I'm 22 years old!

It has been a long time that I haven't written anything new on this blog of mine. Don't if it was because I'm busy or I just don't feel like writing or because of the lousy internet connection that I have. There's so much change this few months or maybe I can say year as we just started our 2016 few days ago and more than that I just had my birthday yesterday. Yeah, I'm 22 years old now... I don't how to comment this. It doesn't feel anything I just know that fact that I have move on to new age, an old age. Haha and that's it. But to be sure I'm now older and mature?

Oh yeah, I've started my year 3 few months back, it started quite bad but I don't know in what way it will bring me forwards. I just hope the best for myself and my friend. After completed the traumatic O&G posting and lovely but hanging Medicine posting, now, currently, I'm was in Paediatric posting. Yes. Paediatric posting. Stillat early phase so I couldn't comment much on it. I just start my first week though. But, it gives me chills when I have to communicate with all those small, small kids. All this while, I though that I'm quite good with the child because usually I got positive and cheerful response from the but when I first start this posting, I was shocked. The first day, I made child cried. Yes. Me, I was dumbfounded. I don't eve do anything, not even touching them. I just smiled and they cried. Goddddddddd! Felt stressed out when I thought of it back. Grrr!!!.Why? My nephews loves me. Love their Ummi, and even before this the child I communicate with likes me. Was it because, I'm wearing a white coats or because I don't bring toys like my other posting mates? It gives me a freak because previous rotation said that, " You shouldn't make a child cry or else fail lah".*in Dr. Chai's voice. Haha, because I miss my medicine posting so much. So, back to the story. Then what it makes me, I made a child cried on my first day, my first and 7th attempt on that day. Argghhhh.... child are really hard to deal with. Real hard. I'm a little bit phobia right now. I even afraid to approach parents to do the history taking. Duhh. So, my first week just ends without any gain. Tomorrow, new week will be started. I MUST do the history taking, no matter how scared I'm... T.T

What else huh? I sure have lot to say but it cannot be retrieved right now. Oh! Did I tell you that I already move to Sibu and was allocated to confined room, with bad air circulation and without sunlight exposure, Total darkness. Seriously, but I'll have to adapt it for these 6 months onward. I should stop now, my roommates come back already. Haha.

End of traumatic O&G posting. This is Joyah with Dr. Soe

We had flood on our last day of Medicine posting exam. So, this special picture of Dr. Lai rolling his pants up.
I miss Medicine posting and still upset not able to snap pic with my mentor Dr. Myint Aung because of the flood.