DAY 73: Rumah Terbuka Maths

Jemput jemputlah datang adik-adik, abang-abang, kakak-kakak, mak cik- mak cik, pak cik- pak cik semua...
Haha
Buat jurung kalinya bilik saya mengadakan Rumah Terbuka Maths 2013. Sesiapa dijemput hadir sekiranya mereka telah menyiapkan salah satu soalan assignment Maths yang membunuh petala ke lapan. Kalau you have done nothing dipersilakan keluar *tak guna punya tuan rumah.
Di sinilah medan kami semua mendiskusi assignment Maths yang menjadi igauan ngeri para pelajar *kalau aku seorang je tak tahulah lah pulak =,="
Tapi yang pasti the assignment was 80% done dengan kerjasama wonder pet yang kami amalkan.LOL
Rumah terbuka yang paling terbaik dalam dunia kerana kami bukan sahaja berjaya menyelesaikan masalah-masalah Maths tersebut bahkan kami juga dapat begembira sambil 'menggong-gong' biji kuaci*wrong term here. Eh! penatlah nak buat bahasa skema ni.
Yang pasti I truly enjoy today's open house memang heaven meaven ler. Gelak-gelak sambil buat gossip budak hott haha. Part budak hott punya gossip memang tak boleh bela. Skandal-skandal rahsia semua keluar . Kait-maitkan budak-budak ni dengan entah siapa-siapa je. Random je keluar nama. *macam random tag pun ada gaya. Dengan si Tyrah buat lawak selamba dia, lagi sakit perut aku. Habis semua ilmu keluar sebab banyak nau bergelak tawa. Tak sangka gila dengan bilik pack gila-gila kentang. Bayangkan bilik yang duduk dua orang pun kadang-kadang semput, ni pulak bila 12 orang berasak-rasak masuk. Dengan assignment paper bersepah-sepah kat lantai eh lagi.. Kuaci sepinggan kat tengah "Krupp...Kruppp..." cakap- cakap... Habis segenggam ambil lagi. Haha. Macam Joyah* bukan nama sebenar. mengumpat depan rumah dah gaya sensorang.
Yes. Happy-happy jugak. Gelak-gelak jugak. Tapi bergeraklah kerja kitaorang siaplah jugak. 80% .HIHI. Bergunalah sungguh rumah terbuka ni. Tak ada lah tension macam sebelum. Kalau buat dengan partner asal je, alamatnya 'Kriiik...Kriiik...'  dua-dua nanti blur. Lebih baik discussion macam ni, sempit bilik tak terasa sangatlah *tak kot... LOL
Sebenarnya dari semester lepas dah buat rumah terbuka ni Olehnya kerana, ianya sangat efektif tu yang drag to second rumah terbuka. :)
Anyway, thanks to all the partner yang terlibat memeriahkan bilik saya yang cun ini. Haha.

Credit: My beloved BFF @ partner Nurul Syakirah yang kiut(saje puji lelebih), Hana Anje&  BabyNabila ; Myra Nur Cahaya (yang aku baru tahu nama penuh dia tadi)& sayang tercinta Nurul Fitriah ; My deary honey Salsabrina & Ramizah aka Lilly Pitch Perfect(yang suara tak dengar tu); Izma genius&Tyrah Tghah Hottie and lastly rumbate ku Fatin& Aisyah Manje
Oh!lagi sekor penyumbang dari jauh (depan bilik je) Minn the Jibber!

#LOVE yaa.Thanks XOXO

DAY 60:Finally...it ends.

Our war was finally end. Quite relieve. Huhhhh..* deep breath...
The question was awesome! especially our essay question. Exactly the same as the one that we did in class before this-the same! But the 'melancholy' part #just remember this word.totally forgot about it when I want to express the sadness in my essay.damn! ... is that I know the idea of that particular question but I somehow realize that the structure of my essay*the one in the exam was kind of loose. No determination. It's kind of 'beat around the bush' like I was mumbling in the essay babbling about the deforestation without a clear means. I had the point*actually it was given. but it was not fully clarified, I just explain it on the base and tadaa..! Finish.

I am expecting this reaction when my English coordinator read my essay

 That's the situation for my English paper today. The sentence arrangement was shit. I think I've lost my ability to write an article or and essay in proper manner. The whole idea was a piece of junk as I hate the way I'm explaining the things. No maturation there. It was almost like a little kid's essay. Rubbish!*at least for me. Yes, by means of word used I can get quite*quite yeah good word usage but the grammar organization.? Again.? Please flush away my essay. I totally hate it even though it was written by myself. For grammar I was quite don't really care about it # not much. but for the sentence structure?It's hell! I've really lost my ability write it in versatile way.Like the one I used*for quite sometime... to be. It had a lot of mumbling in it that makes it long - really long but zero! No facts!. Just a babbling. .. I really need to do something with it or else I'm going to die or at least score bad in my upcoming MUET test. Seriously! Make up your writing Syeikha!. Grammar, sentence organization, style of writing * make it versatile-literally! so for your upcoming MUET test you can achieve your desired band 5 or 6. Not below than that! Mind it!
The first thing that I've to do is to correct back my writing style in this blog. The way I expressed my writing in this blog was really childish and unorganized. (Peeps, did you have any difficulties in attaining the idea of my past post.?Are you?Please, comment below).

LOL. That's soooo me!The latest me.-Terrible

I think I really really have to do a change here and to be active back in my reading. Not just read those books that related to my studies, I have to read others though. Speaking. Yes! That's included too. The last time I really really speak English. I mean real English was many years back. Long lost time. Now-not now, the few years back I speak 'rojak' English as a trend and I think it looks enjoyable though.*fool. Now, I have to face the consequence, my English wasn't getting better, it was getting worst-really worst.No doubt.!

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and... what else??!.....Oh! Switch 'on' my mind to catch any newest issue, general information. That may help. Miss the time I would find any article on something, keep it and read it back when I'm free. Use the issue in my essay. It really help me-a lot! and....read the 'high level magazine' not the cheeky, cheesy or what ever style magazine that would make my thinking to be immature. During my primary level I've read the 'high level thinking magazine' that really make me 'advance' from others especially in giving the opinion but ever since I'm in form 4, I've totally stop reading those 'high level thingy' and preferred the 'childish magazine' that had no critical thinking written in it just f.u.n. awww..such a lost...!It's a regret.
I REALLY NEED A CHANGE!REAL CHANGE....

*let's pod-casting! to learn their 'lingo'! So that we can have their accent in our daily pronunciation. Voila'!!!

XOXO

DAY 50: Misi tak nak balik bilik

srutttt...srutttt....#kesat kesat hingus.lol

weheee..sempat hari ini aku buat klip video romantik abad ini.kuii..kuii. meredah hujan yang tetiba je nak mencuah-curah gila itik, time nak balik bilik. Tak pasal-pasal kami terpaksa membuat aksi-aksi sweet jalan meredah hujan dengan payung pink aku yang comel macam tuan dia.lol #eh tertinggal pulak.Aku buat aksi-aksi sweet dengan Maryanne Minn eh. Bersih-bersihkan balik minda penuh fitnah anda itu :P

Hahaha.

_Iklan_

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Tehee~

Yes! Saya berjaya melaksanakan misi balik bilik lambat untuk mengelakkan diri ini tertidur lagi time tengah hari yang aura mata nak terkatup tu tengah membara-bara. Huahahaha. Pukul lapan malam lebih baru kaki ni menjejakkan tapaknya kat lantai bilik aku yang bersih berkilat ni#hiperbola. Bagus juga misi aku kali ini memang sangat berjaya sebab berjayalah juga buat aku istiqamah belajar sikit. Mana tak nya, boleh jadi kat library nak tidur mestilah aura study tu membara-bara, kalau aku balik bilik agaknya siang tadi memang baik punya landinglah kat katil aku. Katil berdadah. Asyik buat orang nak tidur je. Siapa je especially si Minn and Tiah  datang bilik aku memang automatically bukkk.. baring terus, tak sempat nak intro-intro ah. Sampai sometimes buat aku terkejut beruk je.Mana taknya pusing belakang je tetiba ada benda terbaring atas katil aku. Macam cipps.. je. Selalulah aku dapat sakit jantung short term. *apasal aku dah melalut lebih pasal katil  ni -,-"

Jom.Jom. Sambung balik cerita pasal  misi aku tadi. 

Hari ni memang akulah insan yang paling rajin*sangat-sangat. Disebabkan misi aku yang dianggap je lah berjaya ini, dapatlah aku me'master'kan diri dengan differentation yang sebelum ni macam siput sedut je punya reaction setiap kali nak menjawab soalan dia. Lepas ni nak masterkan application dia pulak. Lagi satu haru punya benda jadah apa tah. Maybe esok punya misi pulak? Tapi silap sikit perancangan misi aku hari nni sebab aku bawak buku Maths semata je. Bila mata aku dah berpinar-pinar tengok maths tadi aku dah tak tau nak replace dengan apa sebab memang buku maths je yang aku angkut tadi. So, untuk next mission mesti a tleast bawak two subjects punya books. So bila dah nak keluar muntah hijau tengok subject A, aku bolehlah beralih arah pulak kat subject B. Tak ada lah aku termenung kelip-kelip mata tengok orang lain study macam tadi.Kuii..Kuiii...

 8 a.m:Class -> 12.30p.m:Library -> 2.00p.m:Lab Chemistry -> 5.00p.m:Kawad ->8.??p.m Bilik 'saya'

Nak tak nak kena nazi sikit jadual study say minggu ni coz next week mid sem and I haven't study all the chapter yet. So... terimalah jadual kejam ini. Kejap lagi sambung study  balik. *Double jerk :3

#Nasib baik aku dapat balik lab coat kechentaan aku tu. Terima kasih abg makmal bukakan makmal untuk saya :)

Good news : Our PCR lab punya result semua negative, ada lah point nak mengarut kat discussion.(-oo-)*

'Chamak Challo'

Inspired by N.A.S.H 3rd batch asasi.Kui...Kui.

Peminat kipas susah mati ni .LOL

DAY 24:Tell me,why?

easy and simple.
for those yang rasanya tidak berpuas hati dengan me.
Sila terang-terangan beritahu saya
I don't mind at all *mind sikit je laa
but seriously if there's anything mushy fishy pasal aku.
Jangan takut takut nak beritahu.
takdelah I just kesian kepada mereka yang tak puas hati tu.
Kadang-kadang tu kononnya nak meluahkan rasa kepada sahabat terchenta ketidakpuasan hati dia
but somehow tetiba I muncul kat situ.terbantut terus. Kesian *seriously...
tak tau nak gelak ke nak marah time tu.
Nak gelak macam tak patut je..#tapi muka terkantoi diorang...hahaXD
Nak marah? Malas aku buat berkedut muka yang dah sedia berkedut je.Kan??

So , senang cerita bagitahu je aku.Straight to the point.Kan bagus?
Nak hidup kena berani sayang :))
XOXO. no harm.

#esok dah start kuliah balik.Malasnya:(

DAY 23:I'm confident enough! YOU?

Just now have a short thought.

Suddenly I sorted out, all this while I have tough confidence for myself.*kembang. kembang

Quite perasanlah. Jarang sangat myself hid myself behind for any task.

Mesti jugak nak mempamerkan lubang hidung yang sedia cantik ni ke hadapan

Quite a long time jugak. Since primary school lagi rasanya.

Ke depan. Becoming presenter. Debater. Pelakon. Penyair jalanan pun pernah.

Nak kata ada hikmah ke tak ah? With this confidence??

If I look it from good sight, memang berhikmah sangatlah confidence level yang tinggi.

At least awak takdelah terkedek-kedek, passing the task to others for anything. 

Because you have the confidence, umpama Superman yang kacak anda kehadapan menyelamatkan kawan-kawan yang serba ketakutan.haha XD *takde niat nak bajet.

But from the other sight...

Err...Err...Err..

Macam mana ek nak cakap. Oleh kerana anda punya confidence level tinggi adalah makhluk Tuhan yang paling seksi yang cuba mengambil kesempatan.#no specific person.It's a warn.Tak payah nak perasan :P lol

Kadang tu rasa nak hampuk pun ada dengan manusia ni.

Selalu terkena macam ni.

"Alah Syeikha, kau kan berani pergilah sound dia.."

"Syeikha, kaulah present.Kau kan berani"

"Syeikha , bla...blaa.bla..."

Sekali dua bolehlah ambo melayan. Empat lima - dua puluh kali. Mahu aku bagi penampar

Awal-awal bolehlah terima kalau "kanak-kanak" dalam bantuan ini minta tolong.

Adalah 'feel' sikit nak jadi superhero.

yang seterusnya terus buat aku rasa ,

"korang tak ada mulut ke nak buat sendiri?"#sila terasa kalau nak sangat terasa.hahaXD

Kadang-kadang tu permintaan yang diornag suruh aku voice out kan sangatlah melampau,

Ada ke suruh sound cikgu?

Nak sound sound sendirilah, aku pula yang kena. Aku tak ada masalah dengan cikgu. Apasal pula aku yang kena sound kan? Sungguh tak memasal diorang ni. =,='

Sebenarnya, aku tak adalah kisah sangat kalau korang nak suruh aku jadi tukang voice out korang except for "sound" cikgu tu lah. Itu gua ambil kisah.

Best je sebenanya jadi presenter and so on. Best sangat! Like seriously.!!

Tapi satu je..

Korang tak jealous ke? Muak ke?*Yelaa, asyik aku je.

No. I mean. Selama ni aku je yang menunjukkan lubang hidung kat depan, korang tak nak try ke?

Rasa apa yang aku rasa.

"Alaa, aku bukan tak nak Syeikha. Masalahnya, aku takut. Aku asal ke depan je. Gabra semacam."
"Rasa nak terkencing pun ada"*hiperbola -,-

Korang takut? Gabra?
Seriously cakap, dulu aku pun macam tu.

Takut juga.

But what I did?

Fight it!

Lawan dengan ketakutan sendiri.Lawan habis-habisan.

Berkesan.

Prove?

Tak prove. Aku jamin sendiri. Aku prove dia.Haha XD

"Kau cakap lawan, tapi lawan tu macam mana?"

Ah.Sudah...

Haha.

*tunggu my next post.okay? cluck:6

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So, these are the tips and tricks. :)
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Confident Trick#1

DAY 22:Nasihat untuk saya dan awak|Wanita:)

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Saya tak cukup baik.
Tapi saya tak nak benda yang tak baik jadi kepada saya.
Hope the same for you  and everybody.

DAY 21: Outta ma way!

Yes.
I have my plan.
I write everything.
I know each step that I must take.
I'm aware where am I heading next.
Everything was super duper clear for me.

But...
Everything change when comes the
"UNEXPECTED"
that thing that hinder me from moving on.
There's always always little, medium, large things that stop me.
sometimes that particular thing really disrupting the plan that I've prepared.
Blank*

DAY 18:Whatever you think, Think the opposite.

When you look back there will be things you will regret.
You made the wrong decision.
Wrong.
You make the right decision.
life is all about decision.
Whatever decision you make is the only one you could make.
Otherwise you would make a different one.
Everything we do we choose,
So what is there to regret?
You are the person you chose to be.

You can make your body anything that you want to be.
You are the raw material.
You can be a doctor.
You can be a housewife.
You can be anything you want.What you want,you will get.
But you have to want it enough to go about getting it.
Dreaming and talking about it won't achieve anything.
There's only one person who can determinethe shape of your life.
YOU.
but who are you going to be?
Who?




To think what are you going to be is to thing what you want and wish for.?
I WISH.
I WISH means : wouldn't it be nice if...
If you always make the right decision, the safe decision, the one most people make, you will be the same as everyone else.
Always wishing life was different.
I WANT.
I WANT means: if I want it enough I'll get it.
Getting what you want means  making the decision you need to make you get what you want.
Not the decisions those around you think you should make.
Making the safe the decision is dull, predictable and leads nowhere new.
The unsafe decision causes you to think and respond in a way you hadn't thought of.
And that thought will lead to other thought which will help you achieve what you want.
Start taking bad decisions and it will take you to a place where others only dream of being.



Any decision you wanna take.
You are the one who chose it to be.
Try take the risk.
Don't make the decision only based what others think right,
What others think it is safe.
try to think differently.It makes your different.
What ever you think,THINK THE OPPOSITE.
No one had the most scheme of what was the most best decision.
Just go on with the thing that you believe was the best.
:)

DAY 16:Set up the goals of yours|Achieve it!

"Alaaa.mentang-mentanglah dah nak new year startlah posting things like goals goals segala.Sepak bola masuk gol je lah"

Hey!Hey!
Guys this thing that I was posting today has nothing to do with the upcoming new year eh. Not.Not at all.
have the thought  of writing this because our beloved English coordinator was asking us.

"So till now, what have you all achieved your goal for this year?"

All of us like,"....."

then she said,"No one had achieved anything?

Suddenly there's a voices came out," We don't even know what we want Madam."

SET!
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"Seriously?!then how did you know that you have achieved anything.?"

"It's just come, Madam!"Ryan reply her.

"It's all miracle,Madam.Miracle!" me added up.

So that's the event that had brought me to this "Goals" thingy.

Our Madam had achieved most of her goals except for two ;
 reducing her weight and travelling overseas.
but that's not the matter that I want to bring up now.
It's the thing that she did have her goals and enthusiastically try to achieve her goals.

PLAN.
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I was impressed by the spirit that she had brought out. So impressive!

because of I was sooo   terpengaruh with her.
I've realize the importance of having a goals and achieving it
tak jadi juga if you just set your goal but put no effort to achieve it it.Kan?
like my last goal
Konon-kononnya nak 4flat but my effort was like,
 "tiiiiiittttt........tiitt.....tiiiiiitttttt...ttiiiii.....titititititiitittit"
"Maaf pesakit tak dapat diselamatkan".

ACHIEVE!
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 Nazak sangatlah effort yang saya tampilkan ye tuan dan puan sekalian.
Guys,
Make sure you really really understand what your goals is.
and after knowing what it's all about then plan ; what you should do, when should you start, how can you achieve it and etc.
By doing this you'll have a clear view of what you gonna do to achieve your goals.
Next is,long lasting enthusiasm.
Why did I add long lasting there?
Pernah tak dengar peribahasa "hangat hangat tahi ayam"
that's it!
the problem when you just have your enthusiasm waktu awal awal je, as time goes on you pun lemah longlai tak berdaya lagi.Got it.
Long lasting enthusiasm, hold into it.Okay!:)))

So peeps, anything our goals is just work it out and achieve it. God Bless!:D



#just now I ada public speaking and I believe that I'd it well XD
Wedding thing.Takdelah sebencana like what I thought, okay je!

DAY 14:Argue with yourself |True or Wrong

"the malicious inner voices immunity was too strong.strength-all was used
but still it fight and fight
again,
in the end I'm the one who was lost :("

Argue wasn't an offence.Be pleased to do so
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Fight it back!
Never ever ever lose to it.
If you can't quiet the inner voice, then at least use it to your advantage,Syeikha.
Use it.
If it is negative neutralize it, if it is positive neutralize it.
Every time you hear yourself contradicting the speaker,
STOP! and take the other point of view.
Wash up your brain.
Suggest to the brain all the reason why the speaker may be correct and you are the one who came with the wrong concept.
by arguing yourself, you may open yourself to the information being provided.
That's the best case of fighting the inner voice.
but failing that gives you advantages too
at least you strengthen your own argument.
Succeeding or failing to fight your inner voice never be a loss.
the most important thing is to argue with yourself-to fight back the inner voice that tried to make you confuse.
Cluck:6

applicable to our life also mehXD
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lol:D
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#misspend the time. end up regretting it. I've lost my precious time today:((
I shouldn't buy.I shouldn't read.Novel_ you steal my time.:(

DAY 11:Be Quiet|No harm.No spam.Just truth.

"The concept of this bzzbzbzzbbzbzbzzzzzbhbhhashahahah....",

"It was actually...bzbzbzbhahahabmwnwhlolhahahabzzz.Got it class??"

"Yes!!!" in clear and harmonious voices

"Okay.What you really have to know is bzzzzbzbzbzzbzbzzbbzzhahamiowmbek....."

"Class,attention please..!"

The "bzzzbzbbzbzzbbzbzbzbzzbhahabzbhabhaabh" sound stop abruptly, and the lecturer continue back his lecture..

"This thing is all about.... bzzzzzzzbzbzbzzbbzbzbz..."

and the class goes on with that particular "bzbzbzbzhabzhzbahbzha" sound echoing till the end of our lecture with a few sudden stop- with the admonition of our lecturer today.

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Peeps,
the class was totally full shit when there's the existence of this echoing "bzbzbzbbzzzbzzbzbz" sound at almost all the time. The lecturer- fully spirited presenting his lecture but somehow the presence of few "bzbzbzzbzbabzabzabb" so called producer, kept on making noises that obviously distracting others that really really, I repeat again wanna focus to the lecturer.

A few times sharp glance and "please be quiet" body language seems to have NO effect at all. I really don't know if all of them got sort of repellent on their body that preventing them from realizing our's distracted body language. #sigh :((

If body language cause no effect maybe wall would do.Credit:sideshowbytheseashore.com

Fellas.
I really don't how to say this more properly or well-mannered that may pleasure you guys.
It just that..I really need the cooperation of you guys to understand us that really really wanna focus to the lecture. We aren't as smart as you that can score without even hear to the lecture so please understand us.
I,she,he,them,us really DON'T MIND if you're extremely not interested to the lecture or what but please shut our mouth off. Do something else that clearly won't disturb us, 'the want-to-learn people'. Play with your smartphones,your tab or what so ever it is with one condition, NO NOISE.I believe that will totally pleased the lecturer even more.Please...be quiet? :))

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#No harm.Not spam.the truth:)

DAY 10:Malicious inner voices

Have you ever think about how did yourself learn all this while??
Did ya??
As far as I am concern(*kuikui) most of us don't bother to much about how did they learn.
Me too.Anyone with me?!??
All these while I thought that learning process just come naturally.
Heard to others either in conversation or in lecture and simply absorb all their saying, right??
But things are getting harder lately.
I hardly able to absorb all those information that my lecturer was presenting.
Sometimes totally lost till I ended up saying,
"Ala...takpelah.balik bilik nanti aku study. Kaji sendiri je lah."
Daaaaaa..that's it. and almost 60% of my own kajian.ended up without a start. Got it.?
It's a mess fella.!
Its kinda weird why am I becoming like this...
Maybe because too much facts, figures and, experience stuffed into my brain causing it to have less room for new ideas and thoughts?
Okay. That's totally rubbish.
How- on earth that our brain got its limit.? Ingat ni pendrive ke cik Syeikha oi...=.='
What ever it is, the need for learning never ends, so your desire to do so should always outweigh your desire to be right. The world is changing and new ideas pop up everyday; incorporating them into your life will keep you engaged and relevant.






and....
after few times mind-troubleshoot.
I find out that there's 97.9% of probability that my INNER VOICE was actually disturbing my fact crunching mood. Sort of dangerous malicious virus is now attacking my mind......!(absolute crap mumble.)

Sometimes it talk "diamond",sometimes just "crap.

WHAT?!inner voice??? wth are you talking about.

Oh well baby....
You know the one I am talking about. It's the little voice that offers a running commentary when you are listening to someone. It's the voice that brings up your own opinion about the information being provided.
THE TALKING MIND.


ME,myself always always and always, I repeat again always do that.

When my lecturer start to say this and this
at the same mind my Great fella INNER VOICE would like to say,

'Ooooh.......It's actually like this and this.relate to this and that...',
so on and so forth.
and guess what happen to me???