Saturday 5 January 2013

DAY 34:Janganlah kahwin.

It's hard to accept the truth that someone that use to be with us all this while will leave us soon.
Will start their new life soon with the one they love.
Sad:(
My brother call me and mengarut-mengarut pasal plan dia nak buat tuisyen and so on and so forth. 
Tetiba je.
"Abang, plan nak kahwin bulan June ni.."
and I was like what ?... Kahwin?
Apasal cepat nau? Tunggu-tunggulah dulu.:(
and he said
"Abang dah 25 lah kak..."
Speechless. Sedih gila.

Eh?apasal nak sedih pulak, benda baik kan.
No. I was just sedih sangat bila fikir nanti once dia dah kahwin mesti tak nak geng lagi dengan me. Ye laa, orang dah kahwin pula nak melayan budak-budak lagi. Mesti nanti nak matang-matang sebab dah jadi suami orang. Nanti mesti alang tak boleh call-call menggedik dengan dia lagi kan. Sedihnya.
Alang asal nak kahwin awal sangat. Tunggulah 30 tahun ke? Tak pun tunggu akak kahwin nanti, kita buatlah majlis sama-sama baru best. 
Yes , I know bagus you kahwin. Lagipun dah lama sangat couple, tak silap 8 tahun kan or maybe lebih. Tapi...
I feel like I'm gonna lost you. Feel like you gonna leave me. 
Boleh tak nak rasa macam ni. Rasa macam someone wanna take you from me. 
Mana boleh ambil my beloved brother.:((
Sedihlah alang. Honestly kot. Tadi akak nangis dengar balang nak kahwin dah. 
Tapikan nak buat macam mana I know you're deeply in love dengan kak Fara.*macam geli je ayat ni.
Kahwinlah but promise me one thing.
Don't change. Just be like this forever. Suka membebel kat me. Arah tu, arah ni. I hope you'll be like this forever. 
Jadi pendengar setia when I mumble. Be the first person yang I boleh minta tolong bila ada masalah.
and I want you to call me bila nak minta tolong apa-apa, bila nak mengumpat apa-apa, anything.
That  way I won't feel like I'm gonna lose you brother. I really love you so much. You are the best brother I ever had walaupun you cakap lepas je apa yang you rasa. But that's the special thing about you. 
Malunya cakap macam ni. But this is the truth tau alang,jangan nak mengejek sudah :P
Hahaha.
Nanti datang Sarawak, I'm going to spend all your money. Tak kira. 
Wait!Wait! Ke alang nak kahwin sebab tak bagi akak habiskan duit alang eh?
Ceh, kedekut punya abang sanggup nak kahwin sebab tak nak bagi akak cilok duit dia lupanya. 
Tak jadilah nak kawan dengan alang. Haha.
Apa-apa jelah. 
Selamat pengantin baru! :P

Ini abang saya. Nama dia Hayyu kerepot.
*Gambar raya tahun lepas kat rumah arwah tokki
#P/S: Berlagak!Bagilah akak buat hantaran untuk alang:)))

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CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

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Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

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