the things that I've just realize it just now. The special thing about me is that I'd analyze written words better than analyzing number. That's it.!
Suddenly, I remember the times when I'm still in school. I can write a very very long essay in short time but take such along time to solve mathematical question that only need a few step to solve it. Huh?! I don't I should be proud of this or feel down because of this. Till now I still wonder why on earth it is hard for me to deal with these number thingy. Why? I've to make a lot of effort if I want to score Maths in exam. Sometimes, I do jealous with some of my friends. They are so so advance in Maths. It's not because they are advance then I'm jealous of them but it's because they are so damn crazy that they can score 100% easily. I can still remember( * I thought so). during I'm in form three if I'm not mistaken. There's a guy that left his calculator during our Maths exam but he just go on with the exam without bother himself to find any calculator. The exam just go on like usual for him but somehow when the results were out, it turns out that, he got 100% for his test. Crap!*for me. I'm the one with super modern calculator can even beat him. The worst part is, I was left behind him far apart. A big difference in our marks. That's so annoying isn't it? At least for me. I don't know if any of you do feel the same with me or not. :(
So, because the 'loser' part of me in Maths makes me to be one of 'the haters'. Honestly speaking, my body will sometimes lost it's inner energy when I have Maths class and especially TEST. The shivering part was double triple awful. It takes few minutes before it can settle down. It's terrible. Some of the people in my life do remind me. "Maths was so freaking easy", "Maths was so enjoyable", "Maths just need an exercise' and etc. But seriously and truthfully I said that, "Maths was so hard.Really really hard.For me!". Yeah! You did say about the exercise things and so on but believe me, even with a lot lot of exercise I can't be that advance because of some ruthless small mistakes that I make. That's me. Always and always making small mistakes that cause big effect to my answer every time I do Maths. Arghhhh!!! My carelessness. That's the problem. It's a 'always' for me. *cries*
Oh Maths why can't you be easy towards me #pleading.Please.....
Seriously, I don't know why we need those complicated Maths. I hope this semester is the last time I see you Maths *the complicated ones'. :P
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