DAY 10:Malicious inner voices

Have you ever think about how did yourself learn all this while??
Did ya??
As far as I am concern(*kuikui) most of us don't bother to much about how did they learn.
Me too.Anyone with me?!??
All these while I thought that learning process just come naturally.
Heard to others either in conversation or in lecture and simply absorb all their saying, right??
But things are getting harder lately.
I hardly able to absorb all those information that my lecturer was presenting.
Sometimes totally lost till I ended up saying,
"Ala...takpelah.balik bilik nanti aku study. Kaji sendiri je lah."
Daaaaaa..that's it. and almost 60% of my own kajian.ended up without a start. Got it.?
It's a mess fella.!
Its kinda weird why am I becoming like this...
Maybe because too much facts, figures and, experience stuffed into my brain causing it to have less room for new ideas and thoughts?
Okay. That's totally rubbish.
How- on earth that our brain got its limit.? Ingat ni pendrive ke cik Syeikha oi...=.='
What ever it is, the need for learning never ends, so your desire to do so should always outweigh your desire to be right. The world is changing and new ideas pop up everyday; incorporating them into your life will keep you engaged and relevant.






and....
after few times mind-troubleshoot.
I find out that there's 97.9% of probability that my INNER VOICE was actually disturbing my fact crunching mood. Sort of dangerous malicious virus is now attacking my mind......!(absolute crap mumble.)

Sometimes it talk "diamond",sometimes just "crap.

WHAT?!inner voice??? wth are you talking about.

Oh well baby....
You know the one I am talking about. It's the little voice that offers a running commentary when you are listening to someone. It's the voice that brings up your own opinion about the information being provided.
THE TALKING MIND.


ME,myself always always and always, I repeat again always do that.

When my lecturer start to say this and this
at the same mind my Great fella INNER VOICE would like to say,

'Ooooh.......It's actually like this and this.relate to this and that...',
so on and so forth.
and guess what happen to me???

"Hey fella!don't believe that old filthy man.
You're much better to think it youself"said  inner voice

...
I was officially log out my focus upon him, and have my own private inner voice lecture...
P/S: When thats happening. It was soooo S-H-I-T.

because.
when he start to say,
"Okay,class that's our lecture for today.See yaa next time."

I was like this,
               " . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ."

pssttt!!! my heartbeat slowing down and I start  to say this,
"ape aku belajar harini doe?!"

Deary peeps,
It is too easy to pay more attention to the inner voice than the actual speaker. That voice often keeps you from listening openly for good information and can often make you shut down before you have heard the entire premise.


For your own good.Please!
Focus less on what your brain has to say and more on the speaker although you're the most genius person on earth or what so ever.Just, listen!
You may be surprised at what you hear.
Cluck!6=