Thursday 31 January 2013

DAY 60:Finally...it ends.

Our war was finally end. Quite relieve. Huhhhh..* deep breath...
The question was awesome! especially our essay question. Exactly the same as the one that we did in class before this-the same! But the 'melancholy' part #just remember this word.totally forgot about it when I want to express the sadness in my essay.damn! ... is that I know the idea of that particular question but I somehow realize that the structure of my essay*the one in the exam was kind of loose. No determination. It's kind of 'beat around the bush' like I was mumbling in the essay babbling about the deforestation without a clear means. I had the point*actually it was given. but it was not fully clarified, I just explain it on the base and tadaa..! Finish.
I am expecting this reaction when my English coordinator read my essay

 That's the situation for my English paper today. The sentence arrangement was shit. I think I've lost my ability to write an article or and essay in proper manner. The whole idea was a piece of junk as I hate the way I'm explaining the things. No maturation there. It was almost like a little kid's essay. Rubbish!*at least for me. Yes, by means of word used I can get quite*quite yeah good word usage but the grammar organization.? Again.? Please flush away my essay. I totally hate it even though it was written by myself. For grammar I was quite don't really care about it # not much. but for the sentence structure?It's hell! I've really lost my ability write it in versatile way.Like the one I used*for quite sometime... to be. It had a lot of mumbling in it that makes it long - really long but zero! No facts!. Just a babbling. .. I really need to do something with it or else I'm going to die or at least score bad in my upcoming MUET test. Seriously! Make up your writing Syeikha!. Grammar, sentence organization, style of writing * make it versatile-literally! so for your upcoming MUET test you can achieve your desired band 5 or 6. Not below than that! Mind it!
The first thing that I've to do is to correct back my writing style in this blog. The way I expressed my writing in this blog was really childish and unorganized. (Peeps, did you have any difficulties in attaining the idea of my past post.?Are you?Please, comment below).
LOL. That's soooo me!The latest me.-Terrible

I think I really really have to do a change here and to be active back in my reading. Not just read those books that related to my studies, I have to read others though. Speaking. Yes! That's included too. The last time I really really speak English. I mean real English was many years back. Long lost time. Now-not now, the few years back I speak 'rojak' English as a trend and I think it looks enjoyable though.*fool. Now, I have to face the consequence, my English wasn't getting better, it was getting worst-really worst.No doubt.!
Credit

and... what else??!.....Oh! Switch 'on' my mind to catch any newest issue, general information. That may help. Miss the time I would find any article on something, keep it and read it back when I'm free. Use the issue in my essay. It really help me-a lot! and....read the 'high level magazine' not the cheeky, cheesy or what ever style magazine that would make my thinking to be immature. During my primary level I've read the 'high level thinking magazine' that really make me 'advance' from others especially in giving the opinion but ever since I'm in form 4, I've totally stop reading those 'high level thingy' and preferred the 'childish magazine' that had no critical thinking written in it just f.u.n. awww..such a lost...!It's a regret.
I REALLY NEED A CHANGE!REAL CHANGE....

*let's pod-casting! to learn their 'lingo'! So that we can have their accent in our daily pronunciation. Voila'!!!

XOXO

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Bucket list

Bucket list

BUCKET LIST

CONTINENTS
Antartica
North America
South America
Australia
Europe
Africa
Asia

ADVENTURE
Tandem paragliding
Skiing
Skydiving
Fly in hot air balloon
Scuba diving/snorkelling

TRAVEL
Malaysia
Kundasang (Sabah)
Semporna(Sabah)

Africa
See Pyramids of Giza(Egypt: Cairo)

Asia
See the Great Wall of China(China)
See the Forbidden City (China:Beijing)
See the Taj Mahal(India: Agra)

Europe
See the Acropolis(Greece:Athens)
See the Mona Lisa(France:Paris)
See the Eiffel Tower(France:Paris)
See the Colosseum(Italy: Rome)
See the Neuschawanstein Castle(Germany:Schwangau)

Australia
See the Sydney Opera House(Australia: Sydney)

South America
See the Head Statues on Easter Island(Chile: Easter Island)
See Machu Picchu( Peru:Macchi Picchu)

North America
See the Hoover Dam(US: Nevada/Arizona)
See the Statue of Liberty(US: New York)

ANIMALS AND NATURE
North America
See the Aurora Borealis (US: Alaska)
See the Grand Canyon (US: Arizona)
See the Redwood Forest (US: California)
South America

See the Iguazu Falls( Argentina)

Europe
See the Alps(France, Italy, Switzerland or Germany)

Asia
See Mount Everest(Nepal)

Australia
See the Great Barrier Reef (Australia:Queensland)

CREATIVITY
Try Ebru Art
Pottery making
Attend sewing class
Knit myself a mermaid blanket
Knit a single sized blanket

FASHION AND BEAUTY
Attend make up class
Have my own walk in closet
Grow healthy waist-length hair

HOBBIES
Knitting
Solve a Rubik's cube
Start a blog
Learn embroidery
Start cross-stitching

RELATIONSHIP
Fall in love for the first time
Get married before 30
Get myself a travel and adventure partner
Create a family tree
Go on a road trip with a friends
Sponsor my parent's travel

SPORTS AND FITNESS
Return to my old weight 47 kg
Try horseback riding
Learn swimming
Learn archery

MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT
Learn to read a music sheets
Sing a karaoke

FINANCE AND LIFESTYLE
Start online business
Promote business
Open a boutique
Own my first house
Own a land

EDUCATION
Graduate as a medical doctor
Get a Masters in Ophthalmology
Learn a new language

CONTRIBUTION
Do a volunteer work

SPIRITUALITY
Perform Umrah and Hajj
Learn to forgive
Learn to share

FOOD
Try Mexican food
Try tteokbokki

TRANSPORTATION
Have a car license

PERSONAL GROWTH
Stop procrastinating
Become an early riser
Release the past

VOCATION (as a student)
Get B and above in my end of posting exam

WORLDLY FESTIVALS AND EVENTS TO ATTEND
Harbin Ice and Snow Festival (China: Harbin)
White night Festival(Russia: St. Petersburg)
Holi(India)
Carnival of Venice(Italy: Venice)
Albuquerque International Balloon Fiesta(US: New Mexico)
Boryeoung mud festival(South Korea)
Kuekonhof Tulip Festival(Holland: Lisse)
Deventer Book Fair(Netherlands)
August Moon Festival (Greece)
Frankfurt Book Fair(Germany)
Yeouido Cherry Blossom Festivals(South Korea)
New York Fashion Week(US:New York)

JUST FOR FUN
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