DAY 67:Borrow|Lend

We never stop borrowing and lending.

You borrow mine. I'm borrowing yours. It's the thing that always happens in our life whether you realize it or not it still occurs. 

The thing that I was going to highlight here is 'the responsibilities' to take care others belonging properly, by means in a way that the owner would love it. Some of the people, yeah the know how to borrow something from other however they weren't that responsible to that particular thing until the owner felt unsatisfied with him/her. 

Up to certain situation, we did commented on their behavior but well... you know human, they never take it seriously and if they take it seriously, they just take it seriously, hatred and sayings such as, "Ahh...you're being so stingy, fussy and etc" . Oh...real jerk! When this situation happen it turns out that it is actually us*again. Us! Were the one to be blamed? *What the hell was that? I am the owner*the rightful owner and when I play the role as the real owner then I'm the one to be blamed? For what reason people? Just tell me. For telling you to take a good care of my belongings? * Is it wrong? Oh. Come on... Make up your mind. Don't be silly ... It is crystal clear I'm the owner. I'm the one who buy those things. In sum, I'm the owner! So, where and when on earth did the people said that the owner had no rights on his/her belonging? Huh?

It is you! The borrower should go and have himself or herself reflected on a mirror. Look at yourself. Who are you, before having your forefinger pointing at me? Got it?! 

Ha-ha. Am I too emotional? Suddenly realize it. LOL Syeikha. Over-acting. It's actually not currently happening in my life though. It just what I' thinking. The habit of certain people. Borrowing something but not caring of taking a hold of responsibilities to take a good care of that particular thing that they are borrowing. Took less about what the owner feel when you damaging his/her things. Please people; put yourself in the owner shoes. What would you feel when the thing that you care and love most was spoiled.*not by yourself, it even worse if it was spoiled by others. If you got the feeling, then brace yourself. Take a good care of that thing that you're borrowing. You know what? This world is round. It kept on spinning*(I'm not sure if it's the perfect term to explain), on and on. So, what comes around goes around. What you do now, you'll get it back sooner or later. It's karma thing people. Therefore, take a deep thought of what you're doing. Yeah, damaging others belonging were not a big deal or not to significant for some of us but at least try yourself to make it worth. LOL. XOXO

*You know what if I'm the owner. Me myself hate the borrower who less care on the thing that they did borrow from me.

Maybe we should have the borrowing rules printed out and give it to the borrower

DAY 39: Penat melayan dilema

Dilema. Haih...
Mengeluh saja kerja. Masalahnya banyak betul benda yang nak dikeluhkan. Macam-macam study, aktiviti-aktiviti universiti*bajet banyak sangat aktivitinya. Penat sangat akhir-akhirnya sampai nak bangun pagi pergi kelas tu punyalah susah dua-tiga kali alam baru nak geraklah. Kalau tak biasanya sebelum ni sekali sound je aku dah berlari pergi mandi, siap-siap for class. Sekarang ni, lenggok tahap ayu tak terkatalah. Perlahan tahap siput gerak. Sempat lagi termenung-menung layan lagu-lagu hardcore aku sebelum gerak pergi class. Memang totally differentlah dengan sebelum ni. Kalau sebelum ni mahu macam kejar hantu breakfast pun tak sempat-sempat nak tarik nafas. Kalau boleh nak masuk sekali sumbatlah semua. :O
Seriously, malas tahap gabanlah. Dalam kelas asyik mengantuk je. Menguap sana.Menguap sini. 30 minit pertama je aci rajin buka mata besar, tangan laju tulis-tulis pastu tulis-tulis lagi tapi dah tukar jadi tulisan zaman pra sejarah. Takde rupa huruf langsung dah. Kadang buat contengan jalanan sampai habis kelas. Ish.Ish teruk-teruk budak Syeikha ni tau.
Alahai, bukan aku sengaja pun memang penat sangat, nak dengar rasa macam dah tepu nau otak ni hah.. Lagi-lagi time lecturer tengah semangat-semangat mengajar sampai tak sedar kuliah dah satu jam.Kadang drag sampai satu jam lebih-non stop. Mau nak buat lakonan mega over kat situ. Nak nangis pun ada gak. Kadang-kadang dah macam orang gila aku buat sign tangan 'rest!' 'rest!' yang aku belajar time main bola tampar dulu. Kemalangan ditimpa tangga satu pun sign aku yang sangat bergaya tu tak dilayan. ..Sir, tak faham kot!* positive minded...

Uhuk!uhuk!#merengek tahap gedik melampau. Apuuuu..banyak nau nak dikejar balik selepas terlalu banyak melayan 'kemaksiatan' melayan movie-movie sampai kan tutorial-tutorial dibiarkan teresak-esak menangisi nasib mereka yang tak dipedulikan di tepi meja. Tadi pun tutorial maths tangan laju je menyalin jawapan Mr.Deedat kat depan. Asal sir tanya je soalan mana yang awak ada masalah,laju je
Soalan satu.... "krik.krik.krek.kruk" bunyi marker semangat menari -nari atas white board. Yeah!satu jawapan in!#hati bermonolog. Salin.salin.
Next, soalan apa lagi yang awak tak faham.
Duaaaaaa.!#dengan semangat yang bermaharaja lela nak menyalin jawapan je.
Mr.Deedat tulis lagi jawapan..Salin!salin.Jangan tak salin.
Lagi?
Tigaaaa.... dan seterusnya kerja aku salin,salin,salin dan terus menyalin.Untuk covering few question aku tinggalkan,tu pun mata bulat-bulat skodeng orang sebelah punya jawapan.haha. XD
Well, aku mesin photostat bergera terhebat ni. LOL. Ni chemistry punya tutorial sikit pun tarak buat lagi. Kena buat juga ni nanti esok karang Miss Mar check..mau kelip-kelip mata, gabra.!haha.Nak prepare PBL esok lagi.Aeiii.banyaknya benda nak buat lagi .Garu,garu kepala...

#Nak resit ke tak?Ayah suruh perfectkan band.:( Dilema wanita.LOLXD

DAY 32:Heartbeat~

THE HEARTBEAT.

Beating crazily.

Without any reason.

Beating fast.

But I hardly breath.

Same thing. Same situation.

Make me wake whole night.

Make me lose my concentration in class

Now, it come hunting me again#like seriously.

It hurts so much-hurt.

What's going on?

why?

This heartbeat????

#like seriously. sakit dada.kenapa?

DAY 25: Backache=.='

huhuhuu..
sakit wooo...tahap dewa ke sembilan pun tak boleh nak express what I feel right now.
Sangatlah sakit..
I can't even stand properly.tegang semacam vertebrae aku ni.
this is the side effect of doing tell me more non stop for almost 6 hours.
Pergh. nak sue lah tell me more ni. Dahlah buat banyak macam mane pun dia punya percent bergerak mengalahkan turtle. turtle pun tak selembab si tell-me-more ni-.-'

"Excuse me Syeikha what's tell-me-more? Sampai you nak backache backache segala.."

Tell-me-more adalah alat untuk menyeksa manusia*LOLXD joke
Tell-e-more is a software whereby you can learn English from it interactively.
dan ianya amatlah membosankan walaupun secara interactive.

..kalau dah bosan tak payahlah buat..

Itulah masalahnya wahai rakyat-rakyat beta sekalian,kalau diberi pilihan nak buat ke tak nak dah lama dah beta pancung itu tell-me-more.arghhhhhh!!!
Masalahnya, this tell-me-more thingy thing is one of my English assesment!!
Obviously, it brings our carry mark.:(
Menjadi musuh hidup dan mati aku je tell-me-more ni sepanjang asasi.
dah katanya it's our carry marks, nak tak nak kena buat juga lah.
Nanti tak pasal-pasal terkantoi English.Dahlah last semester kantoi English.Kantoi English yang selama ini boleh je score.Macam ayam!
:((

Waaaa..dah tak larat nak taip lagi severe sangat backache aku ni.Nak rest before revising kejap lagi.

#92% another 8% to be finished. Esok semua clean! Wachaaa!DX

DAY 17:If you're fool,don't make it worst!

Honestly, this is the post to express my dissatisfaction to them.

Betapa teruknya dia,
Betapa hambarnya dia,
Betapa membosankannya dia,
Betapa dia sukar difahami pun.
Awak tidak layak untuk menghina dia.
Tak layak untuk merendahkan maruah dia.
He's your teacher.
Orang yang menyampaikan ilmu pada awak.
Why?Why didn't you respect him.?
"Okay.Awak kata dia tak pandai mengajar."
tapi saya tengok awak yang ada rupa tak boleh nak diajar.
It maybe harsh to say you like that.
But that's absolutely you.
Why?
Orang mengajar awak bercerita kat belakang.
He was explaining at front, you're laughing behind.
then once he finish,you baru you nak bagi perhatian.
pastu you cakaplah
"Sir ajar laju sangat."
"Sir tak pandai explain"
"Sir ni...Sir tu..."
Come on.Tolonglah sedar diri sikit.

Okay fine.
Kalau you rasa dia ajar sukar nak difahami, double up your effort untuk faham apa yang diajar.
Tingkatkan fokus dalam kelas bukan susah.
Ni tak you create song that obviously humiliating him.
Mengejek seorang guru. Bukan ke namanya kurang ajar ke tu?
Dengan cara tu, did you expect yang you boleh dapat ilmu dia,hah?
I ask you.
mengejek dia dengan lagu you satu hal.then you kept on repeating the song in the class waktu ada dia pulak tu.
Suara you obviously I cakap tak sedap, you are distracting me.
pleaselah, tak nak belajar keluar!tak payahlah nak kacau konsentrasi orang lain pulak.
Seriously, I tak tahu what kind of person are you.?
menganggap perbuatan awak menghina guru as something that was soooo "fun"
mengganggu orang lain tanpa rasa bersalah
dah lama hidup ke?

tolonglah ubah perangai tu.
I don't really know what is your life aim but please make it something much valauble.
Awak menjatuhkan maruah orang, tapi tak sedar yang awak tengah selak maruah sendiri.
Behave man.
Hell, I hate you! XP


# kalau awak buat perangai sekali lagi, I swear takkan bersabar lagi.

DAY 15:Just.Tired.

Hari ni penat sangat.
Couldn't think of anything.
Lab chemistry tadi looks like simple and easy,

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tapi nampaknya berjaya membuatkan aku rasa macam dah hilang tulang.
pening semacam maybe because of chemical kot.
Tulah lecturer suruh mengamalkan safety precaution but me,
hentam ikut suka hati petala kelapan je.
Gloves tak pakai.Google buat gantung kat lehernya.
Rasanya dah terover inhaled chemical tadi.
huhhhhhhhhh...
Really macam nak pengsan pun ada.:(
DAY 15- I'm just TIRED :(

penat sangat sampai tak jumpa katil.
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