DAY 71: Platinum Rule#1 Don't Lie. I hate liars.

Thanks to Adobe Photoshop CS3 again :)

The first PLATINUM RULE to be close to me is not to lie to me, like seriously because I hate liars so much and I know most of us did.

Why I doesn't regard liar as someone to me?

Because by lying, they show their insincerity towards us and what is the purpose of friendship if you lied to each other, right? 

Pretty little liar.

I hate liars also because they are liars and cannot be trusted. Non-trustworthy people should not be regarded as human. What is the purpose of you lying to others? It is especially when it comes to lie about yourselves. Lying about you? Naaaa... That's lame. Just be the way you are and let the world know the real you. If they can't accept it then let them be as long as you know yourselves then who cares what other people think about you. No need for you to lie about yourselves to look good on others sight. That was so fake! and I don't understand how people live in so-called fake life. 

I hate liars because I hate the feeling when we put our trust on someone, she or he just crush it like it was nothing. *I feel I'm so fool to trust you all this while and you don't appreciate it. I hate liars as much as they disappoint me, and trust me I really hate disappointment. I'm not into the feeling of being sad, worthless when someone I trust lied to me. 

  

I know you understand the feeling when someone lied to you. It's a common feeling that most of us 'must' feel because there's liars everywhere. 

I just don't know why, sometimes I can feel the 'aura' of liars surrounding someone met. I don't understand this but I'm obviously don't like his or her aura that I put my step away from them. I'm sorry. Yeah... maybe it was just my over-reactive sensitivity feels towards someone gesture, posture, attitude that I oftentimes analyzed them as 'cannot be trusted'.  But that's for precaution, right? It's better for me to beware of the possibilities before they become realities. It was the reality that I truly hate it. To be fooled, lied what else? Back-stabbed? Who knows?

Pinocchio. Wonder how would it be if us human  got  nose like his.
Every human tell lies. I'm sure it's very long.

DAY 68:Never walk alone?

This is how 'live a fool' think. I'll change it  too "You'll sometimes walk alone"
*No harm Liverpool die-hard-fan.

Never walk alone?

No. No. No. That's truly not me. Absolutely! Why? Because I prefer to walk by myself rather than walk in a       

group. To me walking alone is rather fun than you in group walking together, going somewhere especially if the place that you are heading to is a stone throw from you.

"Oh Syeikha, don't you aware of that danger that you might face if you walk alone?"

"Are you insane? It isn't safe out there!"

" Syeikha...." 

Bla...Bla...bla...* a lots and lots of version of counseling I ever had.

My mum had once commented me not long ago. At that time she called me when I'm on my way back to my college from library at night, alone. And again free counseling from my beloved mum. Come on mum. The library was quite near to my college, don't be too anxious. It's nothing. I can protect myself well and as long as we believe there's Allah to protect us. There's nothing to be feared of. I'm a tough girl. LOL XD 

haha. 

Ha-ha. This is great.

You might think that I'm such an introvert. Being alone and all that but sorry all you thought need to be cleared off as I'm not that kind person. I'm extrovert. I tend to enjoy human interactions and to be enthusiastic, TALKATIVE, assertive and gregarious but sometimes I need my own space of being alone without anyone else disturbing me. Yeah! Sometimes I would go out in group, hang around with them. Laugh together, keep on eyes for cool and cute things together with them* especially clothes, like others I did all that with my friends. But sometimes I don't feel like to be together with anyone. I just want to be A.L.O.N.E. I do my shopping alone. Eat in my favorite restaurant alone. Studying alone #I do this always. :)

What else... walk alone, jog alone and etc. So, you must understand this. It's not that I want to keep a distance from it just that I want my special time with myself.*Am I romantic to myself. Haha.

I suggest you to try this out. It super cool to do things alone by yourselves. You don't have to set up time with anyone. You don't have to wait for anyone. It's all about you. You can 'date' yourselves without considering the other part of you felt okay with it or not. You take as much as time you need without worrying the other part of you, right? You can independently decide what time you wanted to go back. It's all yours and its super cool!*if it's for me, I prefer to go back early because I hate darkness. Haha. That's why sometimes I prefer to do my shopping alone, because if is it in a gang it is an always for them to go back at night. Well, youngsters... *I'm an old lady. For them, "Night is still young, babe!" That's truly not me. Of course not me. : 3

I enjoy my time walking alone like she does. And it's cool!

However, anything is on you. You're the one who'll decide what are you up to, right? Take a break, have thought, and got hits! XOXO

# I haven't done my assignment yet. Waarrrgh! Mid semester is a nightmare with this assignment....!

I'll absolutely not going to walk by myself at night next time. Haha!

DAY 64: Frenemy! :#

opps! opps!
Don't quickly jump into a conclusion right now. The headlines were absolutely not related to my life__ for this time.
So... Frenemy. What can you understand from this words.
Basically frenemy is word 'friend' and 'enemy' that was blended*I'm not sure whether this term was correct or not, which means one's who pretends to be a friend but actually an enemy. *ala-ala musuh dalam selimutlah tu. Before that I'm glad to mention here that this post wasn't actually 'word of the day' post, okay? :) but can be considered as if you wanted to. LOL

I regard you as my 'best friend'! and what that's means now after you  broke my trust!!!???

This is the first time that I'd run into this word 'frenemy', like seriously!. Thanks to my 'friendship' research just now that I can possibly add new vocab into my list. Haha. The term frenemy might not as familiar as it happen in our life-as far as I'm concern. I'm not used to the usage of this word but I really knew what kind of person was this so-called frnemy. The hidden enemy that we happily regard them as friend however it turn out that he/ she was a rascal. I don't really understand what type of person was these 'frenemy'. Why? Why on earth do you have to back-stab your friend after they honestly declare you as his/hers 'best-friend forever'. Is it a compulsory for you to betray them after the 'love of friendship' that they had present you? Did you? Again. I don't really understand what are the purpose of those betrayer in this world. The crash other's heart , the let down other's emotion, they quisle others trust, for what ? Self-priority? Selfish jerk! *emotional here..lalalala~

It's sweeter when it's true :D

Come on guys! just for the sake of yourself- how can you possibly make use of other's believe. The trust that they did put on you, ain't it priceless- so why you turn it into something worthless? Is it the trust they put on you were unable to make you feel appreciated? Ain't you people? So, what are the thing that can make you feel the absolute appreciation that make you have that fidelity in yourself? tell us now fellow people. Money? *will run out. what else..... cars? *will be damaged etc. all these were temporal. It seems unworthy for me, to be compared with the value of friendship that you forsake just for those temporal cozy that you get from your turnover. Think it deeply. You can develop your own richness with hardship but friend fortune *I mean real-friends were hard to be found. This is not an empty talk from, this is reality. Find it by yourself if you don't believe me or maybe try it out and see the outcome. Learn from your own life and imitate*a little of other's.

For those who'd ever had met those 'frenemy'. Forget them. Those people can't be regarded as true friends there are just fangs that cut wound onto your heart but never mind you can always find "the healer".:)
Friend aren't just friend, they're our confidantes. The one we put out trust on. Smile. Love your friend, appreciate them

If you truly love your friend, you won't be a back-stabber.

#I miss my buddy so much. My twin. Hope you happy there, dear ! HUGS and KISSES xoxo.

DAY 52: Marching|PUMA|Chill Sudah:P

Weheeee.. Yeah! We've already finish our marching competition after all the hardship we've gone through all this while#poyo je lebih. Kepenatan dan kelelahan berkawad sangat dapat dilepaskan hari ni.LOL. Rasa ringan gila lepas kawad, tenang je. *bajet kawad tu membebankan sangat. Hahah. But seriously kawad PUMA sangat tak menyeksakan like the one that I've during school dulu. Yang tu sangatlah membawa aku keambang kematian eh! Dahlah dengan boot berat dia. Pastu gila-gila serious punya kawad. Sangatlah ______*isi tempat kosong. :P
Kawad time school tu tahap melecetkan kaki dan sampai buat aku demam panas sebab terkejut. *Serious waktu mula-mula habis kawad sekolah dulu, aku fobia gila dengan kawad. Memang tahap dewa tak suka kawad. Dahlah bab-bab keseragaman ni aku memang fail teruk lah. Kesian gilalah siapa pun kalau kawad dengan aku, lagi-lagi part kena jalan tu. Memang orang kiri, aku punya otak translate pergi kanan. Against gila..Hahaha.
Guys!!!
Like seriously aku baru tahu hari ini yang kalau kit akawad tak boleh senyum.Wattta!! Gila. Senyum pun tak boleh memang hambarlah macam tu. Tapi yang pasti sepanjang kita orang kawad tadi memang all the time aku buat sengihan nak makan penumbuk tu. Manalah aku tahu yang kawad tak boleh senyum. No one had ever told me that. Kalau kawad time sekolah dulu memang aku automatic tak nak senyum sebab boot yang kejadah berat tu lah.Tapi yang ni takat pakai kasut kulit aku tu je.. Apa yang nak tensionnya. And seriouslay kita oarang punya tukang latih takdelah nak demand -demand sampai denda orang. Chill sudah.....*tagline kawad group kita orang.:))) That's why semangat kawad tu muncullah juga. Sebab kebaikan choreographer kita orang and commander tak mendenda-denda segala. Thank God diorang bukan jenis kepala nak marah-marah tu sebab kalau diorang macam tu jangan haraplah aku nak bagi kerjasama because I really hate orang yang nak hangin-hangin time tegur orang. Chill sudah...*again(-00-)

Seriously,korang-korang you're fantastic :) lunatic.*over..
Aku suka kawad tadi.Hahaha.
Tapi yang buat aku nak lompat-lompat smack down sorang-sorang sebab group kitaorang tak tau nombor lagi. Out of ten group, 4 group punya result dirahsiakan sampai satu masa yang ditetapkan nanti baru dia orang akan umumkan. Whatte..!!!? Saja nak buat orang curious kan? Benda rahsia-rahsia ni buat aku nak ulang cakap Whatthe!Whathe banyak kali je sebab daripada empat group yang 'bertuah' tu, dua akan champion and runner up..lagi dua pulak jadi the loser and loser-loser gila. Whatthe?!!Heart-wrenching gila kalau we're one of the loser kan? but pray to God we aren't. Amin:)

Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Let me know
Girl I'm gonna show you how to do it
And we start real slow
You just put your lips together
And you come real close
Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Here we go 
FULL LYRICS-Whistle Florida
#I heart this song :D

Me and dear Margaret. That's our costume.
Sangat 'FORMAL"!haha

#Terlupa nak amik gambar full group.Tunggu Mr.AlHafiz upload nantilah :)))

I HEART GROUP 4 :

Sincerely,

Kak Along. aka Ceti Haram Group


updated!

Yeha! The start.Awat terabok

Third person from the front. It's me.Yang cute

Comander.. Selamat pagi tuan.LOL*it's evening piee:P

Barisan nurse dan waiter dalam proses pelantikan. They said us like that -,-"
Punyalah formal kita oran boleh pulak digelar sebegitu.

GROUP 4. the controversial group.LOL 

Kami enjoy, Kami rilex, Chill sudah.......:PP

*Kumpulan kami adalah kumpulan kontoversi kerana persembahan S2D yang HOTT. Aaiii..lupa nak update pasal S2D hari tu. *Sigh.

DAY 50: Misi tak nak balik bilik

srutttt...srutttt....#kesat kesat hingus.lol

weheee..sempat hari ini aku buat klip video romantik abad ini.kuii..kuii. meredah hujan yang tetiba je nak mencuah-curah gila itik, time nak balik bilik. Tak pasal-pasal kami terpaksa membuat aksi-aksi sweet jalan meredah hujan dengan payung pink aku yang comel macam tuan dia.lol #eh tertinggal pulak.Aku buat aksi-aksi sweet dengan Maryanne Minn eh. Bersih-bersihkan balik minda penuh fitnah anda itu :P

Hahaha.

_Iklan_

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Tehee~

Yes! Saya berjaya melaksanakan misi balik bilik lambat untuk mengelakkan diri ini tertidur lagi time tengah hari yang aura mata nak terkatup tu tengah membara-bara. Huahahaha. Pukul lapan malam lebih baru kaki ni menjejakkan tapaknya kat lantai bilik aku yang bersih berkilat ni#hiperbola. Bagus juga misi aku kali ini memang sangat berjaya sebab berjayalah juga buat aku istiqamah belajar sikit. Mana tak nya, boleh jadi kat library nak tidur mestilah aura study tu membara-bara, kalau aku balik bilik agaknya siang tadi memang baik punya landinglah kat katil aku. Katil berdadah. Asyik buat orang nak tidur je. Siapa je especially si Minn and Tiah  datang bilik aku memang automatically bukkk.. baring terus, tak sempat nak intro-intro ah. Sampai sometimes buat aku terkejut beruk je.Mana taknya pusing belakang je tetiba ada benda terbaring atas katil aku. Macam cipps.. je. Selalulah aku dapat sakit jantung short term. *apasal aku dah melalut lebih pasal katil  ni -,-"

Jom.Jom. Sambung balik cerita pasal  misi aku tadi. 

Hari ni memang akulah insan yang paling rajin*sangat-sangat. Disebabkan misi aku yang dianggap je lah berjaya ini, dapatlah aku me'master'kan diri dengan differentation yang sebelum ni macam siput sedut je punya reaction setiap kali nak menjawab soalan dia. Lepas ni nak masterkan application dia pulak. Lagi satu haru punya benda jadah apa tah. Maybe esok punya misi pulak? Tapi silap sikit perancangan misi aku hari nni sebab aku bawak buku Maths semata je. Bila mata aku dah berpinar-pinar tengok maths tadi aku dah tak tau nak replace dengan apa sebab memang buku maths je yang aku angkut tadi. So, untuk next mission mesti a tleast bawak two subjects punya books. So bila dah nak keluar muntah hijau tengok subject A, aku bolehlah beralih arah pulak kat subject B. Tak ada lah aku termenung kelip-kelip mata tengok orang lain study macam tadi.Kuii..Kuiii...

 8 a.m:Class -> 12.30p.m:Library -> 2.00p.m:Lab Chemistry -> 5.00p.m:Kawad ->8.??p.m Bilik 'saya'

Nak tak nak kena nazi sikit jadual study say minggu ni coz next week mid sem and I haven't study all the chapter yet. So... terimalah jadual kejam ini. Kejap lagi sambung study  balik. *Double jerk :3

#Nasib baik aku dapat balik lab coat kechentaan aku tu. Terima kasih abg makmal bukakan makmal untuk saya :)

Good news : Our PCR lab punya result semua negative, ada lah point nak mengarut kat discussion.(-oo-)*

'Chamak Challo'

Inspired by N.A.S.H 3rd batch asasi.Kui...Kui.

Peminat kipas susah mati ni .LOL

DAY 46:Aku ni garang ke?

Aku ni garang ke?
Seriously, I'm asking you. Am I?
Garang ke Syeikha Zulaikha ni.
Sampai nak ditakuti sangat. Tak faham betul. This Syeikha yang Happy Go Go Lucky can be classified as orang yang garang. Why?
Nak kata pernah marah orang. Memang pernah pun but with reason lah..Tapi itu pun jaranglah sangat ye Encik-encik, Puan-puan sekalian.Sangat susah untuk lihat saya marah*marah tahap gaban. Because seriously, kalau marah sekali pun I'll kept it secure dalam hati je. Only me have the privilege to know. Seal nya mempunyai probability yang sangat rendah untuk didedahkan kepada umum. That's it. Jadi saya jarang nak marah orang until certain limit dia.

Second thing, adakah ada mengatakan saya garang because anda pernah lihat muka membunuh saya. No. I mean my serious face : |
Adakah? Kalau sebab tu, ianya sangat tak wajar because dah muka aku macam tu. Nak buat macam mana?LOL lah korag ni. Serious situation mestilah tunjuk aura garang sikit bau umpphhh! Orang tak boleh buat main. Habis takkan aku nak sengih-sengih macam kerang busuk pulak. Pastu keluarlah statement yang si Syeikha ni gila *haru lagi.

Peeps,
Aku rasa aku ni tegas je tak garanglah. Some situation we need to be 'tegas' by all means. Sebab kalau tak tak jalanlah. Bila bagi arahan. I'll be tegas sikit but that doesn't mean aku ni garang tahap gigabyte..Sampai korang nak mencicit-cicit lari daripada aku.Kui..Kui...
Oh!baru perasan I'll be garang sikit to budak-budak lelaki yang I classified kan mereka-mereka yang kuat 'menganjing'. Why? Sebab kalau I buat perangai  yang ______________*isi tempat kosong. Diorang akan anggap aku ni boleh dibuat main-main. Boleh menganjing tahap nak kena bunuh. Boleh buat lawak bodoh kat aku yang paling bodoh dalam semesta. I really hate that type of guy.So..........menjadi garang adalah solutionnya. Maksud kat sini bukannya because aku garang nanti diaorang takut dengan aku.Bukan!It means that diorang akan hormat aku. Hormat. That's the choleric me to be respected by others.Faham :)

Listen!Listen!Listen!
Syeikha ni tak garang tau, tegas je :P

DAY 40:Wrong deal|I'm truly upset:(

Janji tinggal janji ye bang.? Punyalah semangat awak berjanji lepas tu dengan bahagianya cancel off dahlah on time dengan timingnya. That's sooooooooo awful. Geram tau. At least if you wanna cancel off something call lah cakap awal-awal so that senanglah I nak cari back up plan yang boleh cover. Ni tak dahlah bagi tahu last minute gila sampai nak cari vehicle pun susah, dah petang gila kot. Aku call banyak kali tak berangkat. Orang menunggu awak kot. Pukul berapa baru nak call balik cakap 'Syeikha, tak jadilah...blaa...blaa....'. Seriously, I'm mad. Marah gila sampai tahap malaslah nak bercakap dengan kau. Kau tahu aku perempuan and so leceh nak keluar-keluar lagi-lagi dah nak timing macam ni. At least do tell me earlier, tahulah aku nak buat apa..Tak adalah aku nak rasa berapi macam sekarang ni. Rasa nak basuh-basuh je kau. Aku marah tahap gaban ni tau. Kalaulah kau bagi tahu awal tadi tahulah aku nak cari teksi ke apa. Dapatlah aku keluar, at least terang lah juga hari. Dahlah timing bank nak tutup dah nak dekat. Bank tutup 5p.m, kau cancel 2.30p.m macam tu. Kalau nak call teksi,kena tunggu pak cik sampai satu hal. Lepas tu nak pergi Kuching pulak macam kejap sangatlah kan tak tahu dia punya traffic lagi. Proses menunggu je rasa dah lama, and do you expect yang because bank closed at 5 so, sempat je. Lawaklah macam tu kan. Then, tak fikir pulak dengan orang ramai kat bank eh. Kau memanglah. Tu yang aku malas nak berjanji-janjian dengan orang ni. Aku cancel off aku punya janji temu sebab nak keluar sekali dengan kau. Dealing yang membuang masa aku je. Baik awal-awal aku suruh ayah aku je senang,tak payah nak sibuk menunggu :P

Eiiiii,Bencilah!

Lepas ni malas nak dealing dengan anyone. Live on my own is better kot?

#Kesian ayah. I know you have to rush sebab permintaan last minute I.So sorry. :(

I should've dealt with you earlier.

DAY 38: Already 19 leh.

9 Januari 1994 :) Credit

Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me.
Yeay!I'm becoming older and I love it!*cliche.
But really can't wait to grow older because I can't wait for the future. Sentiasa ke hadapan. Jyeah!
My mum called me and ask so "apa azam baru?"
I was like. He. he. he. rahsialah mana boleh bagitau.hah
5 tahun lagi!(Minn je yang faham.haha)
Kalau fikir-fikir balik kan, apa sebenarnya yang aku nak untuk umur baru ni.
Berjaya? *common.
Success? *tua kutuk!tu translate je lah.
Haha.
So what I really want for this birthday?
New dress! *checked!postage je tak on time.
apa lagi hah?!
I really tak tahu nak apa. Yang tahu aku dah bertambah tua setahun lagi dan setahun lagi mendekati kematian*tazkirah selingan.
Tetiba rasa macam nak mem'perfect'kan something. Nak betulkan things yang tak cukup bagus lagi. Repair repair attitude*criik.criik., repair my study plan yang agak blurr semester ni. Nak repair keputusan MUET biar perfect!*dipertimbangkan. Apa lagi eh.? Repair relationship dengan orang yang dikasihi.*double jerk.LOLXD
What else huh? urmm...urmmmm....urmmmm...
*5 tahun kemudian~~
urmmm..urmmmm...
haha. Aku tak tahu apa lagi yang aku nak buat dengan umur 19 tahun ni, yang pasti nak habiskan foundation yang cool ni cepat-cepat, nak sambung medic juga *tak kira!nak jugak! nak kahwin   *hacked. Aieeeeee...
Macam mengarut pun ada juga perancangan aku ni, tapi peduli apa proses merancang bukan sekali je dalam hidup we still have a lot of time before we die, right? So, who cares kalau mengarut sikit-sikit sekarang ni. I can still edit it later on. Dahlah malas aku nak fikir pasal planning masa depan ni planning esok ni. Tutorial maths tak siap lagi kot.
Eh.eh. lupa pulak.Really really appreciate birthday song daripada classmate,classmate ku yang terchenta!Haha. Thanks so much korang*walaupun aku tahu you all tak baca eh,blog aku.Kahkah.Yes boleh mengumpat!Astagfirullahalazim...  Haha. Walaupun pitching dan vokal yang lari sedikit#lorat lebih. tapi buat aku touching 5 saat tau.LOL. Ah, malu I *gaya gedik. Sebelum aku mengarut lebih baik aku berhenti. Anyway guys XOXO. Love you all.
Oh! not just my classmate je tau, to everyone yang menge'wish' birthday hamba, di tepi jalan, di tepi longkang, dalam tandas, tengah padang kawad, dalam facebook or anywhere. Arigato! Terima kasih dari aku yang dah tua ini :)))

#Nak balik. Nak tengok hadiah birthday daripada alang kerepot. :(( Post je lah.Kan senang.
Oh. Terima kasih ayah yang melahirkan akak, and ibu yang membesarkan akak #Ayah saya yang beranak kan saya.Dia yang cakap sendiri.hahaXD

Dedicated this song to myself, my parents, and people that have been helping me all this while.Love you so much. |Kiroro-Miraie|

Birthday cakes!Gambar pun jadi la yoo. Credit

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Gila tak gila. Baru nak tekan publish kot! Tetiba lampu tertutup *lah sangat.
Happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!Happy birthday to you!!!!
Omaigod.Omaigod.*Fainted
Awww....sweet sungguh plus berperancangan sekali ye tuan-tuan sekalian. I really don't expect anything. Haha.Speechless *diragui sedikit.
Thanks Minn^^, Fatin dan isterinya Yumiho Enilazzi a.k.a hamster tak dilupakan tukang memborong kek*bersinar-sinar Lionel Victor a.k.a Director Ban.Haha. I'm totally surprised!Bau nak sedihsedih tak ada kek untuk hari tua aku ni. Pastu startlah post pasal rancangan masa depan segala padahal dalam otak fikir "Cake.cake.cake.I want acke.Sobs..sobs..." ....tetiba "Ting!" , pari-pari Maryn*nama gelaran baru untuk Minn yang diberi ibu aku bersama-sama pari-pari Fatin dan Pari-pari hamster *pelik je nama pari-pari ni, datang berterbangan bawa cake yang Pink!!! untuk aku...Awwwwww...Director Ban memang kenalah pilihan warna tu untuk aku*mata kelip-kelip. Terima kasih korang-korang yang tercinta.Muah.Muah.Nah kiss daripada 'nenek tua' korang :P
Waaaa.....Uuuuuuuu.....Fuyooooooo... #mood amazed masih bersinar-sinar lagi!
Oh.oh. yang lawaknya boleh si Maryn(Minn) ni menyesal * betulkah term ni Maryn? sebab terlupa nak letak tagline Mr.Alif  "Bila lagi?" on my cake. Siap salah menyalah lagi dengan si Hamster.haha lawak betul-betul memberi kesan ya tagline tu dalam hidup aku yang ke-19 tahun ini.LOL.
Again.Thanks guys :) *XOXO

Full of surprise Birthday cake !!!! Psstt...pssst..tambah "bila lagi?" bawah nama syeikha tu.XD

Peeps!
Anda pula "Bila lagi?" XD

Senyum:) Senyum:)
Akhirnya. Publish.
11.55 p.m, exact birthday. Menghabiskan sisa-sisa eighteen.LOL

DAY 36:experiment + kemaksiatan = check out lambat

Hiargh!!!Ehek!Ehek!Uhuk!Uhuk.
*proses melegakan urat-urat belakang yang sangat lah tegang yang teramat.

Penat gila. Tahap super saiya pun tak boleh nak menandingi  kepenatan yang aku rasa#hiperbola. Seriously, lab chemistry hari ini paling penat la wa cakap lu. Repeating the same process on and on. Kandungan chemical inhaled maybe kurang tapi oleh kerana rate of repeating yang teramatlah banyak membuatan kepala ambo #walaupun tukang tekan stopwatch and pipette solution je , berputar-putar tiga ratus enam puluh darjah ke utara. Oleh kerana keaktifan kami, Hana and Syakirah #lah sangat experiment pertama berjaya disiapkan dengan jaya dan jayanya lagi. Tetapi kemalangan buat kami kerana tidak mengaktifkan sel-sel otak menyebabkan kami tidak dapat menjawab soalan terjahan tahap dewa terkejut daripada Mr. Al Hafiz. terkebil-kebil *tipu menjawab soalan yang ditanya, padahal chemical equation je kot! =,='
Chemical equation pun, entah korang boleh jawab ke tak? Entah-entah Google je kan *terkantoi dalam cubaan nak meng'google' equation dengan  Mr Al Hafiz.
"Simpan telefon awak. Dalam makmal mana boleh main telefon"

"Alah. Saya nak google chemical equation je sir!",Syeikha kalau tak menjawab bukan Syeikhalah namanya kan. LOL

Disebabkan cubaan nak mengoogle chemical equation yang pelik pelik tahap chicken tu gagal dan aku malas nak memerah neuron aku lagi. Berserah je lah. Dipotongnya markah hamba. Layan je lah. Penat je buat experiment lelaju last -last dapat nombor giliran second last because of that question.!Hangin lubang hidung aku...:((

Second experiment pulak, asyik melayan budak-budak ini gelak-gelak buat lawak 'stress' Gary and Jessica. Punyalah syok gelak-gelak tahap ________*isi tempat kosong. Den tertekan reset button kat stopwatch. Ah sudah. penat kot dah lah kena setting temperature betul-betul, nak set up chemical lagi. Buat haru je lah.
-,-*
Dahlah pelik-pelik je result. Aigoo.  Kesan kemaksiatan yang dilakukan kami. Kamilah group yang terakhir keluar.Sekian.*Penat nak type lagi.


#2HCl + Na2S2O3 --> 2NaCl + SO2 + S + H2O  (jadah equation ni ynag aku tak dapat jawab tadi.)

DAY 33:The most 'gay' PBL.LOLXD

Tell you what. Our PBL session today was the best PBL ever.haha
Enjoy our discussion today. Lots of laugh especially when we Aqmal ask us whether the man inside the trigger was gay or not. #LOL. Sumpah kelakar.
How come we all debating whether he's gay or not? It's funny...haha
Today we're all very very very open-minded.
"Receptive anal intercourse" clearly showed he's gay.
Sampai lecturer pun gelak we're fighting against each other facts.
but even though discussion kita orang agak-agak tak masuk akal sikit, I mean bila kita orang start mumbling pasal sexual life of that particular man, it's an interesting discussion because we're really into it. * sangat menjiwai eh.haha.
Madam nampak macam berpuas hati dengan discussion kita orang. Cepat and efficient. Maybe most of us really understand about HIV and AIDS mechanism that most of us dengan bahagia dan bergelak tawanya discussing about the disease. How is happen, what's the symptoms. Did that "gay man" was infected by HIV. *GAY ditekankan disini.
Since when? and a lots and lots of question that showed most of us really understand about it. * so I'm relieved... and till now 'feel' PBL tu masih membuak-buak.
Memang sangat merangsangkan eh Ryan? *bajet Ryan baca blog aku jee.LOL
Paling tak boleh blaaa, is Howard punya lawak spontan. Sangatlah indescribable.  Buat sakit perut je Howard ni. But seronok kot. Memang tak rasa aura tension tu sikit pun hari ini. Rasa happy and sangat bersemangat because of lawak-lawak antarabangsa yang dicipta oleh budak-budak PBL aku ni.:))
Sweetlah today's PBL. Sangat sweet sayangnya tak ambil gambar tadi. Kalau tak boleh upload kat sini :(

Facts kita orang tadi.*terlupa pulak nak tambah fact on gay tu:((

Ahli-ahli bersekutu PBL aku.Sayangs-sayangs sekalian<3
*last sem PBL
Credit

To my beloved ahli-ahli bersekutu,
Adina, Nadiah,Azim,Aezza, Howard, Aqmal, Ryan GemokXD, Myra, Adhira,Farah, Miza and Qama
Sayang korang ketat-ketat.haha
Jom terus melakar kejayaan dalam PBL *dengan poyonya.
Seriously tak sabar untuk next PBL. Thanks for everything
Lots of Love,
Syeikha CUN.
XOXO


P/S: Mid-sem 3 weeks lagi tau.Pesanan khidmat masyarakat.

DAY 19:Please just understand.

Problem? Always there.
One problem yang till now stay with me::
Tak tahu macam mana nak berterus-terang bout what what I feel. Sometimes can you almost crazy tau. Yelah. Bayangkan eh, for example that particular time you amat amatlah tak berpuas hati kat someone tu but somehow you don't know how to express it.Nak try secara brutal punya expression takut berlaku peperangan dunia kelapan, nak tell them nicely takut mereka mereka itu memperkotak-katikkan kita. In the end you stay in the middle. Terapung- apung.#kepak-kepak





So, that's what happening to me. Paling senang cerita lately nih. Kinda tak berpuas hati dengan someone yang truly tidak mengamalkan sikap kerjasama seperti yang diwar warkan oleh Wonderpet. I always hope that us can work together mengalahkan aur dengan tebing lah. Demi menjaga keamanan setempat kami bersama, but somehow what i got is far far far away from what am I expecting. Sedih sangat :((
tapi tak tahu macam mana nak expresskan kat dia. Karang face to face takut I hurt feeling dia. Nak tahan je macam tak adil pula dunia ni kan. Keadilan itu perlu ye..Yang berat sama dipikul, yang ringan sama dijinjing* cewah!boleh lawan karam singh walia tak??!_double-jerk :D

Oleh kerana,pihak saya sangat kurang bijaksana dalam hal ehwal meluahkan perasaan, jadi diharapkan pihak tuan dan puan untuk faham-faham sendiri. Sebelum hati saya ini meletup disebabkan bebanan menyimpan perasaaan terlalu banyak pihak saya memohon agar pihak tuan dan puan memberikan kerjasama yang sewajarnya. Kerjasama pihak tuan  dan puan didahului dengan ucapan terima kasih.

#Dunia belum kiamat, selagi itu kita masih boleh bertaubat:DDD

DAY 16:Set up the goals of yours|Achieve it!

"Alaaa.mentang-mentanglah dah nak new year startlah posting things like goals goals segala.Sepak bola masuk gol je lah"

Hey!Hey!
Guys this thing that I was posting today has nothing to do with the upcoming new year eh. Not.Not at all.
have the thought  of writing this because our beloved English coordinator was asking us.

"So till now, what have you all achieved your goal for this year?"

All of us like,"....."

then she said,"No one had achieved anything?

Suddenly there's a voices came out," We don't even know what we want Madam."

SET!
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"Seriously?!then how did you know that you have achieved anything.?"

"It's just come, Madam!"Ryan reply her.

"It's all miracle,Madam.Miracle!" me added up.

So that's the event that had brought me to this "Goals" thingy.

Our Madam had achieved most of her goals except for two ;
 reducing her weight and travelling overseas.
but that's not the matter that I want to bring up now.
It's the thing that she did have her goals and enthusiastically try to achieve her goals.

PLAN.
Credit:melvinchong.com

I was impressed by the spirit that she had brought out. So impressive!

because of I was sooo   terpengaruh with her.
I've realize the importance of having a goals and achieving it
tak jadi juga if you just set your goal but put no effort to achieve it it.Kan?
like my last goal
Konon-kononnya nak 4flat but my effort was like,
 "tiiiiiittttt........tiitt.....tiiiiiitttttt...ttiiiii.....titititititiitittit"
"Maaf pesakit tak dapat diselamatkan".

ACHIEVE!
Credit:theonequestion.com

 Nazak sangatlah effort yang saya tampilkan ye tuan dan puan sekalian.
Guys,
Make sure you really really understand what your goals is.
and after knowing what it's all about then plan ; what you should do, when should you start, how can you achieve it and etc.
By doing this you'll have a clear view of what you gonna do to achieve your goals.
Next is,long lasting enthusiasm.
Why did I add long lasting there?
Pernah tak dengar peribahasa "hangat hangat tahi ayam"
that's it!
the problem when you just have your enthusiasm waktu awal awal je, as time goes on you pun lemah longlai tak berdaya lagi.Got it.
Long lasting enthusiasm, hold into it.Okay!:)))

So peeps, anything our goals is just work it out and achieve it. God Bless!:D



#just now I ada public speaking and I believe that I'd it well XD
Wedding thing.Takdelah sebencana like what I thought, okay je!

DAY 11:Be Quiet|No harm.No spam.Just truth.

"The concept of this bzzbzbzzbbzbzbzzzzzbhbhhashahahah....",

"It was actually...bzbzbzbhahahabmwnwhlolhahahabzzz.Got it class??"

"Yes!!!" in clear and harmonious voices

"Okay.What you really have to know is bzzzzbzbzbzzbzbzzbbzzhahamiowmbek....."

"Class,attention please..!"

The "bzzzbzbbzbzzbbzbzbzbzzbhahabzbhabhaabh" sound stop abruptly, and the lecturer continue back his lecture..

"This thing is all about.... bzzzzzzzbzbzbzzbbzbzbz..."

and the class goes on with that particular "bzbzbzbzhabzhzbahbzha" sound echoing till the end of our lecture with a few sudden stop- with the admonition of our lecturer today.

# illustration purpose only. Credit:lukeyishandsome.com

Peeps,
the class was totally full shit when there's the existence of this echoing "bzbzbzbbzzzbzzbzbz" sound at almost all the time. The lecturer- fully spirited presenting his lecture but somehow the presence of few "bzbzbzzbzbabzabzabb" so called producer, kept on making noises that obviously distracting others that really really, I repeat again wanna focus to the lecturer.

A few times sharp glance and "please be quiet" body language seems to have NO effect at all. I really don't know if all of them got sort of repellent on their body that preventing them from realizing our's distracted body language. #sigh :((

If body language cause no effect maybe wall would do.Credit:sideshowbytheseashore.com

Fellas.
I really don't how to say this more properly or well-mannered that may pleasure you guys.
It just that..I really need the cooperation of you guys to understand us that really really wanna focus to the lecture. We aren't as smart as you that can score without even hear to the lecture so please understand us.
I,she,he,them,us really DON'T MIND if you're extremely not interested to the lecture or what but please shut our mouth off. Do something else that clearly won't disturb us, 'the want-to-learn people'. Play with your smartphones,your tab or what so ever it is with one condition, NO NOISE.I believe that will totally pleased the lecturer even more.Please...be quiet? :))

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........ Credit:sacredsandwich.com

#No harm.Not spam.the truth:)

DAY 7: Saya rindu awak:D

BISMILLAHIRAHMINIRRAHIM...

pernah tak merindu seseorang?
teringatkan si dia..
mengenang saat bersama...
Pernah tak?

By now I miss her so much.
Rindu sangat and everything that we did go through together is playing macam kaset rosak tau.
berulang-ulang
how we first met.
becoming friend. what I remember both of us takde pun official date untuk meng-declarekan us sebagai sahabat.
but who cares?
as long as I know I terribly love her as my most precious friend entire life.
Then... Its okay for me ..Nothing matters.Right?
Fatin Syahindah Daud. Aku sayang kau.Truly :)))






Fatin,
If you ever read this..
Fatin ingat tak? when we both want to go separate ways. You pergi MOZAC and me SBPI Selandar.
You did write letters to me right..
Letter plus book.. Nasihat Lukman Al-Haqim. Ingat tak??
Honestly, Syeikha really tak ingat mane Syeikha letak surat tu for the last time.(maybe hilang dalam simpanan.adik kisai my private box.) Sorry sayang :(

but that's not the issue here..
yang paling penting I still remember what you write to me.

in that letter
You told me yang both of us tak pernah gaduh sepanjang friendship kita kan.?
Fatin cakap maybe kite tak gaduh but somehow you believe that someday there'll be sort of ujian untuk test our relationship kan?kan?

Now,
9 Disember 2012
I think I finally figure out ape ujian tu...
Perpisahan kita berdua ..
You Jordan...Me still in Malaysia.
It was kinda hard sayang
and what was upsetting
I've just realise that I didn't hug you for the last time before you fly to Jordan.
Sedih :((

Fatin, anything happen between us just don't forget this
I LOVE YOU
and always care for you where ever you are..
Okay
Salam berkat dari Allah buatmu Sahabat:)))

This song for you.. Fatin ingat tak?lagu ni.. Bestfriend-kiroro
you're the one who gave me the video clips.