Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Thursday, 28 February 2013

DAY 88: Ranting di pertengahan jalan.

It's just a depiction for the obstacle. That we may face in our life. The trials that sometimes may undermine the spirit that once, shine brightly. It is a must. A must for these obstacle to be in our life, because not,life gonna be dull. Yes, dull because there's no hardship.

Why am I saying that life without obstacles a.k.a hardship would be so and so dull.
It's because there'll be no challenges. If the world evolves, or your life turns out to be exactly as what you're planning. I'm sure no one would work with such emphasize, like we used to see now as everything can be achieved without any hardship or any obstacles that usually will disrupt your planning of having what you want. But, if there's an obstacles that  we know the fact about, 'how an obstacles can affect our life", we'll surely, automatically be prepared for the chaos, the mischievous that we might face.

Macam ranting, dipertengahan jalan..The anology is like this. Kita telah disetkan dalam mind kita*prepared with the expectation that sometimes there might be 'ranting' that obstruct our way. And what we were thought was to go out from car, or maybe dengan cara brutalnya  melanggar ranting tersebut and 'swooooooshh' memecut laju our Pagani Zonda. Dua cara. The proper and the brutal way.

The proper: Go out from the car.
Angkat ranting, pindahkan ke tepi jalan.. masuk kereta balik dan jalan. As simple as that*dalam analogy je lah.. But this proper way show us the way for us to face the obstacle. Iaitu dengan perancangan walaupun dalam analogy tak nampak macam perancangan yang gempak, but still it's actually a planning tau. Because it got step, it was well-organized,slow but a steady planning in managing obstacle.

The brutal. Hit the ranting and go away.
Yeah. It may seem fast, efficient, and cool way of managing the obstacle. But won't you think that your expansive and branded new Pagani Zonda might have a scratch, even a tiny scratch on it. * no good!no good, Pagani Zonda  dah lah mahal. The same thing applied in your life. Kalau you face the obstacles with an outrageous act* not really, you might ended up with a wound in your life. Don't manage the obstacles harshly, it might hurt you at the end of the day.

Dan cuba fikirkan yang menghalang kamu di tengah jalan bukan sekadar ranting, pokok besar misalnya takkan nak langgar juga kan? lagilah severe keadaannya nanti. So, it's better for us to came out with proper and good, even better  with effective planning, rather than a short, fast way of managing it but somehow in the end, you're the losers.
XOXO.

#Kalau nak perancangan hebat lagi beli chain saw letak dalam kereta. mana tahu ada pokok besar lagi jadi obstacle.haha

Saturday, 23 February 2013

DAY 83: How time flies, and how I grow up.

Moving on so quickly, never stop- time never wait for, never.
When I look onto the mirror, I can see the reflection of myself. My face, my appearance that change with time. Coincidentally,  I'm thinking... Who am I gonna be someday? Now, I'm 19 years, 1 month and 2 weeks old, and this is the current me. Yes, I still have that brown eyes and that thick eyebrow- all of it was just the same, accept for that blemish that haunt my teenage life- that's all. Nothing change, though.

 Back to my sudden question of my future life. Who am I going to be? What am I going to do? My career? My future family... all that make up the question about myself- future me. When I try to look around I can see my adult brother and sisters; who are they now. Their job. Their family *only angah and their family-to-be. All those change that evolved in their life. From an infant to child; child to teenager; teenager to an adult and soon becoming older and dies- the normal cycle of life. Each of us may have the current stage in our life. Me- still in teenage era. Still need help from my mum and dad. Still in 'searching mode' of what am I looking for in my life. Talking about mum and dad. Suddenly a question pop out from my mind.,
" How did they feel when they see us, growing up?"
Well, they have been taking care of us since us was born. Red and still zero about life. They give us love and care. From a small sized little fella, to fully grown up child. Like my sister and brother. Their stage can be said as almost full stage of human. How did my mum and dad seen them. Did you get what I'm trying to express here? They had seen everything about us, how we grow; how we failed and succeed in our life. Those mischievous year of us. Everything... and now I'm just wondering... How it would feel like to see your child grow with their own eyes. Not just that, they actually growing older with us-somehow at different age. LOL. But still I really wanna know what my mum and dad feels, when they see us grow? It must be a hard time to see son and daughter of your, that you have been taking all these while soon leaving you. I mean, not to stay in the same house of yours anymore. Not going anywhere with you-not as always as we used to be. It must be a hard time for them. Yeah, maybe we can't feel it right now, but somehow, someday there'll be a moment we'll be experiencing the same thing that feel when they have to let go us, to lead our life by ourselves-not relying fully on them anymore like we used to be. A sad moment though, at least to me.

Try to imagine this, you're now mum/ dad to your child. You have been taking care of everything from the first day they were born. You see all the 'first time' thing in their life with your own eyes. The first time they called you , ' mum or dad' , the first time they chuckle, the first time they walk upon you, the everything of their first time and you're the one that captured those moment of theirs in your memory. Then you see them grow, from a very small little baby to a child-quite big child. Then, see them in their teenager days. See they pimples that grows on their once flawless face. You send them to school. You share their happiness, when they got good grade in their test, and etc. And during hard times of their life you're the one that they first called. The first one that they rely on. In short, you share every moment in life with your child-together. But somehow, one day- you child will be an adult. And they'll have their own job, house, and family to be taken care of. They are now. doing every thing by themselves. Not like before, they don't called you, " Papa..papa..help me with this..." or " Mama..mama, I can't do this. Please teach me how." and etc. No more 'little child' call for you. And your once a little child now make their own money, living in their own house and even now can make their own decision plus make decision for their own child. They are an adult now- and I can feel a lost here. A lost, that my mum and dad was currently feel right now-maybe? I don't know how they face this.
And one day, I'll be growing up and have my own life. Have my own deciding time, and I wonder how would it be? I feel bad about what my mum and dad gonna feel when I'm not fully relying on them anymore. I don't want them to feel that lost, because I want to be with them forever and be their 'little child' like always. But the time still flies, and I'm getting older. :'(

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

DAY 79: Hot news! Legakan hati yang ketakutan.

Baru tadi berjumpa denga timbalan dekan dan sesuatu perkara yang mengejutkan* agaklah especially for those who want to futher their study to Medical Faculty.

There'll be no interviews for it!
sure?
Yes.Absolutely sure. because it's our timbalan dekan's words kot. 
"There'll be no interview!"

I'm so so glad to hear this from her. Sangat lega. Really lega. Senang cerita lega. Haha. I rasa lega bukan sebab I takut interview but I takut pada "pemilihan interview". It seems so scary at first tapi sekarang tak lah due to the fact that the interview was cancelled. Kan? Apo yang nak ditakutkan lagi jang? Tinggal our final and those carry marks thingy saja lah yang nak dirodok-rodok. Interview considered over! Haha. Tapikan...urmmmm cuba bayangkan ada prompt interview. Haaa. tak ke terkejut segala tulang-tulang urat-urat tua aku. Haha. Tapi tak mungkin kot. Rasanya tak lah.* Aku je yang alien selalu fikir bukan-bukan :D

Interview tak ada, yes- I lega. But rasa kesian pulak dengan kemahiran interview yang kita orang belajar time zaman muda-muda *bajet tua sangat . I mean time sekolah dulu, seniors* the alumni teach us how to face the interviews. We even ada percubaan inteview kot. Macam lawak pun ada. Yelah di'interview' oleh sang-sang senior. Takutlah juga. *kening kening. Takpelah maybe not for this time, next time who knows, kan? haa... time nak minta kerja nanti can be used. 

I met the lecturers, Mr.Chieng yang baik, Mr. Ikhwan cool. eh lecturer Maths belum lagi lah. Esok nantilah pergi. All of them pesan including our timbalan dekan, "study! study!" when I cakap I risau about the result thing.Takutlah ianya tak perfect enough dari sisi mata manusia lain. Kalau aku bedal okay je....kot? Haha. Daripada mulut mereka yang lebih tua dan berpengalaman dan mempunyai taraf pendidikan yang of course lebih tinggi daripada aku dapat conclude: Belajar je lah. Bolehnya jawab tak dapat banyak sikit at least you tak hantar clean exam sheets to lecturers back kan. So considered okay *dengan syarat jawapan tu masuk akal lah.. Jangan pulak korang lukis Troll Face kat situ. Kalau macam tu aku yang bukan lecturer ni pun rasa nak hampuk je. Penat membebel *lecturing dalam kelas takkan seekor pun tak masuk dalam kepala. Macam tu sia-sia lah datang kelas kan, darl semua. 

Kalau based to me,myself ada ja timing I malas nak dengar lecture. Ada je. Tak apa lah. We're humans kan, aku tahu semua rasa bosan boleh wujud bila-bila masa je walaupun kita tak nak. Tak apa lah. Tak dengar kuliah sangat pun tak apa, asal you revise the thing back by yourself.Pandai cari masa lah. Tapi kalau tak pandai cari masa, you have no other choice. Hear the lecture. Nak kuatkan lagi, study. I may not the "4 flat" scorer. But I know what are the way that can make my result look quite okay. You know what I mean, right? * jangan misinterpret sudah. 

Jangan risau kalau you tak score the best sebab menang tak selamanya menang, kalah tak selamanya kalah. Dan dalam dunia ni, nak mencapai cita-cita kita bukan dengan satu cara je. Banyak cara. We've 26 letters to label our plans. So, don't be frustrated. Okay :)
Tok sah lah nangis-nangis. :)
There must be a way. Just search for it. Dunia tak adalah kejam sangat sayang. There's no world of sorrow. It's you! The one that can make it a better place for you and for me... You- decide your choice by yourself. Gunakan otak yang Tuhan bagi. Dia bagi kita otak mesti bersebab. Why not us find the reason why and use 'the why' as our guidance.:)

Okay, I'm quite late for our comm skill lecture ni. XOXO

#jangan sedih-sedih tau. Allah itu ada, Dia terlalu dekat dengan kita. Mintalah bantuannya walau tanpa suara.  

Monday, 18 February 2013

DAY 78: Keep Faith and Reach the Peak.

"I can almost see itThat dream I am dreamingBut there's a voice inside my head saying"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm takingEvery move I make feelsLost with no directionMy faith is shaking
But I gotta keep tryingGotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb
The struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me downBut no, I'm not breaking
I may not know itBut these are the moments thatI'm gonna remember most, yeahJust gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strongJust keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be a uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSomebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waiting on the other sideIt's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbingKeep the faith, babyIt's all about, it's all about the climbKeep the faith, keep your faith, whoa" MILEY CYRUS - THE CLIMB LYRICS 



Yes. I can almost see. The dream I've dreaming all these while. The dream that be the reason for every step I'm taking. I'm moving on by holding on to this dream and keep fighting, I keep trying. Even though sometimes I felt like I can't but I gotta keep strong to reach it. They might try to let me down but believe me... I'm gonna keep strong, holding to the faith that I can. Yes. I can!


I'm moving on but life isn't how fast I get there and ain't about what's waiting on the other side. But it's the climb. The climb. How hard the climb is, no matter how long it would be, just keep faith and we'll be reaching the peak soon. Keep on moving no matter how hard it is. Yeah I gotta believe that sometimes I gonna have to lose because life isn't just about winning but it a combination of win and lose. However, never lose faith on what you're up to,just keep on trying!

I've been dreaming of being a doctor, but I don't want it stays as a dream forever. Struggles, fight, win and lose... I have to face all these up and down. 
It's okay if I'm lose at the middle of the track but I fight back and start it all over again with the faith that in the end, I'll hold it inside my hand. 
It's okay if I'm a bit late as long as at the end I fulfilled my dream.
Let go all those inferiority, bring all those extraordinary.
No matter what happen I can as long as I...
KEEP FAITH. 
I'll make sure in the end, I'll be looking like this. A DOCTOR.
I won't take this as a dream anymore but it's gonna be a reality.KEEP FAITH!



Saturday, 16 February 2013

DAY 76: I love you, Ibu and Ayah :)

Asalnya aku tak nak pun tulis post hari ni sebab rasa malas and I prefer to study. But tetiba I perasan yang why didn't I.Today is a specially day. It's my mum's birthday. 54th birthday! Kalau I can write a special post for my BFF why not my mum get the same thing.
But I don't really write this post  just to say 'Happy Birthday Ibu, I love you!" and done. No, not at all. It isn't all about the utterance of birthday with but it's more than that.

I call my mum this morning but I couldn't reach her. I told you, it's truly upsetting-really... But I tried it out at eleven something. Hah..Luckily, she answer my call.
" Assalamualaikum Ibu!!! Happy birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy birthday to youuuu!!!" with such beautiful melody*kinda.haha.
My mum laugh and said
" Ibu tak nak ni. Ibu nak keputusan anak ibu..."
My jaw dropped.Hek eleh ibu ni spoil mood je...

"Keputusan mid sem dah keluar belum...?"
"Hehe...."
Gelak je mampu. Try hard kot nak hide my result. But who can resist ibu's question. mesti kantoi jugak. Nak tak nak mesti punya.

 "Blaaa..blaaa..." I tell my result. Obviously tak nak bagi tahu kat sini lah kan. 
"Kakak, apa dah jadi ni.. Kenapa result kau macam tu. Kakak malas belajar eh? ke malas sembahyang ni takpun makan tak pandang...bla..blaaa.."
"Bu, macam mana nak makan kalau akak tak pandang. Akak pandanglah" Haha.Saja kenakan ibu.
...
Ibu terus sambung sesi ceramah seperti selalu dan seperti selalu kerja saya main-mainkan ibu.
Memang tak lengkap kalau tak mengusik ibu.Haha

Nasib baik tak drag lama-lama sebab time tu dalam kereta on the way ke Kuching kalau tak selalu makan setengah jam lebih pulun cakap. Main pas-pas ayah dengan ibu.

Tadi pun sempat jugak ayah tercinta nak menyelit.

"Apa...?" tetiba je keluar suara ayah.
"Mana ada akak nak cakap dengan ayah. Ibu tu.."
"Tak nak cakap dengan ayah sudah.. dah nanti tak yah cakap dengan ayah lagi" dengan nada tak puas hati manja-manja ayah.
"Eleh!sikit-sikit merajuk. Sikit-sikt merajuk. Malam nanti akak telefonlah ayah balik.Ni dalam kereta ni."
"Yeeee.."
"Dah yah eh.Bye. I love you.Hahah"

Dan tadi baru lepas habis night call dengan ayah dan ibu.
Seriously rasa nak menangis cakap dengan ayah sebab rindu gila. Lepas tu I'm sad sebab I tak dapat perfect score for my mid-sem padahal punyalah banyak kata-kata semangat ayah dan ibu bagi. Tapi ...
Tuan punya badan yang lemau sangat ni...
lagi satu before mid sem clearly aku banyak buat benda tak berfaedah. Clearly. Timing study is lesser than timing I online. Jujur.

Time calling-calling ayah tadi pun ayah cakap,
" Kau kerja asyik facebook, youtube je. Belajar takde balang*my brother kau cakap"
Pergh. Tertusuk ke lubang hidung tapi masih nak menjawab.
"Mana ada ... Balang tipu, pulak dia tahu akak surf apa..." 
"Asal dia online je, kau online.."
"Mana tahu, time akak kita orang memang selalu online timing sama."
Aku dah tergelak-gelak nada orang bersalah. Kantoi dengan ayah selalu online. Lepas tu mulalah ayah bagi tazkirah, orang laptop guna buat belajar bukan guna untuk online je kerja.

Memang habis-habisan kena motivasi dengan ayah. Yelah ayah, yelah nanti akak deactive lah facebook tu *ayat selamatkan diri.

Satu benda kalau aku cakap dengan ayah mesti ayah main-main kelentongkan aku dengan tujuan nak buat aku jeleslah dengan orang kat rumah. Tapi kelentongan yang tadi paling tak boleh blaa tahap abad ke dua pulh satu lah.

"Hari ni ibu kau masak nasi beriani LAPAN JENIS LAUK"
Haha.Lawak ayah. Lapan jenis lauk. Obvious gila ayah nak buat aku jeles kononnya.Malangnya tak jadi...
"Akak tak suka makan nasi beriani lah ayah..." Nada nak mengejek sebab ayah tak dapat nak kenakan aku.
"Alah akak jeles...." tak nak kalah ayah...
" Yelah..yelah.. Ayah makan lapan jenis lauk eh? Patutlah masuk hospital hari tu. Doktor cakap tak nak dengar"
Yes. Yes. Bom nuclear untuk ayah..Haha

"Alah, doktor pun tanya ayah pasal ubat. Ubat apa ayah makan. Ubat tu function dia untuk apa...blaa..bllaaa..."
"Yo.Yo. O je ayah"
"Betul. Ayah tak tipu. Tak percaya tanya ibu kau."
"Yelah. Yelah doktor apa tanya ayah"
"Doktor pelatih Manipal"
"Alah doktor pelatih je kot. Tapi apasal dia tanya ayah pulak?"
"Haha. Tulah. Doktor pakar yang suruh"
Ayah...ayah... comel je. :) Sebab tu aku sayang ayah. Rindu gila kat ayah.
Lama kot kitaorang cakap sampai dah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi.
Tapi yang tak boleh belaa gila bila dengar suara ibu bising bising kat background...
"Helo?"
"Hai, birthday girl!!!" Haha. Hari ni kan birthday ibu.
Terus ibu bebel-bebel...
"Ayah kau ni memanglah. Ibu tengah wirid dia paksa pulak cakap dengan anak dia." 
Kan? Tengok? Comel je ayah dengan ibu ni. Lawak pun ada kalau dengar diaorang ni bising-bising.

Nak tak nak ibu terpaksalah bercakap dengan aku.Tinggalkan wirid dia tu.
Banyak jugak kitaorang cakap. Pasal belajar* of course sambung ceramah petang tadi. Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu bebel-bebel pasal pelajaran sebab apa yang dia cakap tu selalu benda betul. Pasal hospital, pasal doktor favourite ibu dengan ayah.

Tapi selalu kalau cakap dengan ibu mesti keluar soalan pelik-pelik pasal penyakit yang lebih wajar ditanya kepada doktor. Tapi ibu nak jugak tanya kat aku.Bajet aku tahu semua je.
Wahai ibunda, anakmu ini baru peringkat asasi belum degree lagi apatah lagi degree medic tu. Belum tentu dapat ibu ku sayang. Hahah

Tapi hari ini aku rasa sebenarnya ibu nak test aku punya pengetahuan.
"Kak kau dah belajar pasal jantung?"
" Dah lama dah akak belajar bu." 
"Apa symptom-symmtom dia?"
"Errrrrrrr..err. Sakit dada lah. Ibu google lah semua ada..."
"Doktor kat hospital tu cakap...." Ni point yang buat aku detect ibu memang sengaja nak test understanding aku.
 "Dia cakap belakang dada bawah sikit kat bahu tu sampai ke tengkuk akan rasa sakit, lepastu kaki bengkak ...blaaa..blaaa..".   *aku dah terlupa apa symptom yang ibu cakap tadi =,="
:)
Ni lah perkara yang agak selalu berlaku kalau aku telefon ibu dengan ayah.
Upacara passing handphone.
Cerita pasal rumah*untuk buat aku jeles.
Pasal penyakit. Hospital Doktor favourite ayah dengan ibu. *kadang tu benda berulang pun ada
Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu dengan ayah bercerita best, kelakar... comel-comel je ayat diaorang. Selalu kalau bosan-bosan selalu teringat perbualan telefon ibu dengan ayah. Mesti buat aku senyum sorang-sorang.Haha.

Lagi banyak aku cakap pasal dorang lagi aku rindu.
Ibu ayah balik final exam ni nak kiss banyak-banyak, nak peluk banyak-banyak :D

Aku beli coffee ni bebanyak untuk stay up. I wanna study die-hard.
 *Ibu dan ayah adalah penjana motivasi terbaik.Kalau rasa lemah telefon diorang mesti semangat balik.Trust me! I always did this. Aku beli coffee tu pun sebab terkenang diorang. I have to strive hard and be friend with this Black Coffee now on :)

XOXO

I love you, Ibu and ayah :)

Friday, 15 February 2013

DAY 75: Aku dah bosan.Aku dah bosan.

*sigh, * sigh, *sigh and *sigh again...
"Salam sejahtera 

PERHATIAN kepada PELAJAR ASASI SAINS HAYAT 3
Kelas gantian pada petang ini (15 Feb 2013, 230-430pm) dibatalkan. Sila maklumkan kepada rakan2 yang lain

Sekian"

Inilah perkara yang membuatkan aku mengeluh tak henti-henti. Waktu first tahu pengumuman, I was like...
"What class cancelled? Aku nak buat ape doe. Aku dah sakit badan dah tidur.." said me to my roomate.
Memang sangat lost, tak tahu gila nak buat apa whole evening ni. Seperkara lagi yang buat aku malas nak dengar pengumuman sebegini sebab mesti nanti class tu kena replace next time. Dan perkara tu yang paling buat aku *sigh *sigh. Malas nak pergi kelas ganti. Sebab timing dia mesti tak kena feel, kadang tu petang-petang alam macam ni ada lecture. Punyalah nak katup mata tu hanya Tuhan yang tahu. For this case dia adalah kelas ganti yang bakal digantikan pada satu waktu yang akan ditetapkan nanti. LOL. Kalau dia ganti minggu depan. Aku memang speechless dah minggu depan ada PBL nya. Lab lagi. Tak ke pack nanti minggu depan kalau ada kelas ganti. Hurmmmmm...
Sangat kot!!!! Kalau kat rumah boleh kacau ayah =,=" kat sini....apo eh yang nak dikacau..:P


Takpelah maybe I can something to do this evening. Buat sajalah apa benda pun asalkan masa terisi yang pasti kejap lagi nak shut down terus lappy sebab dia selalu drag me to something worthless. Movie lah, facebooking lah, apa lagi..Oh.oh..survey baju kat butik online lah. pastu mesti end me up  beli something and that's terrible. Buat bazir duit belanja mingguan aku je. Karang ada yang ayah mogok tak nak masuk duit sebab asyik membazir je. So, adalah lebih baik saya Syeikha Zulaikha shut down lappy and pergi baca buku. SEKIAN

*Saya nak kaji software Macromedia Flash malam ni. Kena start project software IT minggu ni juga. Nanti last minute nanti tak termampu nak mengejau *tu kau... dah tukau slang melaka dah.Hahah
EH?! lelebih pulak gambar ni :P haha

Wednesday, 13 February 2013

DAY 73: Rumah Terbuka Maths

Jemput jemputlah datang adik-adik, abang-abang, kakak-kakak, mak cik- mak cik, pak cik- pak cik semua...
Haha
Buat jurung kalinya bilik saya mengadakan Rumah Terbuka Maths 2013. Sesiapa dijemput hadir sekiranya mereka telah menyiapkan salah satu soalan assignment Maths yang membunuh petala ke lapan. Kalau you have done nothing dipersilakan keluar *tak guna punya tuan rumah.
Di sinilah medan kami semua mendiskusi assignment Maths yang menjadi igauan ngeri para pelajar *kalau aku seorang je tak tahulah lah pulak =,="
Tapi yang pasti the assignment was 80% done dengan kerjasama wonder pet yang kami amalkan.LOL
Rumah terbuka yang paling terbaik dalam dunia kerana kami bukan sahaja berjaya menyelesaikan masalah-masalah Maths tersebut bahkan kami juga dapat begembira sambil 'menggong-gong' biji kuaci*wrong term here. Eh! penatlah nak buat bahasa skema ni.
Yang pasti I truly enjoy today's open house memang heaven meaven ler. Gelak-gelak sambil buat gossip budak hott haha. Part budak hott punya gossip memang tak boleh bela. Skandal-skandal rahsia semua keluar . Kait-maitkan budak-budak ni dengan entah siapa-siapa je. Random je keluar nama. *macam random tag pun ada gaya. Dengan si Tyrah buat lawak selamba dia, lagi sakit perut aku. Habis semua ilmu keluar sebab banyak nau bergelak tawa. Tak sangka gila dengan bilik pack gila-gila kentang. Bayangkan bilik yang duduk dua orang pun kadang-kadang semput, ni pulak bila 12 orang berasak-rasak masuk. Dengan assignment paper bersepah-sepah kat lantai eh lagi.. Kuaci sepinggan kat tengah "Krupp...Kruppp..." cakap- cakap... Habis segenggam ambil lagi. Haha. Macam Joyah* bukan nama sebenar. mengumpat depan rumah dah gaya sensorang.
Yes. Happy-happy jugak. Gelak-gelak jugak. Tapi bergeraklah kerja kitaorang siaplah jugak. 80% .HIHI. Bergunalah sungguh rumah terbuka ni. Tak ada lah tension macam sebelum. Kalau buat dengan partner asal je, alamatnya 'Kriiik...Kriiik...'  dua-dua nanti blur. Lebih baik discussion macam ni, sempit bilik tak terasa sangatlah *tak kot... LOL
Sebenarnya dari semester lepas dah buat rumah terbuka ni Olehnya kerana, ianya sangat efektif tu yang drag to second rumah terbuka. :)
Anyway, thanks to all the partner yang terlibat memeriahkan bilik saya yang cun ini. Haha.

Credit: My beloved BFF @ partner Nurul Syakirah yang kiut(saje puji lelebih), Hana Anje&  BabyNabila ; Myra Nur Cahaya (yang aku baru tahu nama penuh dia tadi)& sayang tercinta Nurul Fitriah ; My deary honey Salsabrina & Ramizah aka Lilly Pitch Perfect(yang suara tak dengar tu); Izma genius&Tyrah Tghah Hottie and lastly rumbate ku Fatin& Aisyah Manje
Oh!lagi sekor penyumbang dari jauh (depan bilik je) Minn the Jibber!

#LOVE yaa.Thanks XOXO

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

DAY 72:Hectic Life. Starts now!


Today is the last day for our mid semester break + Chinese New Year holiday.
I'm sure that start from now* not really now every room in Kolej Seroja would be filled again.
Every room will be lighted again and every part of college would start to have sound again. :)

Everyone *the one who go back home only will unpack their things. They'll start tidying up their 'dust' room. Haha. Thank God. I don't have to face these dusts for this holiday. *shine
And I'm sure each of us will start to worry about our unfinished assignment *not even start actually. I can't believe that the due date would be this Friday and I haven't done anything- not even one question. It's okay. I'm sure the foundation student will start their cooperation at anytime start from now. So, there's nothing much to be worried of-nothing much... Haha
Those who had finished their assignment. This is for you.LOL

Tomorrow- starting at 8.00 am each of us here at UNIMAS East Campus i.e. Kolej Seroja will start our hectic life as a foundation student back after quite long *erghhhh. holiday. We will have our classes, tutorials, labs what else? Hurmmm... study hours* in brackets back. Whatever it is our holiday *boring one. finally ends. Thank God. Haha
Oh?! Looks like tomorrow I'm going to have my express breakfast again and have coffee again!!! 3-in-1 coffee mixed with 3-in-1 oats and I have ..... a breakfast! Haha

This is me with all those delayed work.:((


I can't write much. There's so much undone thing waiting me in real life. *Sigh. Did I have so many dreams during this holiday that I'm not aware that I'm still in a real life? Woot!Woot!

#I've lost my maths skills back.*as if skillful I am all these days. LOL. How am I going to finish my maths assignment? I've already forget few concepts.
How I wish...

Monday, 11 February 2013

DAY 71: Platinum Rule#1 Don't Lie. I hate liars.


Thanks to Adobe Photoshop CS3 again :)

The first PLATINUM RULE to be close to me is not to lie to me, like seriously because I hate liars so much and I know most of us did.
Why I doesn't regard liar as someone to me?
Because by lying, they show their insincerity towards us and what is the purpose of friendship if you lied to each other, right? 

Pretty little liar.

I hate liars also because they are liars and cannot be trusted. Non-trustworthy people should not be regarded as human. What is the purpose of you lying to others? It is especially when it comes to lie about yourselves. Lying about you? Naaaa... That's lame. Just be the way you are and let the world know the real you. If they can't accept it then let them be as long as you know yourselves then who cares what other people think about you. No need for you to lie about yourselves to look good on others sight. That was so fake! and I don't understand how people live in so-called fake life. 

I hate liars because I hate the feeling when we put our trust on someone, she or he just crush it like it was nothing. *I feel I'm so fool to trust you all this while and you don't appreciate it. I hate liars as much as they disappoint me, and trust me I really hate disappointment. I'm not into the feeling of being sad, worthless when someone I trust lied to me. 
  
I know you understand the feeling when someone lied to you. It's a common feeling that most of us 'must' feel because there's liars everywhere. 

I just don't know why, sometimes I can feel the 'aura' of liars surrounding someone met. I don't understand this but I'm obviously don't like his or her aura that I put my step away from them. I'm sorry. Yeah... maybe it was just my over-reactive sensitivity feels towards someone gesture, posture, attitude that I oftentimes analyzed them as 'cannot be trusted'.  But that's for precaution, right? It's better for me to beware of the possibilities before they become realities. It was the reality that I truly hate it. To be fooled, lied what else? Back-stabbed? Who knows?
Pinocchio. Wonder how would it be if us human  got  nose like his.
Every human tell lies. I'm sure it's very long.

Saturday, 9 February 2013

DAY 69: Confident trick#1

Huhahaha... This is to fulfill my promise in my post DAY 23: I'm confident enough!YOU?
It took a long time for me to write this thing.LOL*joke
Only then I remember I had promise you the tips on " How to grow the confidence in yourself."

First.

Recognize your insecurities.
These might be the reason of you being so low in confidence. But toss it off.



In easy word, identify the thing that makes you feel lack. What is the thing that makes you feel you feel uncomfortable or ashamed of yourself? The thing that tack yourself down to the earth. This can be anything from head to the toes thing. It can be your acne, toregrets, friends at school or it might be your past time, the traumatic or negative experience that hold you from exposing yourself. Whatever it making you feel unworthy, ashamed or inferior, identify it, give it a name and jot it down. Don't worry... There's nothing to be feared of. It's you. Just write it down and maybe you can tear off these written pieces to start feeling positive on those point. It's like when you tear all these written insecurities of yours, it was zapped from your life*although it doesn't. Haha. It's just one of the methods to motivate you and it needs so much of cooperation from yourself.

What was this 'tearing thingy' tried to show you are that these insecurities were not everything. It just like the piece of written paper, when you tear it off it signifies nothing to you. You can always find new one and write again. *means that you can make change of that, upgrade that whatever it is. Because it doesn't mean that these insecurities would be with you like forever you can make change though. So, just leave on and if you have the chance, put the miracle in it. Voila'

I just wanted to share you the story of myself. I'm not perfect. Absolutely! My tooth was pretty unorganized *prettily unorganized. Haha. I got this slanted teeth for many years till I can't remember when the first time it became like this. It's truly ugly* you got my word on that. Truly ugly that every time when there's a check up with dentist especially when the doctor was super duper handsome*ignore this, I don't feel like opening my mouth because it's ugly. You got it. Horrible and I'm ashamed. But I've to face it because it's the real me. Yes. I can avoid it for few times but it cannot be covered forever, right? Because every time I wanted to talk I have to open my mouth. Eat, open my mouth. Yawn, naturally open my mouth. So, it's not a thing that I can hide from anyone. So, what I have to do is to face it whether I'm comfortable with it or not. :)
And for few years I've been living with those ugly tooth and participating with a lot and lots of event that had me on stage, like debating, public speaking, coral speaking, reciting poem, presentation and etc. everything that got me speaking, opening my mouth and showing this slanting teeth to others but I don't mind. Why? Because this is the real me and on December 2011 I got the miracle. The braces. Finally, I managed to 'upgrade' my tooth after a long life journey with the slanted teeth. :)
Did you see that teeth. I'm sure it's obvious. So, that the condition when it had brace on it. Awful isn't  it?
Try to imagine how it looks like when it doesn't have those braces on. * I can't find the old me without braces  in my file.

So, what's the purpose of feel ashamed of you? Bring it on, babe! Well, I just don't know why some of you feel so low about yourself. Really don't know. People. It's you. If it wasn't you appreciate yourself then who else? It should be you, be the first supporter of yourself, okay? Don't be bothered about your insecurities because everyone have their one, no one is perfect even though they may look perfect but they aren't. Believe me. This is the truth. It either they hide it very well or we're not that sensitive to detect theirs. :)

Therefore, be confident of yourself and stay calm. No harm. XOXO

* Wait for next tip and trick on How to grow confidence in yourself. Cluck :9

Friday, 8 February 2013

DAY 68:Never walk alone?


This is how 'live a fool' think. I'll change it  too "You'll sometimes walk alone"
*No harm Liverpool die-hard-fan.

Never walk alone?
No. No. No. That's truly not me. Absolutely! Why? Because I prefer to walk by myself rather than walk in a       
group. To me walking alone is rather fun than you in group walking together, going somewhere especially if the place that you are heading to is a stone throw from you.

"Oh Syeikha, don't you aware of that danger that you might face if you walk alone?"
"Are you insane? It isn't safe out there!"
" Syeikha...." 
Bla...Bla...bla...* a lots and lots of version of counseling I ever had.

My mum had once commented me not long ago. At that time she called me when I'm on my way back to my college from library at night, alone. And again free counseling from my beloved mum. Come on mum. The library was quite near to my college, don't be too anxious. It's nothing. I can protect myself well and as long as we believe there's Allah to protect us. There's nothing to be feared of. I'm a tough girl. LOL XD 
haha. 
Ha-ha. This is great. 

You might think that I'm such an introvert. Being alone and all that but sorry all you thought need to be cleared off as I'm not that kind person. I'm extrovert. I tend to enjoy human interactions and to be enthusiastic, TALKATIVE, assertive and gregarious but sometimes I need my own space of being alone without anyone else disturbing me. Yeah! Sometimes I would go out in group, hang around with them. Laugh together, keep on eyes for cool and cute things together with them* especially clothes, like others I did all that with my friends. But sometimes I don't feel like to be together with anyone. I just want to be A.L.O.N.E. I do my shopping alone. Eat in my favorite restaurant alone. Studying alone #I do this always. :)
What else... walk alone, jog alone and etc. So, you must understand this. It's not that I want to keep a distance from it just that I want my special time with myself.*Am I romantic to myself. Haha.

I suggest you to try this out. It super cool to do things alone by yourselves. You don't have to set up time with anyone. You don't have to wait for anyone. It's all about you. You can 'date' yourselves without considering the other part of you felt okay with it or not. You take as much as time you need without worrying the other part of you, right? You can independently decide what time you wanted to go back. It's all yours and its super cool!*if it's for me, I prefer to go back early because I hate darkness. Haha. That's why sometimes I prefer to do my shopping alone, because if is it in a gang it is an always for them to go back at night. Well, youngsters... *I'm an old lady. For them, "Night is still young, babe!" That's truly not me. Of course not me. : 3
I enjoy my time walking alone like she does. And it's cool!

However, anything is on you. You're the one who'll decide what are you up to, right? Take a break, have thought, and got hits! XOXO

# I haven't done my assignment yet. Waarrrgh! Mid semester is a nightmare with this assignment....!
I'll absolutely not going to walk by myself at night next time. Haha!


Thursday, 7 February 2013

DAY 67:Borrow|Lend


We never stop borrowing and lending.
You borrow mine. I'm borrowing yours. It's the thing that always happens in our life whether you realize it or not it still occurs. 
The thing that I was going to highlight here is 'the responsibilities' to take care others belonging properly, by means in a way that the owner would love it. Some of the people, yeah the know how to borrow something from other however they weren't that responsible to that particular thing until the owner felt unsatisfied with him/her. 
Up to certain situation, we did commented on their behavior but well... you know human, they never take it seriously and if they take it seriously, they just take it seriously, hatred and sayings such as, "Ahh...you're being so stingy, fussy and etc" . Oh...real jerk! When this situation happen it turns out that it is actually us*again. Us! Were the one to be blamed? *What the hell was that? I am the owner*the rightful owner and when I play the role as the real owner then I'm the one to be blamed? For what reason people? Just tell me. For telling you to take a good care of my belongings? * Is it wrong? Oh. Come on... Make up your mind. Don't be silly ... It is crystal clear I'm the owner. I'm the one who buy those things. In sum, I'm the owner! So, where and when on earth did the people said that the owner had no rights on his/her belonging? Huh?
It is you! The borrower should go and have himself or herself reflected on a mirror. Look at yourself. Who are you, before having your forefinger pointing at me? Got it?! 
Ha-ha. Am I too emotional? Suddenly realize it. LOL Syeikha. Over-acting. It's actually not currently happening in my life though. It just what I' thinking. The habit of certain people. Borrowing something but not caring of taking a hold of responsibilities to take a good care of that particular thing that they are borrowing. Took less about what the owner feel when you damaging his/her things. Please people; put yourself in the owner shoes. What would you feel when the thing that you care and love most was spoiled.*not by yourself, it even worse if it was spoiled by others. If you got the feeling, then brace yourself. Take a good care of that thing that you're borrowing. You know what? This world is round. It kept on spinning*(I'm not sure if it's the perfect term to explain), on and on. So, what comes around goes around. What you do now, you'll get it back sooner or later. It's karma thing people. Therefore, take a deep thought of what you're doing. Yeah, damaging others belonging were not a big deal or not to significant for some of us but at least try yourself to make it worth. LOL. XOXO

*You know what if I'm the owner. Me myself hate the borrower who less care on the thing that they did borrow from me.
Maybe we should have the borrowing rules printed out and give it to the borrower

Monday, 4 February 2013

DAY 64: Frenemy! :#

opps! opps!
Don't quickly jump into a conclusion right now. The headlines were absolutely not related to my life__ for this time.
So... Frenemy. What can you understand from this words.
Basically frenemy is word 'friend' and 'enemy' that was blended*I'm not sure whether this term was correct or not, which means one's who pretends to be a friend but actually an enemy. *ala-ala musuh dalam selimutlah tu. Before that I'm glad to mention here that this post wasn't actually 'word of the day' post, okay? :) but can be considered as if you wanted to. LOL

I regard you as my 'best friend'! and what that's means now after you  broke my trust!!!???
This is the first time that I'd run into this word 'frenemy', like seriously!. Thanks to my 'friendship' research just now that I can possibly add new vocab into my list. Haha. The term frenemy might not as familiar as it happen in our life-as far as I'm concern. I'm not used to the usage of this word but I really knew what kind of person was this so-called frnemy. The hidden enemy that we happily regard them as friend however it turn out that he/ she was a rascal. I don't really understand what type of person was these 'frenemy'. Why? Why on earth do you have to back-stab your friend after they honestly declare you as his/hers 'best-friend forever'. Is it a compulsory for you to betray them after the 'love of friendship' that they had present you? Did you? Again. I don't really understand what are the purpose of those betrayer in this world. The crash other's heart , the let down other's emotion, they quisle others trust, for what ? Self-priority? Selfish jerk! *emotional here..lalalala~
It's sweeter when it's true :D

Come on guys! just for the sake of yourself- how can you possibly make use of other's believe. The trust that they did put on you, ain't it priceless- so why you turn it into something worthless? Is it the trust they put on you were unable to make you feel appreciated? Ain't you people? So, what are the thing that can make you feel the absolute appreciation that make you have that fidelity in yourself? tell us now fellow people. Money? *will run out. what else..... cars? *will be damaged etc. all these were temporal. It seems unworthy for me, to be compared with the value of friendship that you forsake just for those temporal cozy that you get from your turnover. Think it deeply. You can develop your own richness with hardship but friend fortune *I mean real-friends were hard to be found. This is not an empty talk from, this is reality. Find it by yourself if you don't believe me or maybe try it out and see the outcome. Learn from your own life and imitate*a little of other's.

For those who'd ever had met those 'frenemy'. Forget them. Those people can't be regarded as true friends there are just fangs that cut wound onto your heart but never mind you can always find "the healer".:)
Friend aren't just friend, they're our confidantes. The one we put out trust on. Smile. Love your friend, appreciate them
If you truly love your friend, you won't be a back-stabber.


#I miss my buddy so much. My twin. Hope you happy there, dear ! HUGS and KISSES xoxo.

Tuesday, 29 January 2013

DAY 58: The end...but will be continued:D

The end...
That's  it! I've just finished my Chemistry exam with such glory and confidence. Haha.
Most of the question turned out to be quite exactly from what I expect it to be.LOL*macam peramal soalan lah pulak.
Senang cerita, most of the qeustion ala-ala sama macam latihan yang dibuat oleh pacal ini. Jadi ber-gum-bira lah sedikit time menjawab soalan tu tadi but I really hope that my 'beloved' carelessness didn't haunt me today. Prayer..
Oh. But tadi aku ada kekeliruan pasal graph energy tu sebab aku tak ingat endothermic or exothermic macam mana. Part exo endo tu memang dari sem lepas lagi aku asyik confuse je. Padahal senang tahap makanan ringan*tak masuk akal perumpamaan ni ye adik-adik.Sesat. Itu pun aku tak boleh nak ingat lepas ni kena lukis banyak-banyak tampal keliling bilik. Lagi satu ethanol and acetone which one of them is polar and non polar. Aiseh dah bepuluh soalan aku jawab pasal acetone ethanol ni pun aku tak boleh nak ingat. Sayangnya tak boleh nak google time exam at least aku boleh assured sikit dengan jawapan aku. Haila aiiii. So, dengan penuh tawakal nya aku jawab je lah macam dalam lecture note punya situation. Yakin je lah kan datuk datuk sekalian. Haha.

Moral of the story jangan asyik nak google je. Google sekali je lepas tu simpan dalam otak tak yah nak reset-reset.
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Our dewan periksa tadi.KUIKUI

Find me! 4th row from right(picture)
White tudung.LULz

Chemistry Show ::: END


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BIOLOGY _|-|_

Monday, 28 January 2013

DAY 57: MID SEMESTER kick-start!

Woot!Woot!
2-4.30 p.m saat peperangan dengan paper maths.
Troll. It's always maths kalau tak buat aku punya darah berderau memang tak sah. Aku punya gabra nak menjawab soalan sampai Mr.Deedat datang nak check kad matriks pun, aku punya terkejut macam nak mati.Lol Syeikha buat malu je.
Soalan yang memang membunuh aku mid sem ni part optimization tu lah.Tahap nak lompat-lompat atas meja periksa tu je.Padahal soalan tu sebiji macam lecture note..Dah ulang kali buat pun tak dapat jugak diaplikasikan dalam exam. Cobaannn... Rugi je soalan tu kalau aku ingat mesti markah penuh punya. Malangnya tak ingat-,-"

Yang pasti tadi banyak betul contengan jalanan yang aku.Semua nak di'scratch'. Memang cun lah. Dah macam lukisan dah kertas jawapan aku. Apa-apa je lah yang lepas biarlah lepas yang ke hadapan ni nak dilawan..Esok punya peperangan kena prepare.

Maths ::: LEVEL COMPLETE

Next level >>>> Chemistry.

Tension.Tension exam pun kena ber-gum-bira jugak. Jom layan UPIN IPIN
Kenangan mengusik jiwa. Terbaiklah!!!! :D


Sunday, 27 January 2013

DAY 56:Dari mata turun ke hati :)

Early in the morning post :))
Stayed up. Consired as:)
Wake up at 3.15 am and open my eyes wide till now. Alhamdullilah dapat tahajud sekali.To avoid myself being sleepy drink a cup of coffee, Oreo, and live TV3. Haha.
Belajar pada masa yang sama melayan rancangan yang disajikan#tetiba skema. Layan je lah walau tak best macam mana pun, cerita zaman aku tak matang time sekolah rendah dulu pun boleh pulak diulang tayang time pagi-pagi buta ni. Nak dijadikan cerita pagi-pagi macam ni adalah diulang tayang balik Al-Kulliyah yang lepas-lepas. Lama dah tak tengok Al-Kulliyah kali terakhir rasanya waktu form 3. Form 3 tuu. Lepas tu dah masuk asrama mana nak dapat tengok TV selalu. Sabtu ahad je ada peluang. Tu pun tak layannya nak kena tengok ramai-ramai sesak-sesak kat bilik TV. Kalau balik rumah pun dah tak ada nafsu nak tengok TV  sebab family plus sleep mode 'on'. As a conclusion,saya memang jarang nak tengok TV.
Tapi pagi yang segar bugar *kesan Kopiko Coffee, saya tengoklah Al-Kulliyah ni balik. Sesi pertemuan semula. So, tajuk Al-Kulliyah yang ditayangan hari ketika ini 'Dari mata turun ke hati.'. Mostly it's all about dari mata turun ke hati lah. Menjaga pandangan, walaupun time tengah tengok TV. For instance, we intend to watch TV*alah buat hlang-hilang bosan or penyegar pagi hari macam aku buat sekarang ni. but somehow munculllah iklan-iklan or perkara-perkara yang tak sepatutnya * yang sangat banyak ye sekarang ni. Pergaulan bebas lelaki dan wanita, iklan -iklan yang memanipulasikan wanita tunjuk aurat #iklan shampoo!!!and etc. This thing nowadays we consider it as 'perkara biasa' kit apun tengoklah je lah without realizing that melihat aurat orang lain ialah berdosa.Dush!Dush! Bertepek kat muka kena tumbuk. Allah, kita tak jaga mata. Tetiba, girls muncul dengan semangat "Yes!Thank God we're GIRLS..terjaga sikit" Who says!?? Kalau awak tengok Aaron Aziz#ehm..ehm.. Amar Asyraf*kening.kening macam nak terburai biji mata tu considered as awak jaga mata ke, sayangs-sayangs sekalian???Nope!So jaga mata. Pandai-pandai fikir sendiri nak buat macam mata. Pandang tempat lain ke..Ape ke.
The thing yang buat aku ditemba berdas-das kat hati is that bila part ustazah tu sebut pasal ilmu takkan pandai pada hati yang kotor. Pastu she came out with one story about Imam Syafie. Imam Syafie ni is the great pasal hafazan-hafazan thingy but somehow one day he cannot recite satu ayat, satu ayat je from one surah n.Cuba-cuba pun tak boleh. So, dia pun pergilah jumpa sifu dia * guru. "Wahai guruku, mengapakah aku tak boleh ingat ayat tersebut"*lebih kurang je lah soalan dia ni. Guru dia pun cakap, "Adakah kau ada melakukan dosa pada hari ini. Imam Syafie pun mengingat kembali. Ingat-ingat..Dia cakap kat guru dia. "Hari ini aku ada terlihat tumit seorang wanita secara tak sengaja." Allah. itulah punca dia tak ingat. Baru tak sengaja cuba kita sekarang ni bukan tak sengaja lagi nak disengajakanlah benda tu semua. Bila fikir-fikir balik banyaknyay dosa kita selama ni.Bayangkan budak lelaki sekarang ni berapa ramai *tak yah tanya lagi berapa memang mostly kot girls tak pakai stokin. Kesian kat diaorang, kotor hati. Girls pulak berapa ramai lelaki yang pakai short pastu buat pameran extravaganza. Dosa lagi .Astagfirullah ...Patutlah susah ilmu nak masuk. Banyak benda tak baik kita tengok kat TV, kat kedai, kat kelas, kat mana-mana je lah.Macam mana hati tu nak bersih.:(((

Wahai Lelaki Beriman, Tundukkanlah Pandanganmu dan Peliharalah Kemaluanmu Kerana Ia Lebih Suci Buat Kamu Dan Ingatlah Bahawa Allah Sentiasa Melihat Apa Yang Kamu Lakukan

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandanganya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat." (An-Nuur 24:30)

Wahai Wanita Beriman, Tutuplah Auratmu Dgn Sempurna Dengan Menutupi Dada dan Juga Menutup Seluruh Badan Dengan Pakaian Yang Longgar Serta Tidak Berwangi-Wangian. Nescaya Allah Pasti Menyelamatkah Kamu Dari Gangguan Manusia

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung kedadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya"(An-Nuur 24:31)

Allah berfirman,"Hai Nabi, katakanlah kepada isteri-isterimu, anak-anak perempuanmu dan isteri-isteri orang mukmin: "Hendaklah mereka mengulurkan jilbabnya ke seluruh tubuh mereka." Yang demikian itu supaya mereka lebih mudah untuk dikenal, karena itu mereka tidak di ganggu. Dan Allah adalah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang"(Al-Ahzzab 33:59)

Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:“Sesiapapun wanita yang memakai wangian lalu dia melintas di hadapan lelaki supaya mereka dapat menghidu kewangiannya, dia adalah penzina.” [Diriwayatkan oleh al-Nasai dan dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani di dalam Shahih Sunan al-Nasai – hadis no: 5141]
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Du'a::: Amalkan selalu moga bermanfaat

رَسُولَ اللَّهِ يقول من قال
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الذي لَا يَضُرُّ مع اسْمِهِ شَيْءٌ في الأرض ولا في السَّمَاءِ وهو السَّمِيعُ الْعَلِيمُ

ثَلَاثَ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُصْبِحَ وَمَنْ قَالَهَا حين يُصْبِحُ ثَلَاثُ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُمْسِيَ

Ertinya : Rasulullah s.a.w didengari berkata sesiapa yang berdoa : "Dengan nama Allah yang tiada dimudaratkan sesuatu apapun dengan namaNya samada di bumi dan di langit, dan Dialah maha mendengar dan maha mengetahui" sebanyak 3 kali, maka ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehinggalah subuh esoknya, dan barangsiapa membacanya ketika subuh 3 kali, ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehingga petangnya" ( Riwayat Abu Daud, 4/323 ; At-Tirmidizi, 5/465 dan Ahmad ; Tirmizi : Hasan - Teks doa berwarna Merah Syeikh Syuaib ; Hasan)

Bucket list

Bucket list

BUCKET LIST

CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

WORLDLY FESTIVALS AND EVENTS TO ATTEND
Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

JUST FOR FUN
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