -,-

Korang takut? Gabra?
Seriously cakap, dulu aku pun macam tu.

Takut juga.

But what I did?

Fight it!

Lawan dengan ketakutan sendiri.Lawan habis-habisan.

Berkesan.

Prove?

Tak prove. Aku jamin sendiri. Aku prove dia.Haha XD

"Kau cakap lawan, tapi lawan tu macam mana?"

Ah.Sudah...

Haha.

*tunggu my next post.okay? cluck:6

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DAY 22:Nasihat untuk saya dan awak|Wanita:)

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Saya tak cukup baik.
Tapi saya tak nak benda yang tak baik jadi kepada saya.
Hope the same for you  and everybody.