DAY 86: Le Brochure et Le Vouchers

Muahahaha... I've sort of French Fever. So, just ignore the title *it's absolutely wrong.LOL

So, I've two untold but somehow will be told later on. Ergghh?! =,=" haha.
Two things for today's post.
First, le brochure. *The brochure.
Second, le vouchers * The vouchers.

Today for our English class we had a presentation on our home-made? self-made brochure. Well, it's one of our English assessment that was kinda cool if we tried to think back. I had such* quite vibrant spirit on this task.-Yeah! kin....da! Nothing much to say here. Maybe the picture explain more? :)

Outer part of the brochure. The right side was the first page.

Inside page of the brochure.

This is the brochure that we had been working on.. But, we just print it onto a normal plain A4 paper. Not on the glossy, hard paper. So, it's a bit dull.. but whatever.. as long as we finish it on time and send it.BROCHURE END~

Le Vouchers that I just received today.
Mummy gonna get u , books.!!!! *evil smile

Le second thing is that I just got my 1Malaysia Books Voucher today. Super excited to look forward for the day whereby I can go out and have a blissful moment of purchasing a whole new bunch of books collection. Come on! It's two-five-o, 250, worth voucher ... and I'm sure I can buy a lot and lots of books especially novels. Hahah. I've got the imagination of books that I'll list it into " Books-to-grab" list as soon I reach the bookstores. LOLOLOL. Thanks for the vouchers as I can spend without worries. Vouchers were so great, why don't they give us vouchers to buy new clothes? 1Malaysia Clothes Vouchers. It seems much better for me.Nguehhehehehe....!
Anyway, keys-off.
XOXO

DAY 79: Hot news! Legakan hati yang ketakutan.

Baru tadi berjumpa denga timbalan dekan dan sesuatu perkara yang mengejutkan* agaklah especially for those who want to futher their study to Medical Faculty.

There'll be no interviews for it!

sure?

Yes.Absolutely sure. because it's our timbalan dekan's words kot. 

"There'll be no interview!"

I'm so so glad to hear this from her. Sangat lega. Really lega. Senang cerita lega. Haha. I rasa lega bukan sebab I takut interview but I takut pada "pemilihan interview". It seems so scary at first tapi sekarang tak lah due to the fact that the interview was cancelled. Kan? Apo yang nak ditakutkan lagi jang? Tinggal our final and those carry marks thingy saja lah yang nak dirodok-rodok. Interview considered over! Haha. Tapikan...urmmmm cuba bayangkan ada prompt interview. Haaa. tak ke terkejut segala tulang-tulang urat-urat tua aku. Haha. Tapi tak mungkin kot. Rasanya tak lah.* Aku je yang alien selalu fikir bukan-bukan :D

Interview tak ada, yes- I lega. But rasa kesian pulak dengan kemahiran interview yang kita orang belajar time zaman muda-muda *bajet tua sangat . I mean time sekolah dulu, seniors* the alumni teach us how to face the interviews. We even ada percubaan inteview kot. Macam lawak pun ada. Yelah di'interview' oleh sang-sang senior. Takutlah juga. *kening kening. Takpelah maybe not for this time, next time who knows, kan? haa... time nak minta kerja nanti can be used. 

I met the lecturers, Mr.Chieng yang baik, Mr. Ikhwan cool. eh lecturer Maths belum lagi lah. Esok nantilah pergi. All of them pesan including our timbalan dekan, "study! study!" when I cakap I risau about the result thing.Takutlah ianya tak perfect enough dari sisi mata manusia lain. Kalau aku bedal okay je....kot? Haha. Daripada mulut mereka yang lebih tua dan berpengalaman dan mempunyai taraf pendidikan yang of course lebih tinggi daripada aku dapat conclude: Belajar je lah. Bolehnya jawab tak dapat banyak sikit at least you tak hantar clean exam sheets to lecturers back kan. So considered okay *dengan syarat jawapan tu masuk akal lah.. Jangan pulak korang lukis Troll Face kat situ. Kalau macam tu aku yang bukan lecturer ni pun rasa nak hampuk je. Penat membebel *lecturing dalam kelas takkan seekor pun tak masuk dalam kepala. Macam tu sia-sia lah datang kelas kan, darl semua. 

Kalau based to me,myself ada ja timing I malas nak dengar lecture. Ada je. Tak apa lah. We're humans kan, aku tahu semua rasa bosan boleh wujud bila-bila masa je walaupun kita tak nak. Tak apa lah. Tak dengar kuliah sangat pun tak apa, asal you revise the thing back by yourself.Pandai cari masa lah. Tapi kalau tak pandai cari masa, you have no other choice. Hear the lecture. Nak kuatkan lagi, study. I may not the "4 flat" scorer. But I know what are the way that can make my result look quite okay. You know what I mean, right? * jangan misinterpret sudah. 

Jangan risau kalau you tak score the best sebab menang tak selamanya menang, kalah tak selamanya kalah. Dan dalam dunia ni, nak mencapai cita-cita kita bukan dengan satu cara je. Banyak cara. We've 26 letters to label our plans. So, don't be frustrated. Okay :)

Tok sah lah nangis-nangis. :)

There must be a way. Just search for it. Dunia tak adalah kejam sangat sayang. There's no world of sorrow. It's you! The one that can make it a better place for you and for me... You- decide your choice by yourself. Gunakan otak yang Tuhan bagi. Dia bagi kita otak mesti bersebab. Why not us find the reason why and use 'the why' as our guidance.:)

Okay, I'm quite late for our comm skill lecture ni. XOXO

#jangan sedih-sedih tau. Allah itu ada, Dia terlalu dekat dengan kita. Mintalah bantuannya walau tanpa suara.  

DAY 76: I love you, Ibu and Ayah :)

Asalnya aku tak nak pun tulis post hari ni sebab rasa malas and I prefer to study. But tetiba I perasan yang why didn't I.Today is a specially day. It's my mum's birthday. 54th birthday! Kalau I can write a special post for my BFF why not my mum get the same thing.
But I don't really write this post  just to say 'Happy Birthday Ibu, I love you!" and done. No, not at all. It isn't all about the utterance of birthday with but it's more than that.

I call my mum this morning but I couldn't reach her. I told you, it's truly upsetting-really... But I tried it out at eleven something. Hah..Luckily, she answer my call.

" Assalamualaikum Ibu!!! Happy birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy birthday to youuuu!!!" with such beautiful melody*kinda.haha.

My mum laugh and said

" Ibu tak nak ni. Ibu nak keputusan anak ibu..."

My jaw dropped.Hek eleh ibu ni spoil mood je...

"Keputusan mid sem dah keluar belum...?"

"Hehe...."

Gelak je mampu. Try hard kot nak hide my result. But who can resist ibu's question. mesti kantoi jugak. Nak tak nak mesti punya.

 "Blaaa..blaaa..." I tell my result. Obviously tak nak bagi tahu kat sini lah kan. 

"Kakak, apa dah jadi ni.. Kenapa result kau macam tu. Kakak malas belajar eh? ke malas sembahyang ni takpun makan tak pandang...bla..blaaa.."

"Bu, macam mana nak makan kalau akak tak pandang. Akak pandanglah" Haha.Saja kenakan ibu.

...
Ibu terus sambung sesi ceramah seperti selalu dan seperti selalu kerja saya main-mainkan ibu.
Memang tak lengkap kalau tak mengusik ibu.Haha

Nasib baik tak drag lama-lama sebab time tu dalam kereta on the way ke Kuching kalau tak selalu makan setengah jam lebih pulun cakap. Main pas-pas ayah dengan ibu.

Tadi pun sempat jugak ayah tercinta nak menyelit.

"Apa...?" tetiba je keluar suara ayah.

"Mana ada akak nak cakap dengan ayah. Ibu tu.."

"Tak nak cakap dengan ayah sudah.. dah nanti tak yah cakap dengan ayah lagi" dengan nada tak puas hati manja-manja ayah.

"Eleh!sikit-sikit merajuk. Sikit-sikt merajuk. Malam nanti akak telefonlah ayah balik.Ni dalam kereta ni."

"Yeeee.."

"Dah yah eh.Bye. I love you.Hahah"

Dan tadi baru lepas habis night call dengan ayah dan ibu.
Seriously rasa nak menangis cakap dengan ayah sebab rindu gila. Lepas tu I'm sad sebab I tak dapat perfect score for my mid-sem padahal punyalah banyak kata-kata semangat ayah dan ibu bagi. Tapi ...
Tuan punya badan yang lemau sangat ni...
lagi satu before mid sem clearly aku banyak buat benda tak berfaedah. Clearly. Timing study is lesser than timing I online. Jujur.

Time calling-calling ayah tadi pun ayah cakap,

" Kau kerja asyik facebook, youtube je. Belajar takde balang*my brother kau cakap"

Pergh. Tertusuk ke lubang hidung tapi masih nak menjawab.

"Mana ada ... Balang tipu, pulak dia tahu akak surf apa..." 

"Asal dia online je, kau online.."

"Mana tahu, time akak kita orang memang selalu online timing sama."

Aku dah tergelak-gelak nada orang bersalah. Kantoi dengan ayah selalu online. Lepas tu mulalah ayah bagi tazkirah, orang laptop guna buat belajar bukan guna untuk online je kerja.

Memang habis-habisan kena motivasi dengan ayah. Yelah ayah, yelah nanti akak deactive lah facebook tu *ayat selamatkan diri.

Satu benda kalau aku cakap dengan ayah mesti ayah main-main kelentongkan aku dengan tujuan nak buat aku jeleslah dengan orang kat rumah. Tapi kelentongan yang tadi paling tak boleh blaa tahap abad ke dua pulh satu lah.

"Hari ni ibu kau masak nasi beriani LAPAN JENIS LAUK"

Haha.Lawak ayah. Lapan jenis lauk. Obvious gila ayah nak buat aku jeles kononnya.Malangnya tak jadi...

"Akak tak suka makan nasi beriani lah ayah..." Nada nak mengejek sebab ayah tak dapat nak kenakan aku.

"Alah akak jeles...." tak nak kalah ayah...

" Yelah..yelah.. Ayah makan lapan jenis lauk eh? Patutlah masuk hospital hari tu. Doktor cakap tak nak dengar"

Yes. Yes. Bom nuclear untuk ayah..Haha

"Alah, doktor pun tanya ayah pasal ubat. Ubat apa ayah makan. Ubat tu function dia untuk apa...blaa..bllaaa..."

"Yo.Yo. O je ayah"

"Betul. Ayah tak tipu. Tak percaya tanya ibu kau."

"Yelah. Yelah doktor apa tanya ayah"

"Doktor pelatih Manipal"

"Alah doktor pelatih je kot. Tapi apasal dia tanya ayah pulak?"

"Haha. Tulah. Doktor pakar yang suruh"

Ayah...ayah... comel je. :) Sebab tu aku sayang ayah. Rindu gila kat ayah.
Lama kot kitaorang cakap sampai dah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi.
Tapi yang tak boleh belaa gila bila dengar suara ibu bising bising kat background...

"Helo?"

"Hai, birthday girl!!!" Haha. Hari ni kan birthday ibu.

Terus ibu bebel-bebel...

"Ayah kau ni memanglah. Ibu tengah wirid dia paksa pulak cakap dengan anak dia." 

Kan? Tengok? Comel je ayah dengan ibu ni. Lawak pun ada kalau dengar diaorang ni bising-bising.

Nak tak nak ibu terpaksalah bercakap dengan aku.Tinggalkan wirid dia tu.
Banyak jugak kitaorang cakap. Pasal belajar* of course sambung ceramah petang tadi. Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu bebel-bebel pasal pelajaran sebab apa yang dia cakap tu selalu benda betul. Pasal hospital, pasal doktor favourite ibu dengan ayah.

Tapi selalu kalau cakap dengan ibu mesti keluar soalan pelik-pelik pasal penyakit yang lebih wajar ditanya kepada doktor. Tapi ibu nak jugak tanya kat aku.Bajet aku tahu semua je.
Wahai ibunda, anakmu ini baru peringkat asasi belum degree lagi apatah lagi degree medic tu. Belum tentu dapat ibu ku sayang. Hahah

Tapi hari ini aku rasa sebenarnya ibu nak test aku punya pengetahuan.

"Kak kau dah belajar pasal jantung?"

" Dah lama dah akak belajar bu." 

"Apa symptom-symmtom dia?"

"Errrrrrrr..err. Sakit dada lah. Ibu google lah semua ada..."

"Doktor kat hospital tu cakap...." Ni point yang buat aku detect ibu memang sengaja nak test understanding aku.

 "Dia cakap belakang dada bawah sikit kat bahu tu sampai ke tengkuk akan rasa sakit, lepastu kaki bengkak ...blaaa..blaaa..".   *aku dah terlupa apa symptom yang ibu cakap tadi =,="

:)
Ni lah perkara yang agak selalu berlaku kalau aku telefon ibu dengan ayah.
Upacara passing handphone.
Cerita pasal rumah*untuk buat aku jeles.
Pasal penyakit. Hospital Doktor favourite ayah dengan ibu. *kadang tu benda berulang pun ada
Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu dengan ayah bercerita best, kelakar... comel-comel je ayat diaorang. Selalu kalau bosan-bosan selalu teringat perbualan telefon ibu dengan ayah. Mesti buat aku senyum sorang-sorang.Haha.

Lagi banyak aku cakap pasal dorang lagi aku rindu.
Ibu ayah balik final exam ni nak kiss banyak-banyak, nak peluk banyak-banyak :D

Aku beli coffee ni bebanyak untuk stay up. I wanna study die-hard.

 *Ibu dan ayah adalah penjana motivasi terbaik.Kalau rasa lemah telefon diorang mesti semangat balik.Trust me! I always did this. Aku beli coffee tu pun sebab terkenang diorang. I have to strive hard and be friend with this Black Coffee now on :)

XOXO

I love you, Ibu and ayah :)

DAY 74: 14 FEB | ilysm

So... Today is 14 February 2013. The day that people named it as Valentine's Day.
But wait... this post wasn't related to Valentine's Day at all. Not at all.
But still it's a special day to be cherished with someone I care at most of the time *haha
The one that was really important for me. :)
We are far apart now. Separated by the vast ocean. Yes. Separated from each other, physically. We can't see each other. We can't hug each other. But at least I know she's here-deep in my heart. Yeah, I always have the believe that SHE can see who she is inside my heart. How she is important in my heart. Even though I'm not that kind of person that show my feelings towards someone so well. But I believe and hope she knows that I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

The years we had gone together is always a memory to me- a precious memory... I had always remember you as one of the best thing that ever happen in my life. You give such impact that I cannot forget you*insyaAllah no matter how far the space separate us, how time flies and leave us with the memory. InsyaAllah, you'll be here- inside my heart forever.

I'll keep those laugh that you give me. Those smile that you carve on my face. Those moment that you light it up for me-like ever! Always with me. Oh... I'll keep those thing that chain our moment together with me. Your letter, your gifts, your picture- I'll keep it with me, because it meant so much to me, so are you :)

And today 14 February 2013, it's your birthday. You're 19 years old now dear. How time flies fast. I feel like it was yesterday that us had the moment together as a school teenager-you and me in school uniforms. We gave each other birthday gifts. Hang out *considered as.if you know what I mean^^. Chatting after school. Feed ourselves at the stall right in front the school * kuey teow sup.Slllrppp...Slllrrrp...HIHI. But today along with the stride of your age, it also show that it's our friendship year stride and I wish we can keep it longer till the end of our breath with Allah's blessings. Amin ~

TO MY DEARY FATIN SYAHINDAH,
Today's your birthday. I'm not able to be next to you to welcome your new age with you. I'm not able to wish it straight away to you. I tried to call you this morning, why didn't you answer me, huh? Gigit kang! Haha...So, I write this post specially for you to wish you a 'Happy Birthday!!!!May the day you'll lead in future with such glory and happiness. Kisses and Hugs for you :*'
Oh... Sorry, no gifts lah sayang. But what if I promise you "THE LOYAL ME" as the present that you'll
receive in urrmmmm.........5 or 6 years time?Will you accept me?
HIHI

Anyway, XOXO. See you soon.

Regards from Sarawak, Malaysia

Did you remember this tree? and the round table next to it?We used to chat there.Yeke?!Haha
P/S: Pedulikan budak tudung senget tu. I never wear tudung well.Mesti senget.Ish=,=!!

Haha. You and me. We are the in-pose-able.
*What a weird expression I have.LOLZ

ILYSM <3 *Blinking eyes.

DAY 70:The new look

Well, today I'm making few *not really changes on my blog appearance.Tadaaa:)

Pink! The pink me is coming back. 

This is the real picture.

 I edit this picture by adding a text. Just a simple editing using Adobe Photoshop CS3

After editing :)

 I want to put my QR bar-code there but something was wrong with it.:(

The background

Actually, I just find these picture in the Internet and merged them into a beautiful piece. *at least I'm in love with my blog new appearance.

Awwww, I'm going to miss that old template. Luckily I'm doing the print-screen yesterday. The header only

The old header.

#I have change my blog name though 6 Month Mission to Syeikha Zulaikha. *my name.LOL

DAY 68:Never walk alone?

This is how 'live a fool' think. I'll change it  too "You'll sometimes walk alone"
*No harm Liverpool die-hard-fan.

Never walk alone?

No. No. No. That's truly not me. Absolutely! Why? Because I prefer to walk by myself rather than walk in a       

group. To me walking alone is rather fun than you in group walking together, going somewhere especially if the place that you are heading to is a stone throw from you.

"Oh Syeikha, don't you aware of that danger that you might face if you walk alone?"

"Are you insane? It isn't safe out there!"

" Syeikha...." 

Bla...Bla...bla...* a lots and lots of version of counseling I ever had.

My mum had once commented me not long ago. At that time she called me when I'm on my way back to my college from library at night, alone. And again free counseling from my beloved mum. Come on mum. The library was quite near to my college, don't be too anxious. It's nothing. I can protect myself well and as long as we believe there's Allah to protect us. There's nothing to be feared of. I'm a tough girl. LOL XD 

haha. 

Ha-ha. This is great.

You might think that I'm such an introvert. Being alone and all that but sorry all you thought need to be cleared off as I'm not that kind person. I'm extrovert. I tend to enjoy human interactions and to be enthusiastic, TALKATIVE, assertive and gregarious but sometimes I need my own space of being alone without anyone else disturbing me. Yeah! Sometimes I would go out in group, hang around with them. Laugh together, keep on eyes for cool and cute things together with them* especially clothes, like others I did all that with my friends. But sometimes I don't feel like to be together with anyone. I just want to be A.L.O.N.E. I do my shopping alone. Eat in my favorite restaurant alone. Studying alone #I do this always. :)

What else... walk alone, jog alone and etc. So, you must understand this. It's not that I want to keep a distance from it just that I want my special time with myself.*Am I romantic to myself. Haha.

I suggest you to try this out. It super cool to do things alone by yourselves. You don't have to set up time with anyone. You don't have to wait for anyone. It's all about you. You can 'date' yourselves without considering the other part of you felt okay with it or not. You take as much as time you need without worrying the other part of you, right? You can independently decide what time you wanted to go back. It's all yours and its super cool!*if it's for me, I prefer to go back early because I hate darkness. Haha. That's why sometimes I prefer to do my shopping alone, because if is it in a gang it is an always for them to go back at night. Well, youngsters... *I'm an old lady. For them, "Night is still young, babe!" That's truly not me. Of course not me. : 3

I enjoy my time walking alone like she does. And it's cool!

However, anything is on you. You're the one who'll decide what are you up to, right? Take a break, have thought, and got hits! XOXO

# I haven't done my assignment yet. Waarrrgh! Mid semester is a nightmare with this assignment....!

I'll absolutely not going to walk by myself at night next time. Haha!