Showing posts with label Study. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Study. Show all posts

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

DAY 79: Hot news! Legakan hati yang ketakutan.

Baru tadi berjumpa denga timbalan dekan dan sesuatu perkara yang mengejutkan* agaklah especially for those who want to futher their study to Medical Faculty.

There'll be no interviews for it!
sure?
Yes.Absolutely sure. because it's our timbalan dekan's words kot. 
"There'll be no interview!"

I'm so so glad to hear this from her. Sangat lega. Really lega. Senang cerita lega. Haha. I rasa lega bukan sebab I takut interview but I takut pada "pemilihan interview". It seems so scary at first tapi sekarang tak lah due to the fact that the interview was cancelled. Kan? Apo yang nak ditakutkan lagi jang? Tinggal our final and those carry marks thingy saja lah yang nak dirodok-rodok. Interview considered over! Haha. Tapikan...urmmmm cuba bayangkan ada prompt interview. Haaa. tak ke terkejut segala tulang-tulang urat-urat tua aku. Haha. Tapi tak mungkin kot. Rasanya tak lah.* Aku je yang alien selalu fikir bukan-bukan :D

Interview tak ada, yes- I lega. But rasa kesian pulak dengan kemahiran interview yang kita orang belajar time zaman muda-muda *bajet tua sangat . I mean time sekolah dulu, seniors* the alumni teach us how to face the interviews. We even ada percubaan inteview kot. Macam lawak pun ada. Yelah di'interview' oleh sang-sang senior. Takutlah juga. *kening kening. Takpelah maybe not for this time, next time who knows, kan? haa... time nak minta kerja nanti can be used. 

I met the lecturers, Mr.Chieng yang baik, Mr. Ikhwan cool. eh lecturer Maths belum lagi lah. Esok nantilah pergi. All of them pesan including our timbalan dekan, "study! study!" when I cakap I risau about the result thing.Takutlah ianya tak perfect enough dari sisi mata manusia lain. Kalau aku bedal okay je....kot? Haha. Daripada mulut mereka yang lebih tua dan berpengalaman dan mempunyai taraf pendidikan yang of course lebih tinggi daripada aku dapat conclude: Belajar je lah. Bolehnya jawab tak dapat banyak sikit at least you tak hantar clean exam sheets to lecturers back kan. So considered okay *dengan syarat jawapan tu masuk akal lah.. Jangan pulak korang lukis Troll Face kat situ. Kalau macam tu aku yang bukan lecturer ni pun rasa nak hampuk je. Penat membebel *lecturing dalam kelas takkan seekor pun tak masuk dalam kepala. Macam tu sia-sia lah datang kelas kan, darl semua. 

Kalau based to me,myself ada ja timing I malas nak dengar lecture. Ada je. Tak apa lah. We're humans kan, aku tahu semua rasa bosan boleh wujud bila-bila masa je walaupun kita tak nak. Tak apa lah. Tak dengar kuliah sangat pun tak apa, asal you revise the thing back by yourself.Pandai cari masa lah. Tapi kalau tak pandai cari masa, you have no other choice. Hear the lecture. Nak kuatkan lagi, study. I may not the "4 flat" scorer. But I know what are the way that can make my result look quite okay. You know what I mean, right? * jangan misinterpret sudah. 

Jangan risau kalau you tak score the best sebab menang tak selamanya menang, kalah tak selamanya kalah. Dan dalam dunia ni, nak mencapai cita-cita kita bukan dengan satu cara je. Banyak cara. We've 26 letters to label our plans. So, don't be frustrated. Okay :)
Tok sah lah nangis-nangis. :)
There must be a way. Just search for it. Dunia tak adalah kejam sangat sayang. There's no world of sorrow. It's you! The one that can make it a better place for you and for me... You- decide your choice by yourself. Gunakan otak yang Tuhan bagi. Dia bagi kita otak mesti bersebab. Why not us find the reason why and use 'the why' as our guidance.:)

Okay, I'm quite late for our comm skill lecture ni. XOXO

#jangan sedih-sedih tau. Allah itu ada, Dia terlalu dekat dengan kita. Mintalah bantuannya walau tanpa suara.  

Saturday, 16 February 2013

DAY 76: I love you, Ibu and Ayah :)

Asalnya aku tak nak pun tulis post hari ni sebab rasa malas and I prefer to study. But tetiba I perasan yang why didn't I.Today is a specially day. It's my mum's birthday. 54th birthday! Kalau I can write a special post for my BFF why not my mum get the same thing.
But I don't really write this post  just to say 'Happy Birthday Ibu, I love you!" and done. No, not at all. It isn't all about the utterance of birthday with but it's more than that.

I call my mum this morning but I couldn't reach her. I told you, it's truly upsetting-really... But I tried it out at eleven something. Hah..Luckily, she answer my call.
" Assalamualaikum Ibu!!! Happy birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy birthday to youuuu!!!" with such beautiful melody*kinda.haha.
My mum laugh and said
" Ibu tak nak ni. Ibu nak keputusan anak ibu..."
My jaw dropped.Hek eleh ibu ni spoil mood je...

"Keputusan mid sem dah keluar belum...?"
"Hehe...."
Gelak je mampu. Try hard kot nak hide my result. But who can resist ibu's question. mesti kantoi jugak. Nak tak nak mesti punya.

 "Blaaa..blaaa..." I tell my result. Obviously tak nak bagi tahu kat sini lah kan. 
"Kakak, apa dah jadi ni.. Kenapa result kau macam tu. Kakak malas belajar eh? ke malas sembahyang ni takpun makan tak pandang...bla..blaaa.."
"Bu, macam mana nak makan kalau akak tak pandang. Akak pandanglah" Haha.Saja kenakan ibu.
...
Ibu terus sambung sesi ceramah seperti selalu dan seperti selalu kerja saya main-mainkan ibu.
Memang tak lengkap kalau tak mengusik ibu.Haha

Nasib baik tak drag lama-lama sebab time tu dalam kereta on the way ke Kuching kalau tak selalu makan setengah jam lebih pulun cakap. Main pas-pas ayah dengan ibu.

Tadi pun sempat jugak ayah tercinta nak menyelit.

"Apa...?" tetiba je keluar suara ayah.
"Mana ada akak nak cakap dengan ayah. Ibu tu.."
"Tak nak cakap dengan ayah sudah.. dah nanti tak yah cakap dengan ayah lagi" dengan nada tak puas hati manja-manja ayah.
"Eleh!sikit-sikit merajuk. Sikit-sikt merajuk. Malam nanti akak telefonlah ayah balik.Ni dalam kereta ni."
"Yeeee.."
"Dah yah eh.Bye. I love you.Hahah"

Dan tadi baru lepas habis night call dengan ayah dan ibu.
Seriously rasa nak menangis cakap dengan ayah sebab rindu gila. Lepas tu I'm sad sebab I tak dapat perfect score for my mid-sem padahal punyalah banyak kata-kata semangat ayah dan ibu bagi. Tapi ...
Tuan punya badan yang lemau sangat ni...
lagi satu before mid sem clearly aku banyak buat benda tak berfaedah. Clearly. Timing study is lesser than timing I online. Jujur.

Time calling-calling ayah tadi pun ayah cakap,
" Kau kerja asyik facebook, youtube je. Belajar takde balang*my brother kau cakap"
Pergh. Tertusuk ke lubang hidung tapi masih nak menjawab.
"Mana ada ... Balang tipu, pulak dia tahu akak surf apa..." 
"Asal dia online je, kau online.."
"Mana tahu, time akak kita orang memang selalu online timing sama."
Aku dah tergelak-gelak nada orang bersalah. Kantoi dengan ayah selalu online. Lepas tu mulalah ayah bagi tazkirah, orang laptop guna buat belajar bukan guna untuk online je kerja.

Memang habis-habisan kena motivasi dengan ayah. Yelah ayah, yelah nanti akak deactive lah facebook tu *ayat selamatkan diri.

Satu benda kalau aku cakap dengan ayah mesti ayah main-main kelentongkan aku dengan tujuan nak buat aku jeleslah dengan orang kat rumah. Tapi kelentongan yang tadi paling tak boleh blaa tahap abad ke dua pulh satu lah.

"Hari ni ibu kau masak nasi beriani LAPAN JENIS LAUK"
Haha.Lawak ayah. Lapan jenis lauk. Obvious gila ayah nak buat aku jeles kononnya.Malangnya tak jadi...
"Akak tak suka makan nasi beriani lah ayah..." Nada nak mengejek sebab ayah tak dapat nak kenakan aku.
"Alah akak jeles...." tak nak kalah ayah...
" Yelah..yelah.. Ayah makan lapan jenis lauk eh? Patutlah masuk hospital hari tu. Doktor cakap tak nak dengar"
Yes. Yes. Bom nuclear untuk ayah..Haha

"Alah, doktor pun tanya ayah pasal ubat. Ubat apa ayah makan. Ubat tu function dia untuk apa...blaa..bllaaa..."
"Yo.Yo. O je ayah"
"Betul. Ayah tak tipu. Tak percaya tanya ibu kau."
"Yelah. Yelah doktor apa tanya ayah"
"Doktor pelatih Manipal"
"Alah doktor pelatih je kot. Tapi apasal dia tanya ayah pulak?"
"Haha. Tulah. Doktor pakar yang suruh"
Ayah...ayah... comel je. :) Sebab tu aku sayang ayah. Rindu gila kat ayah.
Lama kot kitaorang cakap sampai dah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi.
Tapi yang tak boleh belaa gila bila dengar suara ibu bising bising kat background...
"Helo?"
"Hai, birthday girl!!!" Haha. Hari ni kan birthday ibu.
Terus ibu bebel-bebel...
"Ayah kau ni memanglah. Ibu tengah wirid dia paksa pulak cakap dengan anak dia." 
Kan? Tengok? Comel je ayah dengan ibu ni. Lawak pun ada kalau dengar diaorang ni bising-bising.

Nak tak nak ibu terpaksalah bercakap dengan aku.Tinggalkan wirid dia tu.
Banyak jugak kitaorang cakap. Pasal belajar* of course sambung ceramah petang tadi. Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu bebel-bebel pasal pelajaran sebab apa yang dia cakap tu selalu benda betul. Pasal hospital, pasal doktor favourite ibu dengan ayah.

Tapi selalu kalau cakap dengan ibu mesti keluar soalan pelik-pelik pasal penyakit yang lebih wajar ditanya kepada doktor. Tapi ibu nak jugak tanya kat aku.Bajet aku tahu semua je.
Wahai ibunda, anakmu ini baru peringkat asasi belum degree lagi apatah lagi degree medic tu. Belum tentu dapat ibu ku sayang. Hahah

Tapi hari ini aku rasa sebenarnya ibu nak test aku punya pengetahuan.
"Kak kau dah belajar pasal jantung?"
" Dah lama dah akak belajar bu." 
"Apa symptom-symmtom dia?"
"Errrrrrrr..err. Sakit dada lah. Ibu google lah semua ada..."
"Doktor kat hospital tu cakap...." Ni point yang buat aku detect ibu memang sengaja nak test understanding aku.
 "Dia cakap belakang dada bawah sikit kat bahu tu sampai ke tengkuk akan rasa sakit, lepastu kaki bengkak ...blaaa..blaaa..".   *aku dah terlupa apa symptom yang ibu cakap tadi =,="
:)
Ni lah perkara yang agak selalu berlaku kalau aku telefon ibu dengan ayah.
Upacara passing handphone.
Cerita pasal rumah*untuk buat aku jeles.
Pasal penyakit. Hospital Doktor favourite ayah dengan ibu. *kadang tu benda berulang pun ada
Tapi aku tak kisah sebab aku suka dengar ibu dengan ayah bercerita best, kelakar... comel-comel je ayat diaorang. Selalu kalau bosan-bosan selalu teringat perbualan telefon ibu dengan ayah. Mesti buat aku senyum sorang-sorang.Haha.

Lagi banyak aku cakap pasal dorang lagi aku rindu.
Ibu ayah balik final exam ni nak kiss banyak-banyak, nak peluk banyak-banyak :D

Aku beli coffee ni bebanyak untuk stay up. I wanna study die-hard.
 *Ibu dan ayah adalah penjana motivasi terbaik.Kalau rasa lemah telefon diorang mesti semangat balik.Trust me! I always did this. Aku beli coffee tu pun sebab terkenang diorang. I have to strive hard and be friend with this Black Coffee now on :)

XOXO

I love you, Ibu and ayah :)

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

DAY 72:Hectic Life. Starts now!


Today is the last day for our mid semester break + Chinese New Year holiday.
I'm sure that start from now* not really now every room in Kolej Seroja would be filled again.
Every room will be lighted again and every part of college would start to have sound again. :)

Everyone *the one who go back home only will unpack their things. They'll start tidying up their 'dust' room. Haha. Thank God. I don't have to face these dusts for this holiday. *shine
And I'm sure each of us will start to worry about our unfinished assignment *not even start actually. I can't believe that the due date would be this Friday and I haven't done anything- not even one question. It's okay. I'm sure the foundation student will start their cooperation at anytime start from now. So, there's nothing much to be worried of-nothing much... Haha
Those who had finished their assignment. This is for you.LOL

Tomorrow- starting at 8.00 am each of us here at UNIMAS East Campus i.e. Kolej Seroja will start our hectic life as a foundation student back after quite long *erghhhh. holiday. We will have our classes, tutorials, labs what else? Hurmmm... study hours* in brackets back. Whatever it is our holiday *boring one. finally ends. Thank God. Haha
Oh?! Looks like tomorrow I'm going to have my express breakfast again and have coffee again!!! 3-in-1 coffee mixed with 3-in-1 oats and I have ..... a breakfast! Haha

This is me with all those delayed work.:((


I can't write much. There's so much undone thing waiting me in real life. *Sigh. Did I have so many dreams during this holiday that I'm not aware that I'm still in a real life? Woot!Woot!

#I've lost my maths skills back.*as if skillful I am all these days. LOL. How am I going to finish my maths assignment? I've already forget few concepts.
How I wish...

Thursday, 31 January 2013

DAY 60:Finally...it ends.

Our war was finally end. Quite relieve. Huhhhh..* deep breath...
The question was awesome! especially our essay question. Exactly the same as the one that we did in class before this-the same! But the 'melancholy' part #just remember this word.totally forgot about it when I want to express the sadness in my essay.damn! ... is that I know the idea of that particular question but I somehow realize that the structure of my essay*the one in the exam was kind of loose. No determination. It's kind of 'beat around the bush' like I was mumbling in the essay babbling about the deforestation without a clear means. I had the point*actually it was given. but it was not fully clarified, I just explain it on the base and tadaa..! Finish.
I am expecting this reaction when my English coordinator read my essay

 That's the situation for my English paper today. The sentence arrangement was shit. I think I've lost my ability to write an article or and essay in proper manner. The whole idea was a piece of junk as I hate the way I'm explaining the things. No maturation there. It was almost like a little kid's essay. Rubbish!*at least for me. Yes, by means of word used I can get quite*quite yeah good word usage but the grammar organization.? Again.? Please flush away my essay. I totally hate it even though it was written by myself. For grammar I was quite don't really care about it # not much. but for the sentence structure?It's hell! I've really lost my ability write it in versatile way.Like the one I used*for quite sometime... to be. It had a lot of mumbling in it that makes it long - really long but zero! No facts!. Just a babbling. .. I really need to do something with it or else I'm going to die or at least score bad in my upcoming MUET test. Seriously! Make up your writing Syeikha!. Grammar, sentence organization, style of writing * make it versatile-literally! so for your upcoming MUET test you can achieve your desired band 5 or 6. Not below than that! Mind it!
The first thing that I've to do is to correct back my writing style in this blog. The way I expressed my writing in this blog was really childish and unorganized. (Peeps, did you have any difficulties in attaining the idea of my past post.?Are you?Please, comment below).
LOL. That's soooo me!The latest me.-Terrible

I think I really really have to do a change here and to be active back in my reading. Not just read those books that related to my studies, I have to read others though. Speaking. Yes! That's included too. The last time I really really speak English. I mean real English was many years back. Long lost time. Now-not now, the few years back I speak 'rojak' English as a trend and I think it looks enjoyable though.*fool. Now, I have to face the consequence, my English wasn't getting better, it was getting worst-really worst.No doubt.!
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and... what else??!.....Oh! Switch 'on' my mind to catch any newest issue, general information. That may help. Miss the time I would find any article on something, keep it and read it back when I'm free. Use the issue in my essay. It really help me-a lot! and....read the 'high level magazine' not the cheeky, cheesy or what ever style magazine that would make my thinking to be immature. During my primary level I've read the 'high level thinking magazine' that really make me 'advance' from others especially in giving the opinion but ever since I'm in form 4, I've totally stop reading those 'high level thingy' and preferred the 'childish magazine' that had no critical thinking written in it just f.u.n. awww..such a lost...!It's a regret.
I REALLY NEED A CHANGE!REAL CHANGE....

*let's pod-casting! to learn their 'lingo'! So that we can have their accent in our daily pronunciation. Voila'!!!

XOXO

Wednesday, 30 January 2013

DAY 59:Feels like it's totally end.:D

Akhirnya, saat-saat penantian bagi setiap pelajar Hayat seantero Asasi bermula dan berakhir.
Peperiksaan subjek Biology yang membuatkan mereka makan tak basah, tidur tak kenyang dan mandi tak lena akhirnya berjaya juga ditempuhi
*ada  bakat jadi pemberita aku ni :D LOL
Yeah!seperti yang ditulis diatas akhirnya exam Biology sudah berjaya aku tempuhi. Kepenatan #dalam kurungan yang dialami semasa menghafal dengan berbagai gaya mantap; kuak rentang, bertapa, menonggeng semua style pun ada akhirnya dapat diluahkan dalam kertas jawapan berlambang Unimas. LOL
relieve.at least for now.
Aku keluar tadi about 3.30pm. aisyeh! keluar berduyun-duyun bebudak Physics balik kolej. Ada sejam lagi kut exam punya timing. Senang sangat ke Physics sampai semangat sangat diaorang keluar. Seriously, aku percaya kenapa budak fizikal jenis-jenis chill sudah. Tengoklah sejam  lagi kot baru exam habis berduyun-duyun yang keluar.Budak hayat seketul-seketul keluar pun susah nak nampak time macam ni. Kesian budak hayat.Sobss.Sobbsss..lololol
habis exam Biology rasa macam semua exam dah abis. The eternity end lah. padahal esok ada lagi satu paper BI. Semua dah pakat-pakat rancang nak tidur awal lah. Nak keluar lah. Macam BI tu takde apa-apa lah.Kesian BI diketepikan, lagi-lagi kalau timing exam dia sehari lepas Biology, lagi lah budak-budak ni semua buat muka troll face berkilo-kilo. Sebab malam before Biology most of us dah menye-tay up kan diri sampai tak ingat nak tidur. Habis exam Biology terus rancang nak qadak tidur yang terkorban malam tu. So, memang tak ada sinaran lah untuk BI untuk sesetengah ye, sesetengah student.LOL
Apa-apa je lah yang pasti esok last paper pastu cuti. tapi aku macam tak cuti sebab tak balik semenanjung mid semester punya cuti ni. Sedih oi.. Sob.Sob dah lah rindu ibu dengan ayah. Puan lagi,Adik..senang cerita semua lah. plus aku dah nak muntah tengok pemandangan kolej ni. Mana tak nya dah lama tak keluar jalan-jalan walaupun ke  'the Spring' je. :(
Bosan.

Sunday, 27 January 2013

DAY 56:Dari mata turun ke hati :)

Early in the morning post :))
Stayed up. Consired as:)
Wake up at 3.15 am and open my eyes wide till now. Alhamdullilah dapat tahajud sekali.To avoid myself being sleepy drink a cup of coffee, Oreo, and live TV3. Haha.
Belajar pada masa yang sama melayan rancangan yang disajikan#tetiba skema. Layan je lah walau tak best macam mana pun, cerita zaman aku tak matang time sekolah rendah dulu pun boleh pulak diulang tayang time pagi-pagi buta ni. Nak dijadikan cerita pagi-pagi macam ni adalah diulang tayang balik Al-Kulliyah yang lepas-lepas. Lama dah tak tengok Al-Kulliyah kali terakhir rasanya waktu form 3. Form 3 tuu. Lepas tu dah masuk asrama mana nak dapat tengok TV selalu. Sabtu ahad je ada peluang. Tu pun tak layannya nak kena tengok ramai-ramai sesak-sesak kat bilik TV. Kalau balik rumah pun dah tak ada nafsu nak tengok TV  sebab family plus sleep mode 'on'. As a conclusion,saya memang jarang nak tengok TV.
Tapi pagi yang segar bugar *kesan Kopiko Coffee, saya tengoklah Al-Kulliyah ni balik. Sesi pertemuan semula. So, tajuk Al-Kulliyah yang ditayangan hari ketika ini 'Dari mata turun ke hati.'. Mostly it's all about dari mata turun ke hati lah. Menjaga pandangan, walaupun time tengah tengok TV. For instance, we intend to watch TV*alah buat hlang-hilang bosan or penyegar pagi hari macam aku buat sekarang ni. but somehow munculllah iklan-iklan or perkara-perkara yang tak sepatutnya * yang sangat banyak ye sekarang ni. Pergaulan bebas lelaki dan wanita, iklan -iklan yang memanipulasikan wanita tunjuk aurat #iklan shampoo!!!and etc. This thing nowadays we consider it as 'perkara biasa' kit apun tengoklah je lah without realizing that melihat aurat orang lain ialah berdosa.Dush!Dush! Bertepek kat muka kena tumbuk. Allah, kita tak jaga mata. Tetiba, girls muncul dengan semangat "Yes!Thank God we're GIRLS..terjaga sikit" Who says!?? Kalau awak tengok Aaron Aziz#ehm..ehm.. Amar Asyraf*kening.kening macam nak terburai biji mata tu considered as awak jaga mata ke, sayangs-sayangs sekalian???Nope!So jaga mata. Pandai-pandai fikir sendiri nak buat macam mata. Pandang tempat lain ke..Ape ke.
The thing yang buat aku ditemba berdas-das kat hati is that bila part ustazah tu sebut pasal ilmu takkan pandai pada hati yang kotor. Pastu she came out with one story about Imam Syafie. Imam Syafie ni is the great pasal hafazan-hafazan thingy but somehow one day he cannot recite satu ayat, satu ayat je from one surah n.Cuba-cuba pun tak boleh. So, dia pun pergilah jumpa sifu dia * guru. "Wahai guruku, mengapakah aku tak boleh ingat ayat tersebut"*lebih kurang je lah soalan dia ni. Guru dia pun cakap, "Adakah kau ada melakukan dosa pada hari ini. Imam Syafie pun mengingat kembali. Ingat-ingat..Dia cakap kat guru dia. "Hari ini aku ada terlihat tumit seorang wanita secara tak sengaja." Allah. itulah punca dia tak ingat. Baru tak sengaja cuba kita sekarang ni bukan tak sengaja lagi nak disengajakanlah benda tu semua. Bila fikir-fikir balik banyaknyay dosa kita selama ni.Bayangkan budak lelaki sekarang ni berapa ramai *tak yah tanya lagi berapa memang mostly kot girls tak pakai stokin. Kesian kat diaorang, kotor hati. Girls pulak berapa ramai lelaki yang pakai short pastu buat pameran extravaganza. Dosa lagi .Astagfirullah ...Patutlah susah ilmu nak masuk. Banyak benda tak baik kita tengok kat TV, kat kedai, kat kelas, kat mana-mana je lah.Macam mana hati tu nak bersih.:(((

Wahai Lelaki Beriman, Tundukkanlah Pandanganmu dan Peliharalah Kemaluanmu Kerana Ia Lebih Suci Buat Kamu Dan Ingatlah Bahawa Allah Sentiasa Melihat Apa Yang Kamu Lakukan

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandanganya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat." (An-Nuur 24:30)

Wahai Wanita Beriman, Tutuplah Auratmu Dgn Sempurna Dengan Menutupi Dada dan Juga Menutup Seluruh Badan Dengan Pakaian Yang Longgar Serta Tidak Berwangi-Wangian. Nescaya Allah Pasti Menyelamatkah Kamu Dari Gangguan Manusia

Allah berfirman,"Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung kedadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya"(An-Nuur 24:31)

Allah berfirman,"Hai Nabi, katakanlah kepada isteri-isterimu, anak-anak perempuanmu dan isteri-isteri orang mukmin: "Hendaklah mereka mengulurkan jilbabnya ke seluruh tubuh mereka." Yang demikian itu supaya mereka lebih mudah untuk dikenal, karena itu mereka tidak di ganggu. Dan Allah adalah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang"(Al-Ahzzab 33:59)

Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:“Sesiapapun wanita yang memakai wangian lalu dia melintas di hadapan lelaki supaya mereka dapat menghidu kewangiannya, dia adalah penzina.” [Diriwayatkan oleh al-Nasai dan dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani di dalam Shahih Sunan al-Nasai – hadis no: 5141]
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رَسُولَ اللَّهِ يقول من قال
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الذي لَا يَضُرُّ مع اسْمِهِ شَيْءٌ في الأرض ولا في السَّمَاءِ وهو السَّمِيعُ الْعَلِيمُ

ثَلَاثَ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُصْبِحَ وَمَنْ قَالَهَا حين يُصْبِحُ ثَلَاثُ مَرَّاتٍ لم تُصِبْهُ فَجْأَةُ بَلَاءٍ حتى يُمْسِيَ

Ertinya : Rasulullah s.a.w didengari berkata sesiapa yang berdoa : "Dengan nama Allah yang tiada dimudaratkan sesuatu apapun dengan namaNya samada di bumi dan di langit, dan Dialah maha mendengar dan maha mengetahui" sebanyak 3 kali, maka ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehinggalah subuh esoknya, dan barangsiapa membacanya ketika subuh 3 kali, ia tidak ditimpa kesusahan bala dan musibah sehingga petangnya" ( Riwayat Abu Daud, 4/323 ; At-Tirmidizi, 5/465 dan Ahmad ; Tirmizi : Hasan - Teks doa berwarna Merah Syeikh Syuaib ; Hasan)

Tuesday, 22 January 2013

DAY 51:Typical Maths Thinking.|TMT|

I'm quite bad on numbers but quite advance on words. LOL
the things that I've just realize it just now. The special thing about me is that I'd analyze written words better than analyzing number. That's it.! 
Suddenly, I remember the times when I'm still in school. I can write a very very long essay in short time but take such along time to solve mathematical question that only need a few step to solve it. Huh?! I don't I should be proud of this or feel down because of this. Till now I still wonder why on earth it is hard for me to deal with these number thingy. Why? I've to make a lot of effort if I want to score Maths in exam. Sometimes, I do jealous with some of my friends. They are so so advance in Maths. It's not because they are advance then I'm jealous of them but it's because they are so damn crazy that they can score 100% easily. I can still remember( * I thought so). during I'm in form  three if I'm not mistaken. There's a guy that left his calculator during our Maths exam but he just go on with the exam without bother himself to find any calculator. The exam just go on like usual for him but somehow when the results were out, it turns out that, he got 100% for his test. Crap!*for me. I'm the one with super modern calculator can even beat him. The worst part is, I was left behind him far apart. A big difference in our marks. That's so annoying isn't it? At least for me. I don't know if any of you do feel the same with me or not. :(
So, because the 'loser' part of me in Maths makes me to be one of 'the haters'. Honestly speaking, my body will sometimes lost it's inner energy when I have Maths class and especially TEST. The shivering part was double triple awful. It takes few minutes before it can settle down. It's terrible. Some of the people in my life do remind me. "Maths was so freaking easy", "Maths was so enjoyable", "Maths just need an exercise' and etc. But seriously and truthfully I said that, "Maths was so hard.Really really hard.For me!". Yeah! You did say about the exercise things and so on but believe me, even with a lot lot of exercise I can't be that advance because of some ruthless small mistakes that I make. That's me. Always and always making small mistakes that cause big effect to my answer every time I do Maths. Arghhhh!!! My carelessness. That's the problem. It's a 'always' for me. *cries*
 Oh Maths why can't you be easy towards me #pleading.Please.....
Seriously, I don't know why we need those complicated Maths. I hope this semester is the last time I see you Maths *the complicated ones'. :P

Monday, 21 January 2013

DAY 50: Misi tak nak balik bilik

srutttt...srutttt....#kesat kesat hingus.lol
weheee..sempat hari ini aku buat klip video romantik abad ini.kuii..kuii. meredah hujan yang tetiba je nak mencuah-curah gila itik, time nak balik bilik. Tak pasal-pasal kami terpaksa membuat aksi-aksi sweet jalan meredah hujan dengan payung pink aku yang comel macam tuan dia.lol #eh tertinggal pulak.Aku buat aksi-aksi sweet dengan Maryanne Minn eh. Bersih-bersihkan balik minda penuh fitnah anda itu :P
Hahaha.
_Iklan_
...
Tehee~
Yes! Saya berjaya melaksanakan misi balik bilik lambat untuk mengelakkan diri ini tertidur lagi time tengah hari yang aura mata nak terkatup tu tengah membara-bara. Huahahaha. Pukul lapan malam lebih baru kaki ni menjejakkan tapaknya kat lantai bilik aku yang bersih berkilat ni#hiperbola. Bagus juga misi aku kali ini memang sangat berjaya sebab berjayalah juga buat aku istiqamah belajar sikit. Mana tak nya, boleh jadi kat library nak tidur mestilah aura study tu membara-bara, kalau aku balik bilik agaknya siang tadi memang baik punya landinglah kat katil aku. Katil berdadah. Asyik buat orang nak tidur je. Siapa je especially si Minn and Tiah  datang bilik aku memang automatically bukkk.. baring terus, tak sempat nak intro-intro ah. Sampai sometimes buat aku terkejut beruk je.Mana taknya pusing belakang je tetiba ada benda terbaring atas katil aku. Macam cipps.. je. Selalulah aku dapat sakit jantung short term. *apasal aku dah melalut lebih pasal katil  ni -,-"
Jom.Jom. Sambung balik cerita pasal  misi aku tadi. 
Hari ni memang akulah insan yang paling rajin*sangat-sangat. Disebabkan misi aku yang dianggap je lah berjaya ini, dapatlah aku me'master'kan diri dengan differentation yang sebelum ni macam siput sedut je punya reaction setiap kali nak menjawab soalan dia. Lepas ni nak masterkan application dia pulak. Lagi satu haru punya benda jadah apa tah. Maybe esok punya misi pulak? Tapi silap sikit perancangan misi aku hari nni sebab aku bawak buku Maths semata je. Bila mata aku dah berpinar-pinar tengok maths tadi aku dah tak tau nak replace dengan apa sebab memang buku maths je yang aku angkut tadi. So, untuk next mission mesti a tleast bawak two subjects punya books. So bila dah nak keluar muntah hijau tengok subject A, aku bolehlah beralih arah pulak kat subject B. Tak ada lah aku termenung kelip-kelip mata tengok orang lain study macam tadi.Kuii..Kuiii...

 8 a.m:Class -> 12.30p.m:Library -> 2.00p.m:Lab Chemistry -> 5.00p.m:Kawad ->8.??p.m Bilik 'saya'

Nak tak nak kena nazi sikit jadual study say minggu ni coz next week mid sem and I haven't study all the chapter yet. So... terimalah jadual kejam ini. Kejap lagi sambung study  balik. *Double jerk :3

#Nasib baik aku dapat balik lab coat kechentaan aku tu. Terima kasih abg makmal bukakan makmal untuk saya :)
Good news : Our PCR lab punya result semua negative, ada lah point nak mengarut kat discussion.(-oo-)*


'Chamak Challo'
Inspired by N.A.S.H 3rd batch asasi.Kui...Kui.
Peminat kipas susah mati ni .LOL

Thursday, 10 January 2013

DAY 39: Penat melayan dilema

Dilema. Haih...
Mengeluh saja kerja. Masalahnya banyak betul benda yang nak dikeluhkan. Macam-macam study, aktiviti-aktiviti universiti*bajet banyak sangat aktivitinya. Penat sangat akhir-akhirnya sampai nak bangun pagi pergi kelas tu punyalah susah dua-tiga kali alam baru nak geraklah. Kalau tak biasanya sebelum ni sekali sound je aku dah berlari pergi mandi, siap-siap for class. Sekarang ni, lenggok tahap ayu tak terkatalah. Perlahan tahap siput gerak. Sempat lagi termenung-menung layan lagu-lagu hardcore aku sebelum gerak pergi class. Memang totally differentlah dengan sebelum ni. Kalau sebelum ni mahu macam kejar hantu breakfast pun tak sempat-sempat nak tarik nafas. Kalau boleh nak masuk sekali sumbatlah semua. :O
Seriously, malas tahap gabanlah. Dalam kelas asyik mengantuk je. Menguap sana.Menguap sini. 30 minit pertama je aci rajin buka mata besar, tangan laju tulis-tulis pastu tulis-tulis lagi tapi dah tukar jadi tulisan zaman pra sejarah. Takde rupa huruf langsung dah. Kadang buat contengan jalanan sampai habis kelas. Ish.Ish teruk-teruk budak Syeikha ni tau.
Alahai, bukan aku sengaja pun memang penat sangat, nak dengar rasa macam dah tepu nau otak ni hah.. Lagi-lagi time lecturer tengah semangat-semangat mengajar sampai tak sedar kuliah dah satu jam.Kadang drag sampai satu jam lebih-non stop. Mau nak buat lakonan mega over kat situ. Nak nangis pun ada gak. Kadang-kadang dah macam orang gila aku buat sign tangan 'rest!' 'rest!' yang aku belajar time main bola tampar dulu. Kemalangan ditimpa tangga satu pun sign aku yang sangat bergaya tu tak dilayan. ..Sir, tak faham kot!* positive minded...

Uhuk!uhuk!#merengek tahap gedik melampau. Apuuuu..banyak nau nak dikejar balik selepas terlalu banyak melayan 'kemaksiatan' melayan movie-movie sampai kan tutorial-tutorial dibiarkan teresak-esak menangisi nasib mereka yang tak dipedulikan di tepi meja. Tadi pun tutorial maths tangan laju je menyalin jawapan Mr.Deedat kat depan. Asal sir tanya je soalan mana yang awak ada masalah,laju je
Soalan satu.... "krik.krik.krek.kruk" bunyi marker semangat menari -nari atas white board. Yeah!satu jawapan in!#hati bermonolog. Salin.salin.
Next, soalan apa lagi yang awak tak faham.
Duaaaaaa.!#dengan semangat yang bermaharaja lela nak menyalin jawapan je.
Mr.Deedat tulis lagi jawapan..Salin!salin.Jangan tak salin.
Lagi?
Tigaaaa.... dan seterusnya kerja aku salin,salin,salin dan terus menyalin.Untuk covering few question aku tinggalkan,tu pun mata bulat-bulat skodeng orang sebelah punya jawapan.haha. XD
Well, aku mesin photostat bergera terhebat ni. LOL. Ni chemistry punya tutorial sikit pun tarak buat lagi. Kena buat juga ni nanti esok karang Miss Mar check..mau kelip-kelip mata, gabra.!haha.Nak prepare PBL esok lagi.Aeiii.banyaknya benda nak buat lagi .Garu,garu kepala...

#Nak resit ke tak?Ayah suruh perfectkan band.:( Dilema wanita.LOLXD

Saturday, 29 December 2012

DAY 27:Tazkirah| Sedu-seduXD

Pejam celik. Pejam celik. Kejap je dah nak sebulan kan? Macam tak percaya je.
Rasa macam baru semala je balik ke Sarawak ni.#hiperbola.
Cepatnya masa bergerak tak terkejar dek den ni ah.
Laju sangat. After 4 weeks I started my Semester 2, kalau kira-kira ada lagi 4 minggu= sebulan lagi untuk prepare for my mid semester.

"Pergghh..poyo nya hang pa nak prepare awal-awal mid sem.Tolonglah!"

Excuse me. Suka hatilah nak prepare awal ke tak. My future kot. Not yours. Kalau you rasa I'm kinda annoying sebab nak prepare for my "mid sem" it's up to you. No harm. Get on with your annoyance. Do I look like I care?? #emo sebentar.





Sesi tazkirah diri..
Oh God. Seriously dah sebulan meyh. I'm not fully prepared yet lah. Maths belum sifu lagi these two chapter. Biology masih dalam proses menghadam chapter Immnunology tu, sekarang ni dah masuk Genetics lah pula lagi parah. The past pun I belum pegang dalam tangan lagi ni. Chemistry je yang agak okay because I rajin sangat buat tutorial dia. but somehow Chemistry ni haru sikit. Memang time revising and tutorial-ing I bajet faham tahap petala ke tujuh, ke lapan. Tapi once exam rasa macam tak pernah belajar je. Padahal tutorial buat selalu okay je. Mesti lecturer ada hidden agenda behind exam paper ni. :(
Ke aku yang problematic??
Masalah. Masalah.
Sekarang ni macam hari-hari je kena buat tazkirah diri.
Makin hari, makin less my study hour.sangatlah less:(
lagi-lagi hari Sabtu and Ahad, memang penghulu segala tidurlah hari cuti macam ni. Macam manalah nak 4-flat kalau macam ni =,='
Tiba-tiba rasa sedih pulak :((
Takut pun ada. Dahlah diorang cakap for Medicine Faculty untuk batch kitaorang ada interview, lepas tu will be selected based on our Semester 1 and this Mid semester 2 test.
Argghhhhh. nak tak nak kena perform this Mid Semester jugak.:(
Syeikha,
Fikir....fikir....
Which activity yang agak-agak melalaikan yang you must cut off dia.?

Movie?
melalaikan...*bergema
- abis nak buat apa? Padam movie collection dalam lappy?
Tak nak ah. Penat download. Banyak tak habis tengok lagi :(

Facebooking?
Lalai je.
-Deactive facebook? But nanti Pre-U punya announcement kat facebook.
Tak boleh!Tak boleh!

Blogging!!?
Err...err...No comment.Don't know should be categorized under things that waste the time or not-lost!

Rasanya other than these three things tak ambil banyak masa aku kot.
Novel-ing masih dalam kawalan because aku baca time cuti panjang je.
Makan?
Takkan makan pun buang=g masa kot.
"Makan tak buang masa. tapi cara kau makan yang buang masa! Bertahun nak menunggu."
LOLXD
Fineee....nanti aku blender semua makanan biar senang!Laju sikit makan nanti:P

Setakat ni. Benda-benda ni yang aku nampak disturbing. Tak tahulah kalau ada benda lain kan?

*Pssst..psst..ingat nak buat work out lah. Nak senaman sikit baru badan sihat sikit nak study.Kan?:D

Bucket list

Bucket list

BUCKET LIST

CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

WORLDLY FESTIVALS AND EVENTS TO ATTEND
Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

JUST FOR FUN
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