DAY 74: 14 FEB | ilysm

So... Today is 14 February 2013. The day that people named it as Valentine's Day.
But wait... this post wasn't related to Valentine's Day at all. Not at all.
But still it's a special day to be cherished with someone I care at most of the time *haha
The one that was really important for me. :)
We are far apart now. Separated by the vast ocean. Yes. Separated from each other, physically. We can't see each other. We can't hug each other. But at least I know she's here-deep in my heart. Yeah, I always have the believe that SHE can see who she is inside my heart. How she is important in my heart. Even though I'm not that kind of person that show my feelings towards someone so well. But I believe and hope she knows that I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

The years we had gone together is always a memory to me- a precious memory... I had always remember you as one of the best thing that ever happen in my life. You give such impact that I cannot forget you*insyaAllah no matter how far the space separate us, how time flies and leave us with the memory. InsyaAllah, you'll be here- inside my heart forever.

I'll keep those laugh that you give me. Those smile that you carve on my face. Those moment that you light it up for me-like ever! Always with me. Oh... I'll keep those thing that chain our moment together with me. Your letter, your gifts, your picture- I'll keep it with me, because it meant so much to me, so are you :)

And today 14 February 2013, it's your birthday. You're 19 years old now dear. How time flies fast. I feel like it was yesterday that us had the moment together as a school teenager-you and me in school uniforms. We gave each other birthday gifts. Hang out *considered as.if you know what I mean^^. Chatting after school. Feed ourselves at the stall right in front the school * kuey teow sup.Slllrppp...Slllrrrp...HIHI. But today along with the stride of your age, it also show that it's our friendship year stride and I wish we can keep it longer till the end of our breath with Allah's blessings. Amin ~

TO MY DEARY FATIN SYAHINDAH,
Today's your birthday. I'm not able to be next to you to welcome your new age with you. I'm not able to wish it straight away to you. I tried to call you this morning, why didn't you answer me, huh? Gigit kang! Haha...So, I write this post specially for you to wish you a 'Happy Birthday!!!!May the day you'll lead in future with such glory and happiness. Kisses and Hugs for you :*'
Oh... Sorry, no gifts lah sayang. But what if I promise you "THE LOYAL ME" as the present that you'll
receive in urrmmmm.........5 or 6 years time?Will you accept me?
HIHI

Anyway, XOXO. See you soon.

Regards from Sarawak, Malaysia

Did you remember this tree? and the round table next to it?We used to chat there.Yeke?!Haha
P/S: Pedulikan budak tudung senget tu. I never wear tudung well.Mesti senget.Ish=,=!!

Haha. You and me. We are the in-pose-able.
*What a weird expression I have.LOLZ

ILYSM <3 *Blinking eyes.

DAY 73: Rumah Terbuka Maths

Jemput jemputlah datang adik-adik, abang-abang, kakak-kakak, mak cik- mak cik, pak cik- pak cik semua...
Haha
Buat jurung kalinya bilik saya mengadakan Rumah Terbuka Maths 2013. Sesiapa dijemput hadir sekiranya mereka telah menyiapkan salah satu soalan assignment Maths yang membunuh petala ke lapan. Kalau you have done nothing dipersilakan keluar *tak guna punya tuan rumah.
Di sinilah medan kami semua mendiskusi assignment Maths yang menjadi igauan ngeri para pelajar *kalau aku seorang je tak tahulah lah pulak =,="
Tapi yang pasti the assignment was 80% done dengan kerjasama wonder pet yang kami amalkan.LOL
Rumah terbuka yang paling terbaik dalam dunia kerana kami bukan sahaja berjaya menyelesaikan masalah-masalah Maths tersebut bahkan kami juga dapat begembira sambil 'menggong-gong' biji kuaci*wrong term here. Eh! penatlah nak buat bahasa skema ni.
Yang pasti I truly enjoy today's open house memang heaven meaven ler. Gelak-gelak sambil buat gossip budak hott haha. Part budak hott punya gossip memang tak boleh bela. Skandal-skandal rahsia semua keluar . Kait-maitkan budak-budak ni dengan entah siapa-siapa je. Random je keluar nama. *macam random tag pun ada gaya. Dengan si Tyrah buat lawak selamba dia, lagi sakit perut aku. Habis semua ilmu keluar sebab banyak nau bergelak tawa. Tak sangka gila dengan bilik pack gila-gila kentang. Bayangkan bilik yang duduk dua orang pun kadang-kadang semput, ni pulak bila 12 orang berasak-rasak masuk. Dengan assignment paper bersepah-sepah kat lantai eh lagi.. Kuaci sepinggan kat tengah "Krupp...Kruppp..." cakap- cakap... Habis segenggam ambil lagi. Haha. Macam Joyah* bukan nama sebenar. mengumpat depan rumah dah gaya sensorang.
Yes. Happy-happy jugak. Gelak-gelak jugak. Tapi bergeraklah kerja kitaorang siaplah jugak. 80% .HIHI. Bergunalah sungguh rumah terbuka ni. Tak ada lah tension macam sebelum. Kalau buat dengan partner asal je, alamatnya 'Kriiik...Kriiik...'  dua-dua nanti blur. Lebih baik discussion macam ni, sempit bilik tak terasa sangatlah *tak kot... LOL
Sebenarnya dari semester lepas dah buat rumah terbuka ni Olehnya kerana, ianya sangat efektif tu yang drag to second rumah terbuka. :)
Anyway, thanks to all the partner yang terlibat memeriahkan bilik saya yang cun ini. Haha.

Credit: My beloved BFF @ partner Nurul Syakirah yang kiut(saje puji lelebih), Hana Anje&  BabyNabila ; Myra Nur Cahaya (yang aku baru tahu nama penuh dia tadi)& sayang tercinta Nurul Fitriah ; My deary honey Salsabrina & Ramizah aka Lilly Pitch Perfect(yang suara tak dengar tu); Izma genius&Tyrah Tghah Hottie and lastly rumbate ku Fatin& Aisyah Manje
Oh!lagi sekor penyumbang dari jauh (depan bilik je) Minn the Jibber!

#LOVE yaa.Thanks XOXO

DAY 38: Already 19 leh.

9 Januari 1994 :) Credit

Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me.
Yeay!I'm becoming older and I love it!*cliche.
But really can't wait to grow older because I can't wait for the future. Sentiasa ke hadapan. Jyeah!
My mum called me and ask so "apa azam baru?"
I was like. He. he. he. rahsialah mana boleh bagitau.hah
5 tahun lagi!(Minn je yang faham.haha)
Kalau fikir-fikir balik kan, apa sebenarnya yang aku nak untuk umur baru ni.
Berjaya? *common.
Success? *tua kutuk!tu translate je lah.
Haha.
So what I really want for this birthday?
New dress! *checked!postage je tak on time.
apa lagi hah?!
I really tak tahu nak apa. Yang tahu aku dah bertambah tua setahun lagi dan setahun lagi mendekati kematian*tazkirah selingan.
Tetiba rasa macam nak mem'perfect'kan something. Nak betulkan things yang tak cukup bagus lagi. Repair repair attitude*criik.criik., repair my study plan yang agak blurr semester ni. Nak repair keputusan MUET biar perfect!*dipertimbangkan. Apa lagi eh.? Repair relationship dengan orang yang dikasihi.*double jerk.LOLXD
What else huh? urmm...urmmmm....urmmmm...
*5 tahun kemudian~~
urmmm..urmmmm...
haha. Aku tak tahu apa lagi yang aku nak buat dengan umur 19 tahun ni, yang pasti nak habiskan foundation yang cool ni cepat-cepat, nak sambung medic juga *tak kira!nak jugak! nak kahwin   *hacked. Aieeeeee...
Macam mengarut pun ada juga perancangan aku ni, tapi peduli apa proses merancang bukan sekali je dalam hidup we still have a lot of time before we die, right? So, who cares kalau mengarut sikit-sikit sekarang ni. I can still edit it later on. Dahlah malas aku nak fikir pasal planning masa depan ni planning esok ni. Tutorial maths tak siap lagi kot.
Eh.eh. lupa pulak.Really really appreciate birthday song daripada classmate,classmate ku yang terchenta!Haha. Thanks so much korang*walaupun aku tahu you all tak baca eh,blog aku.Kahkah.Yes boleh mengumpat!Astagfirullahalazim...  Haha. Walaupun pitching dan vokal yang lari sedikit#lorat lebih. tapi buat aku touching 5 saat tau.LOL. Ah, malu I *gaya gedik. Sebelum aku mengarut lebih baik aku berhenti. Anyway guys XOXO. Love you all.
Oh! not just my classmate je tau, to everyone yang menge'wish' birthday hamba, di tepi jalan, di tepi longkang, dalam tandas, tengah padang kawad, dalam facebook or anywhere. Arigato! Terima kasih dari aku yang dah tua ini :)))

#Nak balik. Nak tengok hadiah birthday daripada alang kerepot. :(( Post je lah.Kan senang.
Oh. Terima kasih ayah yang melahirkan akak, and ibu yang membesarkan akak #Ayah saya yang beranak kan saya.Dia yang cakap sendiri.hahaXD

Dedicated this song to myself, my parents, and people that have been helping me all this while.Love you so much. |Kiroro-Miraie|

Birthday cakes!Gambar pun jadi la yoo. Credit

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Gila tak gila. Baru nak tekan publish kot! Tetiba lampu tertutup *lah sangat.
Happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!Happy birthday to you!!!!
Omaigod.Omaigod.*Fainted
Awww....sweet sungguh plus berperancangan sekali ye tuan-tuan sekalian. I really don't expect anything. Haha.Speechless *diragui sedikit.
Thanks Minn^^, Fatin dan isterinya Yumiho Enilazzi a.k.a hamster tak dilupakan tukang memborong kek*bersinar-sinar Lionel Victor a.k.a Director Ban.Haha. I'm totally surprised!Bau nak sedihsedih tak ada kek untuk hari tua aku ni. Pastu startlah post pasal rancangan masa depan segala padahal dalam otak fikir "Cake.cake.cake.I want acke.Sobs..sobs..." ....tetiba "Ting!" , pari-pari Maryn*nama gelaran baru untuk Minn yang diberi ibu aku bersama-sama pari-pari Fatin dan Pari-pari hamster *pelik je nama pari-pari ni, datang berterbangan bawa cake yang Pink!!! untuk aku...Awwwwww...Director Ban memang kenalah pilihan warna tu untuk aku*mata kelip-kelip. Terima kasih korang-korang yang tercinta.Muah.Muah.Nah kiss daripada 'nenek tua' korang :P
Waaaa.....Uuuuuuuu.....Fuyooooooo... #mood amazed masih bersinar-sinar lagi!
Oh.oh. yang lawaknya boleh si Maryn(Minn) ni menyesal * betulkah term ni Maryn? sebab terlupa nak letak tagline Mr.Alif  "Bila lagi?" on my cake. Siap salah menyalah lagi dengan si Hamster.haha lawak betul-betul memberi kesan ya tagline tu dalam hidup aku yang ke-19 tahun ini.LOL.
Again.Thanks guys :) *XOXO

Full of surprise Birthday cake !!!! Psstt...pssst..tambah "bila lagi?" bawah nama syeikha tu.XD

Peeps!
Anda pula "Bila lagi?" XD

Senyum:) Senyum:)
Akhirnya. Publish.
11.55 p.m, exact birthday. Menghabiskan sisa-sisa eighteen.LOL

DAY 7: Saya rindu awak:D

BISMILLAHIRAHMINIRRAHIM...

pernah tak merindu seseorang?
teringatkan si dia..
mengenang saat bersama...
Pernah tak?

By now I miss her so much.
Rindu sangat and everything that we did go through together is playing macam kaset rosak tau.
berulang-ulang
how we first met.
becoming friend. what I remember both of us takde pun official date untuk meng-declarekan us sebagai sahabat.
but who cares?
as long as I know I terribly love her as my most precious friend entire life.
Then... Its okay for me ..Nothing matters.Right?
Fatin Syahindah Daud. Aku sayang kau.Truly :)))






Fatin,
If you ever read this..
Fatin ingat tak? when we both want to go separate ways. You pergi MOZAC and me SBPI Selandar.
You did write letters to me right..
Letter plus book.. Nasihat Lukman Al-Haqim. Ingat tak??
Honestly, Syeikha really tak ingat mane Syeikha letak surat tu for the last time.(maybe hilang dalam simpanan.adik kisai my private box.) Sorry sayang :(

but that's not the issue here..
yang paling penting I still remember what you write to me.

in that letter
You told me yang both of us tak pernah gaduh sepanjang friendship kita kan.?
Fatin cakap maybe kite tak gaduh but somehow you believe that someday there'll be sort of ujian untuk test our relationship kan?kan?

Now,
9 Disember 2012
I think I finally figure out ape ujian tu...
Perpisahan kita berdua ..
You Jordan...Me still in Malaysia.
It was kinda hard sayang
and what was upsetting
I've just realise that I didn't hug you for the last time before you fly to Jordan.
Sedih :((

Fatin, anything happen between us just don't forget this
I LOVE YOU
and always care for you where ever you are..
Okay
Salam berkat dari Allah buatmu Sahabat:)))

This song for you.. Fatin ingat tak?lagu ni.. Bestfriend-kiroro
you're the one who gave me the video clips.