DAY 79: Hot news! Legakan hati yang ketakutan.

Baru tadi berjumpa denga timbalan dekan dan sesuatu perkara yang mengejutkan* agaklah especially for those who want to futher their study to Medical Faculty.

There'll be no interviews for it!

sure?

Yes.Absolutely sure. because it's our timbalan dekan's words kot. 

"There'll be no interview!"

I'm so so glad to hear this from her. Sangat lega. Really lega. Senang cerita lega. Haha. I rasa lega bukan sebab I takut interview but I takut pada "pemilihan interview". It seems so scary at first tapi sekarang tak lah due to the fact that the interview was cancelled. Kan? Apo yang nak ditakutkan lagi jang? Tinggal our final and those carry marks thingy saja lah yang nak dirodok-rodok. Interview considered over! Haha. Tapikan...urmmmm cuba bayangkan ada prompt interview. Haaa. tak ke terkejut segala tulang-tulang urat-urat tua aku. Haha. Tapi tak mungkin kot. Rasanya tak lah.* Aku je yang alien selalu fikir bukan-bukan :D

Interview tak ada, yes- I lega. But rasa kesian pulak dengan kemahiran interview yang kita orang belajar time zaman muda-muda *bajet tua sangat . I mean time sekolah dulu, seniors* the alumni teach us how to face the interviews. We even ada percubaan inteview kot. Macam lawak pun ada. Yelah di'interview' oleh sang-sang senior. Takutlah juga. *kening kening. Takpelah maybe not for this time, next time who knows, kan? haa... time nak minta kerja nanti can be used. 

I met the lecturers, Mr.Chieng yang baik, Mr. Ikhwan cool. eh lecturer Maths belum lagi lah. Esok nantilah pergi. All of them pesan including our timbalan dekan, "study! study!" when I cakap I risau about the result thing.Takutlah ianya tak perfect enough dari sisi mata manusia lain. Kalau aku bedal okay je....kot? Haha. Daripada mulut mereka yang lebih tua dan berpengalaman dan mempunyai taraf pendidikan yang of course lebih tinggi daripada aku dapat conclude: Belajar je lah. Bolehnya jawab tak dapat banyak sikit at least you tak hantar clean exam sheets to lecturers back kan. So considered okay *dengan syarat jawapan tu masuk akal lah.. Jangan pulak korang lukis Troll Face kat situ. Kalau macam tu aku yang bukan lecturer ni pun rasa nak hampuk je. Penat membebel *lecturing dalam kelas takkan seekor pun tak masuk dalam kepala. Macam tu sia-sia lah datang kelas kan, darl semua. 

Kalau based to me,myself ada ja timing I malas nak dengar lecture. Ada je. Tak apa lah. We're humans kan, aku tahu semua rasa bosan boleh wujud bila-bila masa je walaupun kita tak nak. Tak apa lah. Tak dengar kuliah sangat pun tak apa, asal you revise the thing back by yourself.Pandai cari masa lah. Tapi kalau tak pandai cari masa, you have no other choice. Hear the lecture. Nak kuatkan lagi, study. I may not the "4 flat" scorer. But I know what are the way that can make my result look quite okay. You know what I mean, right? * jangan misinterpret sudah. 

Jangan risau kalau you tak score the best sebab menang tak selamanya menang, kalah tak selamanya kalah. Dan dalam dunia ni, nak mencapai cita-cita kita bukan dengan satu cara je. Banyak cara. We've 26 letters to label our plans. So, don't be frustrated. Okay :)

Tok sah lah nangis-nangis. :)

There must be a way. Just search for it. Dunia tak adalah kejam sangat sayang. There's no world of sorrow. It's you! The one that can make it a better place for you and for me... You- decide your choice by yourself. Gunakan otak yang Tuhan bagi. Dia bagi kita otak mesti bersebab. Why not us find the reason why and use 'the why' as our guidance.:)

Okay, I'm quite late for our comm skill lecture ni. XOXO

#jangan sedih-sedih tau. Allah itu ada, Dia terlalu dekat dengan kita. Mintalah bantuannya walau tanpa suara.  

DAY 60:Finally...it ends.

Our war was finally end. Quite relieve. Huhhhh..* deep breath...
The question was awesome! especially our essay question. Exactly the same as the one that we did in class before this-the same! But the 'melancholy' part #just remember this word.totally forgot about it when I want to express the sadness in my essay.damn! ... is that I know the idea of that particular question but I somehow realize that the structure of my essay*the one in the exam was kind of loose. No determination. It's kind of 'beat around the bush' like I was mumbling in the essay babbling about the deforestation without a clear means. I had the point*actually it was given. but it was not fully clarified, I just explain it on the base and tadaa..! Finish.

I am expecting this reaction when my English coordinator read my essay

 That's the situation for my English paper today. The sentence arrangement was shit. I think I've lost my ability to write an article or and essay in proper manner. The whole idea was a piece of junk as I hate the way I'm explaining the things. No maturation there. It was almost like a little kid's essay. Rubbish!*at least for me. Yes, by means of word used I can get quite*quite yeah good word usage but the grammar organization.? Again.? Please flush away my essay. I totally hate it even though it was written by myself. For grammar I was quite don't really care about it # not much. but for the sentence structure?It's hell! I've really lost my ability write it in versatile way.Like the one I used*for quite sometime... to be. It had a lot of mumbling in it that makes it long - really long but zero! No facts!. Just a babbling. .. I really need to do something with it or else I'm going to die or at least score bad in my upcoming MUET test. Seriously! Make up your writing Syeikha!. Grammar, sentence organization, style of writing * make it versatile-literally! so for your upcoming MUET test you can achieve your desired band 5 or 6. Not below than that! Mind it!
The first thing that I've to do is to correct back my writing style in this blog. The way I expressed my writing in this blog was really childish and unorganized. (Peeps, did you have any difficulties in attaining the idea of my past post.?Are you?Please, comment below).

LOL. That's soooo me!The latest me.-Terrible

I think I really really have to do a change here and to be active back in my reading. Not just read those books that related to my studies, I have to read others though. Speaking. Yes! That's included too. The last time I really really speak English. I mean real English was many years back. Long lost time. Now-not now, the few years back I speak 'rojak' English as a trend and I think it looks enjoyable though.*fool. Now, I have to face the consequence, my English wasn't getting better, it was getting worst-really worst.No doubt.!

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and... what else??!.....Oh! Switch 'on' my mind to catch any newest issue, general information. That may help. Miss the time I would find any article on something, keep it and read it back when I'm free. Use the issue in my essay. It really help me-a lot! and....read the 'high level magazine' not the cheeky, cheesy or what ever style magazine that would make my thinking to be immature. During my primary level I've read the 'high level thinking magazine' that really make me 'advance' from others especially in giving the opinion but ever since I'm in form 4, I've totally stop reading those 'high level thingy' and preferred the 'childish magazine' that had no critical thinking written in it just f.u.n. awww..such a lost...!It's a regret.
I REALLY NEED A CHANGE!REAL CHANGE....

*let's pod-casting! to learn their 'lingo'! So that we can have their accent in our daily pronunciation. Voila'!!!

XOXO

DAY 59:Feels like it's totally end.:D

Akhirnya, saat-saat penantian bagi setiap pelajar Hayat seantero Asasi bermula dan berakhir.
Peperiksaan subjek Biology yang membuatkan mereka makan tak basah, tidur tak kenyang dan mandi tak lena akhirnya berjaya juga ditempuhi
*ada  bakat jadi pemberita aku ni :D LOL
Yeah!seperti yang ditulis diatas akhirnya exam Biology sudah berjaya aku tempuhi. Kepenatan #dalam kurungan yang dialami semasa menghafal dengan berbagai gaya mantap; kuak rentang, bertapa, menonggeng semua style pun ada akhirnya dapat diluahkan dalam kertas jawapan berlambang Unimas. LOL
relieve.at least for now.
Aku keluar tadi about 3.30pm. aisyeh! keluar berduyun-duyun bebudak Physics balik kolej. Ada sejam lagi kut exam punya timing. Senang sangat ke Physics sampai semangat sangat diaorang keluar. Seriously, aku percaya kenapa budak fizikal jenis-jenis chill sudah. Tengoklah sejam  lagi kot baru exam habis berduyun-duyun yang keluar.Budak hayat seketul-seketul keluar pun susah nak nampak time macam ni. Kesian budak hayat.Sobss.Sobbsss..lololol
habis exam Biology rasa macam semua exam dah abis. The eternity end lah. padahal esok ada lagi satu paper BI. Semua dah pakat-pakat rancang nak tidur awal lah. Nak keluar lah. Macam BI tu takde apa-apa lah.Kesian BI diketepikan, lagi-lagi kalau timing exam dia sehari lepas Biology, lagi lah budak-budak ni semua buat muka troll face berkilo-kilo. Sebab malam before Biology most of us dah menye-tay up kan diri sampai tak ingat nak tidur. Habis exam Biology terus rancang nak qadak tidur yang terkorban malam tu. So, memang tak ada sinaran lah untuk BI untuk sesetengah ye, sesetengah student.LOL
Apa-apa je lah yang pasti esok last paper pastu cuti. tapi aku macam tak cuti sebab tak balik semenanjung mid semester punya cuti ni. Sedih oi.. Sob.Sob dah lah rindu ibu dengan ayah. Puan lagi,Adik..senang cerita semua lah. plus aku dah nak muntah tengok pemandangan kolej ni. Mana tak nya dah lama tak keluar jalan-jalan walaupun ke  'the Spring' je. :(
Bosan.

DAY 58: The end...but will be continued:D

The end...
That's  it! I've just finished my Chemistry exam with such glory and confidence. Haha.
Most of the question turned out to be quite exactly from what I expect it to be.LOL*macam peramal soalan lah pulak.
Senang cerita, most of the qeustion ala-ala sama macam latihan yang dibuat oleh pacal ini. Jadi ber-gum-bira lah sedikit time menjawab soalan tu tadi but I really hope that my 'beloved' carelessness didn't haunt me today. Prayer..
Oh. But tadi aku ada kekeliruan pasal graph energy tu sebab aku tak ingat endothermic or exothermic macam mana. Part exo endo tu memang dari sem lepas lagi aku asyik confuse je. Padahal senang tahap makanan ringan*tak masuk akal perumpamaan ni ye adik-adik.Sesat. Itu pun aku tak boleh nak ingat lepas ni kena lukis banyak-banyak tampal keliling bilik. Lagi satu ethanol and acetone which one of them is polar and non polar. Aiseh dah bepuluh soalan aku jawab pasal acetone ethanol ni pun aku tak boleh nak ingat. Sayangnya tak boleh nak google time exam at least aku boleh assured sikit dengan jawapan aku. Haila aiiii. So, dengan penuh tawakal nya aku jawab je lah macam dalam lecture note punya situation. Yakin je lah kan datuk datuk sekalian. Haha.

Moral of the story jangan asyik nak google je. Google sekali je lepas tu simpan dalam otak tak yah nak reset-reset.

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Our dewan periksa tadi.KUIKUI

Find me! 4th row from right(picture)
White tudung.LULz

Chemistry Show ::: END

NEXT UP on PRE-U UNIMAS reality TV

BIOLOGY _|-|_

DAY 57: MID SEMESTER kick-start!

Woot!Woot!
2-4.30 p.m saat peperangan dengan paper maths.
Troll. It's always maths kalau tak buat aku punya darah berderau memang tak sah. Aku punya gabra nak menjawab soalan sampai Mr.Deedat datang nak check kad matriks pun, aku punya terkejut macam nak mati.Lol Syeikha buat malu je.
Soalan yang memang membunuh aku mid sem ni part optimization tu lah.Tahap nak lompat-lompat atas meja periksa tu je.Padahal soalan tu sebiji macam lecture note..Dah ulang kali buat pun tak dapat jugak diaplikasikan dalam exam. Cobaannn... Rugi je soalan tu kalau aku ingat mesti markah penuh punya. Malangnya tak ingat-,-"

Yang pasti tadi banyak betul contengan jalanan yang aku.Semua nak di'scratch'. Memang cun lah. Dah macam lukisan dah kertas jawapan aku. Apa-apa je lah yang lepas biarlah lepas yang ke hadapan ni nak dilawan..Esok punya peperangan kena prepare.

Maths ::: LEVEL COMPLETE

Next level >>>> Chemistry.

Tension.Tension exam pun kena ber-gum-bira jugak. Jom layan UPIN IPIN
Kenangan mengusik jiwa. Terbaiklah!!!! :D

DAY 27:Tazkirah| Sedu-seduXD

Pejam celik. Pejam celik. Kejap je dah nak sebulan kan? Macam tak percaya je.
Rasa macam baru semala je balik ke Sarawak ni.#hiperbola.
Cepatnya masa bergerak tak terkejar dek den ni ah.
Laju sangat. After 4 weeks I started my Semester 2, kalau kira-kira ada lagi 4 minggu= sebulan lagi untuk prepare for my mid semester.

"Pergghh..poyo nya hang pa nak prepare awal-awal mid sem.Tolonglah!"

Excuse me. Suka hatilah nak prepare awal ke tak. My future kot. Not yours. Kalau you rasa I'm kinda annoying sebab nak prepare for my "mid sem" it's up to you. No harm. Get on with your annoyance. Do I look like I care?? #emo sebentar.





Sesi tazkirah diri..
Oh God. Seriously dah sebulan meyh. I'm not fully prepared yet lah. Maths belum sifu lagi these two chapter. Biology masih dalam proses menghadam chapter Immnunology tu, sekarang ni dah masuk Genetics lah pula lagi parah. The past pun I belum pegang dalam tangan lagi ni. Chemistry je yang agak okay because I rajin sangat buat tutorial dia. but somehow Chemistry ni haru sikit. Memang time revising and tutorial-ing I bajet faham tahap petala ke tujuh, ke lapan. Tapi once exam rasa macam tak pernah belajar je. Padahal tutorial buat selalu okay je. Mesti lecturer ada hidden agenda behind exam paper ni. :(
Ke aku yang problematic??
Masalah. Masalah.
Sekarang ni macam hari-hari je kena buat tazkirah diri.
Makin hari, makin less my study hour.sangatlah less:(
lagi-lagi hari Sabtu and Ahad, memang penghulu segala tidurlah hari cuti macam ni. Macam manalah nak 4-flat kalau macam ni =,='
Tiba-tiba rasa sedih pulak :((
Takut pun ada. Dahlah diorang cakap for Medicine Faculty untuk batch kitaorang ada interview, lepas tu will be selected based on our Semester 1 and this Mid semester 2 test.
Argghhhhh. nak tak nak kena perform this Mid Semester jugak.:(
Syeikha,
Fikir....fikir....
Which activity yang agak-agak melalaikan yang you must cut off dia.?

Movie?
melalaikan...*bergema
- abis nak buat apa? Padam movie collection dalam lappy?
Tak nak ah. Penat download. Banyak tak habis tengok lagi :(

Facebooking?
Lalai je.
-Deactive facebook? But nanti Pre-U punya announcement kat facebook.
Tak boleh!Tak boleh!

Blogging!!?
Err...err...No comment.Don't know should be categorized under things that waste the time or not-lost!

Rasanya other than these three things tak ambil banyak masa aku kot.
Novel-ing masih dalam kawalan because aku baca time cuti panjang je.
Makan?
Takkan makan pun buang=g masa kot.
"Makan tak buang masa. tapi cara kau makan yang buang masa! Bertahun nak menunggu."
LOLXD
Fineee....nanti aku blender semua makanan biar senang!Laju sikit makan nanti:P

Setakat ni. Benda-benda ni yang aku nampak disturbing. Tak tahulah kalau ada benda lain kan?

*Pssst..psst..ingat nak buat work out lah. Nak senaman sikit baru badan sihat sikit nak study.Kan?:D

DAY 16:Set up the goals of yours|Achieve it!

"Alaaa.mentang-mentanglah dah nak new year startlah posting things like goals goals segala.Sepak bola masuk gol je lah"

Hey!Hey!
Guys this thing that I was posting today has nothing to do with the upcoming new year eh. Not.Not at all.
have the thought  of writing this because our beloved English coordinator was asking us.

"So till now, what have you all achieved your goal for this year?"

All of us like,"....."

then she said,"No one had achieved anything?

Suddenly there's a voices came out," We don't even know what we want Madam."

SET!
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"Seriously?!then how did you know that you have achieved anything.?"

"It's just come, Madam!"Ryan reply her.

"It's all miracle,Madam.Miracle!" me added up.

So that's the event that had brought me to this "Goals" thingy.

Our Madam had achieved most of her goals except for two ;
 reducing her weight and travelling overseas.
but that's not the matter that I want to bring up now.
It's the thing that she did have her goals and enthusiastically try to achieve her goals.

PLAN.
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I was impressed by the spirit that she had brought out. So impressive!

because of I was sooo   terpengaruh with her.
I've realize the importance of having a goals and achieving it
tak jadi juga if you just set your goal but put no effort to achieve it it.Kan?
like my last goal
Konon-kononnya nak 4flat but my effort was like,
 "tiiiiiittttt........tiitt.....tiiiiiitttttt...ttiiiii.....titititititiitittit"
"Maaf pesakit tak dapat diselamatkan".

ACHIEVE!
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 Nazak sangatlah effort yang saya tampilkan ye tuan dan puan sekalian.
Guys,
Make sure you really really understand what your goals is.
and after knowing what it's all about then plan ; what you should do, when should you start, how can you achieve it and etc.
By doing this you'll have a clear view of what you gonna do to achieve your goals.
Next is,long lasting enthusiasm.
Why did I add long lasting there?
Pernah tak dengar peribahasa "hangat hangat tahi ayam"
that's it!
the problem when you just have your enthusiasm waktu awal awal je, as time goes on you pun lemah longlai tak berdaya lagi.Got it.
Long lasting enthusiasm, hold into it.Okay!:)))

So peeps, anything our goals is just work it out and achieve it. God Bless!:D



#just now I ada public speaking and I believe that I'd it well XD
Wedding thing.Takdelah sebencana like what I thought, okay je!

DAY 4

:(
 sedihnya today...maths tadi blurr sungguh..awangan awangan terus aku fourth day dah macam ni...wooo..kene banyak latihann for differentiation of exponential and logrithmic function ni.For the concept aku arse same je dengan differentiation concept yang selama ini aku belajar but some pak cik exponential and mak cik logarithm ini yang membuat aku tak keruan..memang musuh rasmi aku dari zaman sekolah hinggalah semester lepas nak pulak to be continued semester ni. rasa nak siat siat pon ade gak.haha.
eh?tidak! its looks like i've lost my passion.lembik je.baru kena test dengan exponential aku dah hilang semangat.tak boleh jadi ni. Nanti den nak pergi berguru dengan sifu MrAlif.terbaik dari ladang punya.haha.
tak boleh nak review apa yang aku faham for this subtopic.memang tenggelam ke dasar laut je semua yang aku belajar hari ini. Malam ni, Syeikha Zulaikha you have to do the exercise on this subtopic. review balik example yang Miss Farah bagi tadi.humph!






Kelas yang paling "Class kau Maria..." is kelas Biology. Sungguh pendek dan ringkas ye. History je.Haha. Part history ni memanglah senang lagi mudah ye time exam but somehow soalan nilah yang sibuk-sibuk main aci tarik tali dengan aku.Ada je bayangan sukma yang mengelirukan.Last choice selalunye eden hontam jo..but this semester tak boleh nak main baling dadu and hentam eh Cik Syeikha...

"Asal lak?Sukati ambolah"

"Eh? dah lupa pulak.Pergi scroll kat description blog.Bukan awak nak 4 flat ke? One mark je boleh change awak punya gred kalau awak nak."

#Ceh.tetiba je nak ada monolog dalaman.haha:P

tapi monolog dalaman aku boleh pakai ape. Highlighted Only one marks can decide your gred fella!

Senang cerita,
GIVE THE BEST FOR THE BEST.okay?!

P/S:: tadi ade kelas IT gak tapi tak nak review sebab tak suka.
dush..dush!pang!
"eh ?pasal kau pukul aku?"
"biar sedar diri sikit. IT pun penting jugak tau!kalau kau macam ni baik tak payah berangan 4flat. 2.00 pun okay masuk degree gak.kan?"

"Ah...Sudah...."   =,="

#Fikir-fikirkan dan selamat beramal:)

DAY 1

3 DIS.
today is the start point. Towards my mission gaining 4 flat for semester II.first thing to be highlighted on day one is the PLANNING. i've come out with few idea how to manage y studies for this sem and already create my timetable to work with. Need to really really stick to it.Not like last sem. Jadi penghias dinding je.Pray for yaa?. How i'm going to deal with my notes,tutorial,mind maps,so on so forth had been designated. I believe today was a good start for me. classes was going on well. today lectures was chemistry and biology. thumbs up for lecturer today.at least i didn't yawn today. haha:)
not so much activities for today. biasalah hari pertamakan.anyway..Syeikha Zulaikha fight for 4flat,strive for MBBS.Got it?yeha!

Timetable.Stick to it.

# hoho.just now during biology lecture, we were told that this sem will  have a lots lots of study tour. there'll be visits to FACULTY OF MEDICINE AND HEALTH SCIENCES too. Are we going to see all those corpses?Just wait and see fella.:)

I don't care what they say.I'm in love with you.They try to keep me away.They don't know the truth. My heart is full of love for you,Medicine<3