" Semakin tekad kaki ini melangkah semakin berat ujian dipikul. Kepayahan ini ada hikmahnya. Allah aku inginkannya benar-benar. Hanya padamu ku memohon. I'll fight this hardship. Bless."What I feel right now. Comes to the situation when we really really want that thing but the test that we face are getting harder and harder. Sometimes I ask why? Why ? Why it's happening. I have gave all that have. I have work as hard as I can. But it doesn't seem right in the end. Hard. The more I'm hoping, the higher the burden that I have to hold. Hold on. Up to certain situation, I feel it's useless, meaningless. All the hard work that I've put on seem worthless. I'm in despair. What are the thing that I left out. What are the thing that I forget to do? What is it? I'm totally lost! Sometimes, I see this world from different perspective.The unfair part. Where 'the worst' worker can lead but 'the striving ones' were left behind. Is this a test or is it a jinx?
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Doa kudus buat Tuhan sekalian alam. Penuh ikhlas dan pengertian. Kasih dan cinta tiada tandingan. Tabah dan sabar dengan dugaan. Selalu diingat, selalu dipuja. Rahmat dan redha terus dipohon. Ampun dan maaf atas hati yang kotor. Penyucian dan penyatuan jiwa hamba kepada Tuhannya.
#Aku lupa diri, tak sedar Allah mengasihi. Pasti ada sesuatu yang dijanji oleh Illahi. Sabar dan terus menanti.
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