Wednesday 16 June 2021

Smell like brand new

How can we get attached to smell? How can it trigger memories...

I was washing my hair and put on some hair mask when the smell get me reminded of my elder sister...

This is how she would smell like...

I don't think she is using the same hair mask as mine, but somehow the smell get me reminded of her in anyway.

The same goes with my mother, there is this shampoo that she always use... now that we live far away.. although not so far away... I bought the same shampoo and use it whenever I miss her... Everytime... I didn't use the same shampoo as her.. I just use the whenever I miss her. So after wash I can smell her presence.

Then it makes me remember when I was a young child, my parents aren't home and you know siblings when often fought for no reason especially when our parents aren't home. This is the time you elder brother or sister feeling superior to you. So one day we fought and I was crying badly and while waiting for my parents to be home I was hugging my dad used clothes to feel his presence. All I know it soothes me. Much.... But I didn't remember what happen next probably I just fall asleep and forget what happens by the time I woke up... You know we will sleep when we cried so much

There's shower gel from bath and body works that carries every memories of time in my life...but top bad I can't use them often due to my eczema

The cherry blossom makes me remind the time I'm in SBPI... because it smells the same as my favourite shower gel at that time... or it's actually the dupe for palmolive sensual aromatherapy... I can't believe that I actually googled for the shower gel I used to wear in secondary school...

and the lavender and vanilla aromatherapy smell like my johnson and johnson no tear baby shampoo... Again it makes me reminded of my childhood time when me and my little brother and sister would wash our hair together and shower together.... ahhh I miss it when we were still babies... How I wish we can return back to the time...

It's just about the shampoo and the shower gel but really these smell really evoke some memories in me...

I didn't talk about how the smell of garss after them being cut makes me feel refreshed and feel vibrant.

The smell of the new books makes me feel extavagant and smart...

The smell hot pastry from bakery.. The smell of croissant.. ahh it makes my stomach rumbles haha

I shouldn't share too much of my emotions online. Haha

Signing off. Bye



Bucket list

Bucket list

BUCKET LIST

CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

WORLDLY FESTIVALS AND EVENTS TO ATTEND
Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

JUST FOR FUN
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